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Friday, September 23, 2005
School today was... um... er... okay, I guess. Though for some reason, whenever I'm at school, I feel so sad. Not as in sad, sad; but sad, lonely. I don't know why. But from what I heard, the time you feel most lonely is when you are in a crowd. Ironic, isn't it? There are people all around you, and yet, you are lonely.
It does make some sort of sense. The people all around you - they don't care about you. They only care for themselves. They avoid you. They ignore you. So it makes you feel lonely. So the saying is true, no?
For some reason, I keep hoping that I can go away right now. Get out of this school forever. Right now. I just wish I could. But without completing my O Levels, I can't go anywhere. I have to endure another year in my pathetic school. Ugh. How I wish time would go faster.
On the brighter side of school life, I passed my Maths test. But sadly, I didn't get full marks. I am frustrated with myself. All of the mistakes that I made were careless mistakes. It's just so irritating.
I have this bad mindset of I-have-to-better-than-everyone-else-no-matter-what. I know it's not good, but I can't help it. When someone else got more marks than I do, I feel jealous. I would vow to do better than that person next time. In a way, it's good; it makes me motivated not only to pass, but to score. But on the other side, It makes me kind of like an arrogant person who can't stand it when there are other people better than me.
I know there are always other people who are better than me, and there are people who are worse off. I have to appreciate what I have and strive to better than other people. But it's not easy.
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It's the weekend! Time to relax and have fun! Whee~!
But I have to keep in mind that exams are just around the corner and I need to start revising. -_- I really need to buck up on my Additional Maths, Chemistry and Biology. I really need to revise those subjects.
But not tonight. I want to watch Scrapped Princess and Peacemaker Kurogane. They are on at midnight. So late... But I don't care. It's been a long time since I watched those two animes. SInce school started, I haven't been able to watch.
It's only 2215 now. I guess I'll go do a bit of my homeork to kill time. ^^
People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be
hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you are
alone or feel like no one cares about you. Or
it may be because something very awful has
happened to you. Whatever the cause, you go
through each day just waiting for night to come
with sweet relief in the form of your dreams.
But you may have even lost hope in your dreams.
Chin up. Things should get better for you and
there is always at least one person who cares
about you. Have hope.(Image copyrighted to
Tasuki-no-Miko of deviantART)
What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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