Monday, May 1, 2006

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Well, it's been a while, ne?

Anyways, I went to Helsinki this weekend and bought two volumes of Yu-Gi-Oh! so I'm pretty much tripping on it right now. They were even cheaper than the usual 12-15 euros, they were actually less than 8. :D

I need mooore!

... I was pleasantly suprised when they had their original names, you know, Joey=Jounuchi etc. Then again, it wasn't a VIZ-manga. :D Yay!

Yu-Gi-Oh! actually started here in Finland too. But since it's the brutally mutilated version without the funny perverted stuff AND dubbed in Finnish, I am so not watching it. T_T

Besides, the artwork in the manga is way better. :D

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*RANT START*

My mom told me recently that we are having a lot of money-troubles right now. She says she's contemplating if she should sell her car... No wonder we've been having salad and/or other cheap, fast and easy-to-do food these past few weeks.

And since I turned 17, this thing that gives money to parents for every kid they have stopped coming so dang. :/

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Yesterday my mom and step-dad confronted me with the fact that I ahd been looking really PO'd for the past couple of days and wanted to know why. The thing is, even I don't know why. I've just been feeling really depressed and down and angry at everything as of late, and I have no idea why.

So when I said that, they started saying "Oh you do know why, you just won't say it" and I argued back that I seriously don't know why, and the spiral went over and over and over like that until I felt so stupid, depressed and helpless I started to cry and gave them an excuse so they'd get off my back and let me mope in peace.

Seriously, can't I be cranky for no reason at all in this house?!? I mean, yea, I'm glad they care, but come on! T_T

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Also, when I go to them with my problems and ask for a little sympathy, they play the blame-game and cling onto my mistakes and play them over and over and over again. Yes, I know I made a mistake and I know what that mistake was, but I don't need someone to put a spotlight on it and rub it in my face! A small "It's okay, we all make mistakes" or "Don't worry, it's not that bad" would be nice, but nooo, it's the "How could you do such a mistake!" or "You're almost an adult, you should know better!" which, in reality, causes me to wrap my protective shell around me tighter and stop talking to my parents about things and pretend to be the good little girl who has no problems. And my head is pretty much exploding because of it...

Okay, *RANT STOP*

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Phew, that was a mouthful. Hey, I actually feel a bit better! ^^
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