Sunday, August 8, 2004

Well then....
The night we went to Chinese, Tyler and I were fighting on ICQ. I was ready to forgive him, but he acted like a jerk!

He called me an "F***ing Sh*ithead B*tch". Then a "F***ing Lying B*tch". Alex told him parents and Tyler got grounded for two weeks.

Alex said Tyler felt bad. But Tyler was talking to Monica (my friend) and he said that it was all my fault and he didn't do anything. Bull! He did to!

Oh! I left him a nice long message after he got offline that basically said, I refuse to be your friend and I don't ever want to see you again. Well, he got online and called me a b*tch while MY MOM was on the computer. My mother tweeked.

It was funny.


When I found out that he felt bad, I was prepared to forgive him and apologize to him (for over-reacting, even though I didn't over-react) but then he told my FRIEND that it was entirely my fault. The only reason he told her was because he knew that we aren't getting along right now.

Maybe I am over-reacting. I don't know. But he is being a jerk and after all of this, I have the right to over-react! I don't want to see him, talk to him or even hear his name! I am tired of being nice to him! He treats me horribly! So why should I be nice to him if he can't be nice to me?
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Friday, August 6, 2004

   I'M SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me, Kristy (my sister), Kellie, Annie, Eric (Kristy's boyfriend who lives in my house) and Alex went shopping and ate at a Chinese Buffet. It was sooooooo much fun!

Anyhoo! I told Kellie and Alex that I am going to the Homecoming Dance this year (I am in 7th grade, which is high school level where I live) so it is the first year I can go to the dances!

Alex said he'd save me a dance. Though, I really want to dance with him, I tried to refuse.... because of my ego maybe. I can't dance anyway... except slow dances, which is what he said we'd dance.

I'm still depressed because Annie will be there and he'll want to dance with her all night. But if he was serious, he'd dance with me at least once. When the time comes, should I accept? I really want to... but, I'm not sure. What should I do?
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Thursday, August 5, 2004

I'm depressed
I told Alex I liked him, of coarse. He knows how I feel, and I know how he feels (he likes my sister). However, is it nececary for him to say how much he truely loves Annie infront of me everyday?

It's embarassing because everyone knows I like him.

I know Annie is very pretty (and I'm not) but he doesn't have to point out how "hot" she is all the time.

Even my mom does it. She acts like she doesn't know I like him.

Also, everytime she goes somewhere, and talks to someone she knows, she is always bragging about her kids. But... she never mentions me....
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Tuesday, August 3, 2004

   That liar!
I DID NOT do anything to Tyler's eye! He has disposable contacts and left them in for THREE DAYS!!! I did not rip his contact or irritate his eye! My fingernail didn't even TOUCH his eye!
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Monday, August 2, 2004

   Geez.
Well, Kellie (my cousin), Alex and I came up with the brilliant plan of riding our bikes aftoer nine o'clock at night.

I was waiting for them, when some kid rode his bike up to me and said, "There is a huge black bear down the road". Having many bad expieriences with bears throughout my life, I pedalled away as fast as I could. The bear was walking about 40 yards behind me.

I went to a house and the lady that lived there gave me a ride home.

Kellie and Alex had my uncle drive to my house and we were planning on riding our bikes in the opposite direction. Though my dad and my uncle ruined our plans.

So, they are in town riding their bikes without me =(
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Saturday, July 31, 2004

CHAMPIONSHIPS!!!!!
Woo hoo!!!! Last night was Diving Championships, and today was Swimming Championships. Of coarse, I don't dive, because I have the gracefulness of a brick. But it was still exciting.

Alex did wonderful in diving. He got second place, but he deserved first.

He also did good in swimming. He got a third place and a fourth... I know he swam more than that, but I don't remember his other places.

I did okay... I guess.

Since some of you probably aren't familiar with competitive swimming, I'll explain how Championships work: Towns/cities all over the state compete in individual swim meets (one team vs. another team). Then, at the end of the season, they all swim at Championships. There are seven teams in the league I swim in. First, there are the priliminaries. Everyone gets to swim these. The top 6 in each event make it to the finals. Then, the 6 swim in the finals, and whatever place they take is the place they get (unlike the priliminaries).


I made it to the finals in three events (out of four). I got two Fourth places and one Third place. So I was excited.


Anyhoo, back to the Diving Championships topic. We stuck around until they posted the results.

Tyler was being a jerk and saying nasty stuff to me. So, I slapped him across the face. He really deserved it. However, my fingernail scratched his eye and i ripped his contact (it was an accident! I feel really bad).

Well.... I did feel bad. Until he slapped me a few times and kicked me in the shin... hard. Then, I tried choking him.......... that didn't work.

I talked to him on ICQ today. I irritated his eye. It's all red and he can barely see out of it.

I felt really bad. But then he said something along the lines of, "I did nothing wrong. You deserved it."

I still felt bad, but my sister's boyfriend told me that he really did deserve the slap, no matter what it did to his eye, and he shouldn't have kicked me the way he did (especially since I'm a girl).


Oh! And one more thing! The person who beat Alex in diving was flirting with me. it was kinda scary.
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Thursday, July 29, 2004

X_x
It's been a crazy week. Championships is Saturday! Diving Championships is tomorrow. I'll probably get stuck going to that.


I went to watch the dive team practice yesterday (along with another team). I found something very funny:

Alex is a good diver... no, a great diver. Out of all of the teams, he has one rival. They are both the same age, they are both named Alex and they both have a girlish voice.

A pretty big coincidence, or at least I think so.



I am REALLY starting to dislike Tyler. A few of you may know, I am home-schooled. So it is much easier for me to complete more than one grade in one schoolyear. I am trying to do two grades this year. Alex wants me to do three so we can be in the same grade. I DON'T THINK SO X_X.



While I'm on that subject, when I was talking about doing two grades in one year, Alex said: "Do three. Then, we'll be in the same grade and it wouldn't be bad if I dated you." what is that supposed to mean? "It would be wrong now, because you're in the same grade as my brother." what is THAT supposed to mean?! I'm kind of confused.

Also, a few days before that, he said: "Can you imagine what tyler would do if we ever dated?"


But right after he said all of that, he started making marriage plans with Annie T-T
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Thursday, July 22, 2004

   Stalkers o.O
IT HASN'T BEEN SAFE!!!!!! I have two stalkers!!

Well, sort of.

Blaine - Is a VERY VERY VERY VERY annoying boy who has been stalking me for a week. He scares me. Really.

Tyler - Is Alex's little brother. He won't go away. I think he might like me... he is taking the whole "I like Alex" thing pretty hard. But I don't care, he's being really mean.

It's to the point were I'm afraid to leave my house or even log onto ICQ because they're waiting for me :(
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

   So very sad right now.
I just got home from the last swim meet before Championships a few hours ago.

On ICQ yesterday, I finally told Alex I like him. I logged of immediately and waited until he got off the computer to see his reply. It was, "Are you serious? That's so cool."

It sounds promising at first. I spent a whole day wondering what it meant. When he came to the pool today, he said nothing about it.

About 15 minutes before the meet started I went over to the diving board to watch some of Matt's dives (Matt is a huge boy with a huge heart, I don't know him that great yet, but I hope we can be friends). David (someone I've known nearly my whole life) turns around and says, "Alex told me you said you loved him last night."

Of course, I was horrified, and said, "That is not what I said!" Because, it wasn't.

I flipped out on Alex and he said, "Well, Kristy (my older sister, also the swimming/diving coach) pretty much told the whole dive team at practice last night anyway." Um, no, she didn't.

I didn't pay much attention to the statement until I came home.

Kristy said that Alex was telling everyone on the team, so she merely said, "Emily was joking. You'll never have her or any of us by your side. Because none of my sisters will ever like you." I forgot to thank Kristy for that.

I don't know what to do! Should I be mad at him? Or not?
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Sunday, July 4, 2004

   Oopsies!
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