Thursday, September 14, 2006

Kuroneko!
I finally got to talk to my dad yesterday. It's been a long time since we talked. About 5-7 months. We didn't talk long, as usual since he called me as I was about to go to bed.


I talk to a certain friend a lot on the phone. They live far away. I love this person, I think. But I don't know if that person feels the same way. I doubt they do anyway, I mean come on, who would like me? I'm meant to be alone. But that won't stop me from my goal. Yet sometimes I think to myself "What if they do like me?" *scoff* Nah!
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

College Fair
So yesterday I went to a college fair. Oh, God was it packed. I couldn't figure out where to meet the colleges I needed to see. But after 5 minutes of walking I found my first college. University of Texas at Dallas. Then I treked a long way to find Brookhaven. Those were my only choices to apply then I saw Texas State at San Marcos, then something hit me. "I have to apply to this college, if I make it. That would be a blessing." So naturally I talked to the spokesperson, they told me about it, my mom gave me a I- can't- belive- you- are- serious look. I read through the brochure the lady gave me and I could go there. But most likely I am going to University of Texas at Dallas, because they have an Engineer program, oh yeah!
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   Kagrra- Koi
I've been really sick lately but today it got worse, so I had to stay home and go to the doctor to get some medicine. I still feel sick right now...


Turtle text messaged me and said he wants to hire a stripper for me.

Right then I realized how pathetic I am.
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Sunday, September 10, 2006

Kaisaei Koshojou Hallelujah
I realized that I'm meant to be alone. I am not meant to fall in love. Don't get the wrong impression about this monolouge. Its not an angst monolouge. In my life I had been searching for love only to realize I am meant to be alone. As in without a life partner. I always thought I was supposed to be usless. Like a side character in a book. Yet I could change all of that. I have the will to change my destiny. Some people go with the flow and sail upon their current. But my current is fighting me, and so I must fight back! I still feel like the side character. *water drop* I'm not giving up though, not now.

I will fight on my own, without love. No one will tell me otherwise!
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Friday, September 8, 2006

Myspace
http://www.myspace.com/neverinfinite


The link my myspace. Go there if you feel like it. I will be waiting for you and you...and you staring at the hot chick on your computer screen!

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Waiting for the Rising Sun....
Okay today was the first day we actually had to do our Christian Service. It sucked because we got their late. Here is the reason why...we got lost. I mean going through downtown was so confusing, we were calling our site so many times. So we got to our site 26-28 min. late. I knew we couldn't do this everytime we had to do this. Alright, two of the four of us had to go across the street to serve at the Resale store while the rest of us served at the Center. Let me tell you serving at the Center was boring. I thought I was going to meet a bunch of new people and hear stories about Katrina victims and stuff, but now. All I got to do was copy and file papers. Now how am I doing justice in the world by filing papers? Right there and then I realized how useful I was. (hint to the sarcasm) I just hope next time we get to talk to people and actually help them! -Tenshi Asakura....Out!
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Thursday, September 7, 2006

Hxmx Crash Trap!
My life is just spinning! I think everybody in my life is becoming very distant. Or am I becoming distant from everyone? I don't know. I will have to think about it. Why do I keep hurting people? I'm going to go and cut now...

Today in Philosophy we were talking about reality and if any of us in our class really exist. And since I am out of tune with my soul and mind, I don't exist. According to a Platonic view. To a Aristinic view everybody exists! Hooray! Whatever...

I feel so....*breaks a random cd*...I don't know...stressed, angry, angstful...rawr! I feel that no one cares anymore...and that no one is there...

Hello!

*silence*

Yeah I was right....

Tenshi Asakura....out!
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Friday, September 1, 2006

   The Dark Cloud Approaches....
My school is practially forcing us to work on our college applications NOW! I am not ready. Sure I have a few colleges I would love to apply to. San Marcos...I don't know. It is a great college, but how would I stay there? And I would have to figure out payment and stuff like that. I haven't even looked at my transcript yet. I bet it's horrible anyway. XP Most likely I'm stying here and not traveling yet. Sorry, Sethos, I'm sure you were counting on me being at San Marcos. Yet I will still send an application there!

"Since sadness of that man surely
begins to rain as for it"

-Phantasmagoria, Fairy Times Memory
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

New Policy...
Okay, mi mama says that I have to study more and whatnot so I can't IM you guys anymore after I finish my homework. So, if you want to talk to me you are going to have to call me. That is all...
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

Blue Day
Mi dia azul es muy bueno!!!

Web Mastery

Government

Theology IV (Honors) or Philosophy

Pre-Calculus

My philosophy class is so much fun. All we do is take some random idea and try to pick it apart. I was soo shy to talk, my mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything to back up anything the teacher or anybody was saying! XP That sucked.

And Yahilo-Chan to answer your question. It was more like 5 people you know who were rolling the clock like a bowling ball.


Fare-thee-well....
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