Wednesday, July 26, 2006

   Disturbed
I had a very disturbing dream last night. And it still haunts me. Thing is it was so real I am afraid it might come true!
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Monday, July 24, 2006

   Pathetic
"I can't save save anyone, I don't think.
Neither family nor friends.....No one."
-Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

I know how Cloud feels. Pathetic and helpless. I already know I am. No matter what I do it is never good enough for people. I know think that I should no longer exist, it seems that my existence is now obsolete. Why am I still alive? I have helped no one. I have saved no one. So why should I still be alive? Why does God torment those in despair? Is to make us stronger? Or is because there is no hope for us at all? It is hard to smile now. I used to smile so much when I was young. I now hate myself whenever I smile. It's just a reaction, I guess. I am always angry at myself, for every little thing I do. I don't think I can make it in the world. It is as if I am destined to fail...

"I'll live for you as well. That's what I decided."

-Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

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   Sai Lam Van La Anh Remix- Saigon ReMix 2
I'm out of summer school! Saturday was so busy, I had to help my uncle renovate his house. I still have a lot of stuff to do before the summer ends. I got accepted to the Egyptain Rain forum! Hooray! Now I will go and do some other stuff...later.........
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Monday, July 17, 2006

Feeling very badly
Please excuse my bad use of grammar. I don't feel to well inside. My heart is still torn. I know you are all annoyed by how I keep going on about how I feel towards "her". But my void keeps coming up so much. I just wish I could feel my emotions fully again. *sigh*


Three more days of summer school.........

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

   I love you.................to dead
I'm so tired. i can still feel the void inside my heart. its really getting annoying. Summer school is almost over. rah!




Fort Minor- Remember the Name

I have to go to a party on Sat. All I know is we are going to Lazer Tag and Karaeoke. I don't know how we are going to have enough money to do all of that. And I'm saving all of my money for "stuff". *wink wink*

Don't think I won't forget my Jrock bands...



Aikaryu- Susume! Pirates!

I saw Pirates of The Caribean Dead Man's Chest. And this video made me think of it. I like this band, they are pretty good! the one in pink is hot! lol


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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   Lyrics
These are lyrics for someone special. And you know who you are! Don't try to hide! Kuchizuke!




(Game) Legend of Dragoon: If You Still Believe (N/A)



Vocals: Elsa Raven

I had a dream that I could fly
I can feel each moment as time goes by
We'd never be too far away,
You would always be here, I heard you say

I never thought
Thought that it would be our last goodbye
(our last goodbye.)
I still can dream
That one day love will fall out from the sky

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
(do you believe?)
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
(do you still believe?)

Find a way to bring back yesterday
Find a way to love
I hope we stay
When tomorrow becomes today
Love will find a way

I'll be waiting for you, in my heart you are the one
If I cannot find you, I will look up to the sun
(do you believe, do you believe?)
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?
Do you believe?

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
(do you believe?)
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?


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Sunday, July 2, 2006

   Kereoke
Yesterday I went to the kereoke bar with Ty, Elias, Andy, and Alex. I almost didn't go. Because Alex was supposed to be at work but decided to take off...AT THE LAST MINUTE!!! so i couldn't meet Ty, Elias, and Andy at Ty's house to go to Hooters, and check out some hot girls and hot guys. At least Ty was there he is so sexy! Elias is cute. Alex dunno...he wavers. GRRR!! Anyway, I got picked up by the crew and we went on to kereoke. As my friends Elias and Alex were singing Chop Suey! the power goes out. And we freaked out a bit, but stayed calm and collected. The power came on again. So many hot Korean/Vietnamese girls and guys were there my guy friends got creeped out about it. I can't help it. as we were waiting for our kereoke maching to come on the power goes out again, and that is when we decide to pay and leave. It sucked really....next time it has to be better.
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Friday, June 30, 2006

yay no homework!
I have no homework today! I might go to Hooters tomorrow with Tyler and Elias, but they said we will reschedule to next weekend. It sucks, I wanted to go karoke. Oh well, I'll just stay home. Visual Kei Update! New favorite band Vidoll!




Vidoll- Shinbun Mass Comm Keiskeishi no kata e




This one is Sailor Moon with Psycho Le Cemu- Aquaria Hard Style
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New background...
got tired of the old one........enjoy the new one.......yes its a guy........seriously its a guy....
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Monday, June 26, 2006

   ...
I've been feeling so down lately. My aura has been out of line lately. And I can't feel my wings like I used to anymore. I don't know what is wrong with me. I think I am close to finding love. *blush* I am not sure, my heart cannot stand still. Many restless nights I have stayed up thinking about her. I don't know what to trust my heart, my wings, or my mind. I'm so confused...

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