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Monday, July 24, 2006

   Pathetic
"I can't save save anyone, I don't think.
Neither family nor friends.....No one."
-Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

I know how Cloud feels. Pathetic and helpless. I already know I am. No matter what I do it is never good enough for people. I know think that I should no longer exist, it seems that my existence is now obsolete. Why am I still alive? I have helped no one. I have saved no one. So why should I still be alive? Why does God torment those in despair? Is to make us stronger? Or is because there is no hope for us at all? It is hard to smile now. I used to smile so much when I was young. I now hate myself whenever I smile. It's just a reaction, I guess. I am always angry at myself, for every little thing I do. I don't think I can make it in the world. It is as if I am destined to fail...

"I'll live for you as well. That's what I decided."

-Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
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