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Monday, January 26, 2004


   Another day, another post
Well, i don't have anything to say. things r getting really boring. i'm just sittin here talkin to memento mori. she likes science. she's also has a bet going on with yusuke 05. the date each other ya know. well, there not much to do.... i hate being bored
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Friday, January 23, 2004


   Oh yeah, My story!!
Remember i told u guys i was gonna make an anime character based on what my quizzes said? Well i did, actually a whole anime. i haven't got a name for it, but the main characters' (as in 2) are Ryujin and Rhea, There 2 people who fall into a similar fate. that may sound unoriginal, but consider this: Rhea a girl who thinks she doesn't need anyone in her life. Ryujin is a guy who can't fall in love or he'll be hurt, as in his flesh will physically burned from his body. Yet they fall in love. Sound intruiging, you'll just have to wait until i finish it to find out how it goes!!

-Terra Zero

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   Attack of the Midis!!!
I put a whole bunch of music on my site. in varying tempos actually, because i don't want the happy people that come to my site hear sad music. i want everyone to find something that matches (or doesn't) their moods. I hope u guys like the music.
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Memento mori
Remeber to log out this serves as a lesson. Cya.
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   Quiz Manager Rocks... and other stuff
Did u guys use the quiz manager yet? it rocks doesn't it?!! i really like it. but i have more important matters to attend to. i ran away last night. i came back, but only because i was at risk of being arrested. i don't really wanna got into detail y. but let's just say my family obviosly doesn't want me there anyway.

-Terra Zero

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Thursday, January 22, 2004


   Poem #3
this poem is really, really, depressing, especially to me, because of what it means. i wrote it on one of my millions of reflective moments i have. this is one reason why i got rose petals on that, what rose is ur soul bound to quiz. as my stay on this site lengthens, u guys will probably know more about me than my mom does. lol

And Where Are You Now?

And where are you now?
I still can't figure out how,
I had the most beautiful person in front of me,
And I let her go with such ease.
She was my soul mate,
Though we felt the need to constantly debate.
I would never wish her away,
Because I loved her in every way.
And where are you now?
Alone in a wolrd where every day seems like your last bow.
Forced into the arms of cruel men who
Want nothing but to make passionless love to you.
Now you are looked upon as another stereotyped woman.
And I could have stopped it from the beginning.
I miss the way you made me feel.
How your sweet kiss had the power to heal.
But I missed my chance, Now all I can do is glance.
At the lonely life I have now. So, where are you now?

-Terra Zero


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Wednesday, January 21, 2004


   Hey guys
i don't have a poem to put up today, i'm kinda tired, (or lazy) lol. anyway i'm really bored right now. i just gotta lot of stuff on my mind. like my friends, who are really scarin me lately, in one way or another. anyway. i just wanted to say something. oh another thing. me and a friend of mine were talkin about all sorts of issues that have happend lately. and someone brought up the subject of abortion. i think that people have the right to do what they want, really, as longs as their happy and aren't hurtin anyone. but personally, i really think it's stupid, sick and wrong. if i were in the sorta situation, like i got a girl pregnant at my age right now, i still wouldn't do. my first instinct would be to raise the child, regardless of anything. but if i couldn't i would put it up for adoption. anythings better then killing my flesh and blood. What do you guys think?
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004


   .hack//otaku?
i've been watchin .hack//sign lately, and i realized that this site is alot like the World. i mean think about it, we have lasting relationships on this site, but that's all they'll be, because we don't know each other in the real world. except for those we do know in the real world. but, do u guys see what i'm sayin?
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Poem #2
this is one of the many poems i wrote on the many ocasions that me and my mother got into an argument

My Passion

The things that keep me going on,
When life feels like a saddening song,
Keep my mind from going astray
When life is not a bright and sunny day.
My life is anything but bright,
But my passion brings me the light
I need to conquer all my fears;
To prevent me from bursting into tears.
If I did not have my passion by my side,
My life would be an eternal ride
Full of nightmares raging day and night
That keep me in a state of fright.
Fright so terrible i start to weep,
Wishing that I just go into an eternal sleep.
But my passion comes to save the day,
Leading me from my crippling pain.
My passion is the only thing
That keeps from waiting in the wings.
Waiting for fate to call my number,
Plunging me into eternal slumber.
My passion, my passion, my passion.

Once again, i hope i can help someone who relates to this poem

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Friday, January 16, 2004


Poem #1
Ok, i had an idea last night. There are alot of people with problems here, just like me. so i'm gonna post some of my poetry that i wrote when i was depressed. then, if the poems relates to what they're going through, they can comment on it. and then i'll tell them how i got over it, and hopefully help them out well here goes.

This is a poem i wrote like 10 minutes after another poem i wrote. that poem was about a lot of stuff in my life, like my explain y i'm and infidel. (for those of u who don't know what that means, or wants to know y i am an infidel, we need to talk on a 1 on 1 basis, because what i have to say on that subject is really deep) anyway, people read that poem, and stayed away from me for it, because that's like a big no-no at my school. i got really depressed over it, because somo of these people were really good friends of mine, yet they'd avoid me for something so trivial. it's like they didn't want me to be. so i asked myself, is this really me? that's when i wrote this poem. i hope i can help someone with this.

Confused

I don't know, what words i can say.
But this is the day,
I learn who i am.
I am lost,
My heart's covered in frost,
I didn't know the cost,
Of my dreams.
Freedom, love, family,
Are wasted on me.
I've lost touch with who
I am, and what i stand for.
What am i living for?
Who am i?
Would someone tell me why
I never ever cry,
Or why i'm here?
I'm confused.
My mind is just a bruise.
Why isn't my life a cruise?
I need to know...

if this relates to anyone, comment to this. i'll try to help u if i can.

-Terra Zero

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