Thursday, January 13, 2005

   Back
okay yeah, the important thing: which is better, an egotist or an altruist? if u don't know what these mean, an egotist is one who puts himself before all others, and an altrusit is one who puts others above himself. The answer....an Egotist. Why? here it is: why is it that everything that is good has to be unselfish? its because the want to destroy the individual. there are 2 types of people in this world, the individual and the second-hander. The individual lives for himself, thus leads him (or her) to create on his own, his sole motivation is himself. the love for himself and his work tends to let him accomplish many things, not to impress or rule but to satisfy HIMSELF. the second-hander creates nothin from his own hand, he only leeches from the individual. he cannot survive without another to live for him, to carry him with his own energy. An indivual doesn't need or ask anything for another, only to respect his indivuality, and gives the same to everyone else. the second-hander needs everything from someone else. people look at napoleon and ceasar as selfish, greedy egotists, but they obviously don't know the words truest definition. an egotist does not need anyone. Rulers do. To govern, to rule, to dominate, all presuppose victims, therefore they need others. the egotist is the one who support the entire society, yet the second-hander doesn't want him to know it. so he plots to destroy him. look at all of the people defined as great, all of them were impeded by the second-hander. for example, 2pac. he was a genuis, but the second-hander wants u to look at him as a menace. U see my point? i just wanted to share that with u guys. if u want more on this philosophy, check out the Fountainhead by Ayn Rand. Its brilliant. well see ya

-Terra Zero
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   Listen to this....
hey guys, i got somethin really important to ask u guys, so i'll get all the trivial stuff out of the way. I've been playing Megaman X8 lately, (duh, Zero fan :) and i beat the easy difficulty leevel, but the normal is kickin my butt. i mean i'm on the last stage, which is hard itself, then there are 3 boss fights back2back2back, with no rest stop. and then i don't have an energy tank. u guys got any suggestions, i be glad to hear 'em. guess what? i wrote a rap today, 2 actually. they're good, but i gets lost in the rhyme scheme when i actually rap 'em. wierd huh. anyway i gotta go, teacher pissin me off, so i'll tell u the important stuff when i get back

-Terra Zero
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Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   Hmmmm.....
The design of life is a truly brilliant one, isn't it? Everyday opens up new possibilities for new successes and new failures. And because of that, you can always look back on that, and have no regrets, because you'll have entirely new possibilities. If god did anything right, it was making us mortal. Gotta give him, (or her) credit for somethin right?

The reason i started spouting this philosophical jargon is because a bunch of stuff. one is that me and my gf broke up. it wasn't a bad situation at all. We both agreed on it and i guess i really admire her for that. for that instant, we were completly syncrhonized. Take note, all you teenagers who get depressed, pissed, and "morbid" when u break up, or even get rejected for that matter, this is how u take it. U're TEENS! we should not be lookin' for love. i mean if we find it, great. but don't look for it. u more than likely wastin ur time. most adults don't even know what love is, much less us.

off of that subject, how was everyone's christmas? mine was okay, because i bought everything i got. (gotta love the work force). my ps2 got fixed but the gamecube i bought doesn't work anymore, long story. so i've been playin FFVI, even though i have San Andreas. I love it, but Kefka a freak and a lunatic and cool. how all these can be in the same person i don't know, try askin anyone who knows Albedo. Happy New Years, too. My resolution is to finish everything i start, meaning my stories, ny site and everything else. r u guys familiar with a liquor called Clear Springs? its 190 proof and i drunk some New Years Eve. I didn't get drunk though, is that normal? cause i never drank before. well i gotta go see u guys

-Terra Zero

P.S. Shout out to Blue Hawk. Thanks for tha avi, i gotta put it on.
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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

Vicious 3 has been born
Yes, I came I saw I conquered. Who wouldve ever thought that my protige would be come No. 1. I had to redecorate the site in celebration. isnt it wonderful? Look at the background, Look at the new Avi. I think Terra is going to be quite pleased witht the changes when he returns. Well, I must go confront santa clause, and help him get back with his gf, and get him a piece of tissue for his mother...

Vicious wuz here

-Vicious 2
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Monday, December 6, 2004

   Christmas Blues
first off i wanna apologize to anyone whom i haven't acknowledged yet. i'm kinda busy, so i won't get around to everyone until, maybe after christmas. but anyway



Christmas... that time of year when everyone is supposed to be jovial and all, but i'm just fucking tired! i mean, after we get out for christmas break i'm gonna work everyday 9 hours a day, just so my family will have a decent christmas. how nice of me. and what do i get? nothin but bullshit from my lazy ass mother who won't get off her ass and get a job. christmas rests squarely on my shoulders and she's bitchin because i wouldn't get her some tissue from the bathroom, which by the way is closer to her room than mine, because i was about to go to sleep? thats not cool at all.

Then we go on to my girlfriend. oh boy. i just don't know what to say. yesterday, i confronted about the problems in our relationship. i asked her, "at this present moment, what would you rank our relationship on a scale of 1-10?" she said a 4. after 8 months how faithfullness (almost), she says a 4. i was astounded, because i knew we were driftin apart but wouldnt've said a 4. so i asked her what can i do to make it better. she said dshe doesn't know. i pissin me off because i'm tryin to make this work and she's not even tellin me whats wrong or at least attempt to work this out. she giving me NO reason for me to stay with her. it may be just x-mas stress and i need to just cool off a bit, but if she doesnt make an effort to work with me on this.. then we're just gonna break up. and as of right now, there is a friend of mine who i'm beggining to like more and more...lets not even speak on that. i'm just gonna try to work this out as best i can, but i need her to work with me. thats all i'm tryin to get her to see. well enough of that. i gotta go. peace

-Terra Zero

P.S. shout out to bluefireartist66. brilliant avatar.
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Thursday, December 2, 2004

   Good Mood, Bad Mood, its all the same
Well, being #1 DOES have its perks. people are visiting my site by the scores. I'm glad so many people like my site, but there are matters i have to attend that aren't positive.

Guess what you guys? I'm Santa Clause this year. I'm joking. but i am going to be the one providing x-mas for my family. so i'm going to have to wok my butt of to get the money i need to buy some stuff for my folks. this should be my mom's job, but unemployment isn't an easy thing for her to tackle. so christmas rests on the shoulders of a 16 year old. gotta love life, right.

Then we got my love life which is always turbulent. i mean me and my girl are doing great, but it feels like something's missing. maybe its just me. but to get what i am missing i talk to other girls. just my friends, because its like, she's 14 and i'm 16, so there are things that i don't talk about to her. not only on the intimate level, ut in politics, soceity, psychology, ya know. i really don't converse with my girl like that. i try, but she's just too shy to really say what she thinks. i dont really like that. so i talk to other females about those things. it worked for awhile, but its just becoming too stressful. and thats only one of the things thats buggin me. i think i'm just give it a rest for a little while, enjoy being single like some of my friends.....on second thought i'll just work this out.

oh then onto you guys. alot of people are askin me to help them with their websites. have you guys tried the code? then again, all you have to do is go to edit styles and put the url into the background place. that should do it. if you guys need anyother help, let me know and i'll get around to it when i can. well see you guys.

-Terra Zero

P.S. if i don't answer you guys' pm or gb signins don't be mad, cuz i don't have my own computer and i get around to it whenever i can.
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   Attention: I NOW HAVE THE #1 RANKED SITE
Wow, this was unexpected. I, Terra Zero, now have the crown as the #1 ranked myotaku user. weird huh. here i thought i'd be lucky to break 2000 hits, now has 10016. its really odd, seeing as i have beenabsent from the otaku for a good bit of time. but, anyway, ireally don't care whether i'm #1 or not. First of all, i think that there are people more deserving who are way more dedicated to this site than i am. (please note that that is only because i don't have my own computer). u know someone like Blue Hawk or Chie or Ultima Squall. They put way more time and energy into their site than i have in mine. Plus, i'm not here for popularity, as most of you know. I'm here because i like the people here. its simple as that. so i thank u all for visting my site as much as u do, but don't think i made this awesome site just to garner visits. I just like hanginout here. thanks u guys.

I've been playing video games alot lately, when i'm not workin. I borrowed V2's dreamcast awhile back, and i beat every game he gave me for in like a week. except that tomb raider game, those games are horrible. but one of the games i beat was Grandia II, which my friend John let me borrow. he had an account here, but i forgot his screen name. anyway, the game was brilliant, and if you pay attention, it expresses almost all of my feelings toward the subject that the game focuses heavily on. if anyone's played it, you'll know what i mean. I also recently bought Mortal Kombat Deception. The game's brilliant, but i don't like that all of the female character's suck. They really do, except for Kira, but thats because she has all of Kano's moves. Plus the Hara-Kiri is an awesome touch, but some of them are so stupid that they're funny. Like Sindel's, she jumps in the air and lands on her head. Its funny really, but stupid. well, right now i'm about to start playing Final Fantasy VI, if anyone has any tips on the game, feel free to share them with me. Because from the little i played right now, i'm gonna need it. Well i gotta go, thanks again u guys.

-Terra Zero

P.S. Shout out to Blue Hawk, i would have never even been here this long if it wasn't for her.
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

   Just when I start havin fun....
ANNOUNCEMENT: MY BIRTHDAY WAS OCTOBER 16TH, IN CASE ANYONE DIDN'T KNOW. I AM NOW 16 YEARS OLD AND AM ELIGIBLE FOR A DRIVER'S LICENSE. THAT IS ALL. :P

hey guys, long time no see huh? i've just been really busy and haven't been able to update. but i did see u guys' comments and stuff and how i'm ranked #3 now. crazy yeah, but u guys told me to go for #1. it would be cool if i got there and everything, but that really doesn't matter to me. I just like bein here, ya know? just talkin to the cool people here. but if i do get to #1, i'm gonna be REALLY surprised.

Anyway, i got a JOB now!!!! :D everyone congratulate me! i work at Cici's Pizza. I don't know if u guys have heard of it, but its an all u can eat pizza buffet. its hard work yeah, and at first i hated it. but's its cool now, mainly because i got cool with all of the mexicans i work with. no offense meant to any of u guys that happen to be mexican. what i don't like is my boss, not the managers i work with, but the boss of the whole store. his names Ray, and he's an ass and i don't like him. anyway i got paid last Saturday and i bought me a cell phone (finnaly). buts its a prepaid phone, so i really cant talk as much as i wanted to. and saturday i was supposed to go to this haunted house with my girlfriend...but me and my mom got into it again so i didn't go. (damn i need my own car!!) but this saturday, after i party at my school's harvest dance ;), i'm gonna spend the whole day with her. we're goin to the park.

Somethin odd happened to me today. i was on my way to the library, where i am now, and when i got there this old lady was behind me. so bein the nice guy i am, i opened the doors for her. what i was expectin to be a simple thank you turned into a full blwon church service. and now the reverend of her church wants me to come to church sunday. damn!!! I didn't think doin a good deed would turn into such a punishment, I mean right when i'm really starting to enjoy the way my life is going, i mean me and my girlfriend are lovin each others energy, so many girls wanna talk to me that i have to beat 'em off with a stick, i hav a job and cell phone and my lifestyle is just GREAT. then someone comes in and tries to turn me into a christian. this ALWAYS happens and it makes me sick. y can't people just leave me alone and let me do what i wanna do. if i don't wanna be a christian then stop tryin to make me into one. but i don't know. see you guys.

-Terra Zero
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Monday, October 4, 2004

   Haikus
I have NEVER been able to write a haiku. i don't know y, but i couldn't. don't ask me because i don't know y. but last night i didn't fall asleep until 5:00 and i woke up an hour and 20 minutes later, and (after i remenisced on some episodes of chappelle's show "I'm Rick James, Bitch!!") i began thinking of some haiku's it just came to me, how i don't know but here they are

He fights for Justice
Blind is he to corruption
There is no Justice



He is man's savior
He is the fate of the world
He is insane



He is a legend
He is the King of Dragons
He is a puppet



Infatuation
Through love they find paradise
Love is eternal



Hail light and darkness
Forever they must battle
Neither will triumph


-Terra Zero
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Monday, September 27, 2004

   Hmm....
weird huh, i just really noticed it, but do u guys know i'm ranked 9th here? i don't know how it happened seeing as i was gone for like 4 months. but unless its a fluke, u guys came here alot, cuz when i left i had a little over 1000 visits, now its well over 5000. i guess shit happens that u cant explain.

How many of u guys have read the manga X/1999? i really read it over the summer, though i had 3 volumes like a month before. i didn't understand it then, but now i do and i love. u can tell by all the kamui pics all over the site. the manga's really cool but i only read the first 3 volumes. if anyone's read more than that, could u please tell me happened since then? see ya

-Terra Zero
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