Saturday, September 25, 2004

   Just chillin'
hi guys. i'm just chillin' up Viscious 2's house. he's playin def jam fight for NY. just kicked somebodies face through a steel cage....sweet! any way i just felt like updatiing my site. my background has changed like 12 times but they keep fucikin it up. its gonna stay this way till i get my other one to work. my picture just reflecting me and girlfriend now. i'm almost through with her present by the way. but anyway. i'm bored right now so if anybody feels like chattin or whatever, p.m. me and then i can see if i can instant message u. see ya

-Terra Zero

P.S. here's a pic to go out on



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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

   Normal day
thanks for everyone's advice. i took what all of u guys said, except vicious 2 lol, and came up with what i think is a great present. i would have never thought of this if not for u guys' help, so thanks. besides that, nothin's really happened.....oh yeah, its Wing's birthday today. u guys remember him right. i almost forgot about it myself, but thats only because i was still rackin my bain on what to get my girl. plus, i'm broke....flat broke. i really really need a job. i guess i'll just have to wait till i'm 16, which is less than a month away. damnit...i need money now. i guess i'll ask mysticmoon where he got a job. and i hope it wasn't at a grocery store *cringes* well thats all the insight u get on my life today. but before i go i have 2 questions. one is for blue hawk. What do you do in Otaku Guardians? and my second question is for everyone. Who is the bigger genius, Albert Einstein or William Shakespeare? i conducting a survey and i need this info. allright, take care u guys.

-Terra Zero
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

   Great, insightful day
i'm glad to see that everything is back to normal, or as normal as it can be lol. i can come to a public library now, so i'll be able to update a lot more often. so now that all that's settle, time for the news.

Today was a really good day, probably because my mind wasn't in school. it was on my girlfriend, Flo as i call her. Saturday was my little brother's 15th birthday and we threw a party. since i told her ahead of time, we were able to spend the entire day together. during this time i realize how much i really like her. so all day i was trying to think of what to get her for her birthday. its October 18, 2 days after my 16th birthday (for which i am also throwing a HUGE party!) :D I was thinking that i should write a poem for her, and i'm going to, but i want to do somethin more for her. do any of u guys have a suggestion?

-Terra Zero
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Monday, September 20, 2004

   Same old me...just expressed in a new way
well since my last post a lot of peoplehave been givin me explanations to y some people are takin this new, more reflective me. and let me say this one more time: I HAVE NOT CHANGED! this is me, how i've always been. no change, no growin colder, no nothing. the same old me. then i get some replies that i either chagned or i wasn;t really how i was the first time u guys met me. its not like that at all. do any of u guys remember when i wrote a post, sayin that i wore a maks, so that people who saw me as a beeacon of hope wouldn't see how sad or depressed i really was? well this is the me that was under the mask. not sayin that i was being fake in the beginning, but that i revealed some things that i were feeling-the positive things-and not the other-negative things. thats all. so you guys don't have to approach me any differently thanu used to. because like i said, I'M STILL ME! i hope you guys understand what i said, and i hope u won't treat me any diffrent than u used to. oh yeah, and evangelion i understand. and ur right, it was funny now that i look back on it, too. see ya

-Terra Zero
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

   What's up with everyone?
Damn i change my site to something more revealing about myself, and everyone flips out and think that i turned into a cold heartless bastard. Why? I haven't changed, i just see stuff diferently, thats all. you guys are treatin me like i lost my innocence or something, when in truth, i never really had any. This is how i've always been, i'm just showing this side of me to you because i see that this is what i should've done from the beginning. don't treat me any different than how you did when i was first on. I'm still Terra Zero and i always will be. and then whats up with evangelion? is he just tryin to piss people off who haven't done anything to him? damn, what is the problem? someone please reply to this post and show me that you haven't changed or think that i have changed. see ya.

-Terra Zero
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Sunday, July 11, 2004

   Is the world moving to fast? Or am I just standing still?
As time change and the otaku moves along, i remain oblivious to what's happening here. then i come back to see that all that i have cherished has completley changed from what i was used to. well, that how the world works. all i can say is this. I apologize for anyone i've ever said anything bad about. Life's to short to go through it with grudges and meaningless vendettas. All i need is positivity around me now, and that can only be achieved by being positive. "A childish mind will become noble ambition..." It all makes since now. So...this is what it means to finally grow up....it feels so foreign. Yet, at the same time, like I've had it all along. Interesting......
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Saturday, July 10, 2004

   No Welcome Back?
Boy, the otaku’s really changed since I been gone. I mean damn, I’ve been gone for 2 fucking months and everything’s fallin a-fuckin-part. I’m expect a big welcome back when I return and all I get is an “immature boy” let’s see Malkav’s postin shit on my site when I’m not here, sindalla’s got a new boyfriend (not that I’m mad or anything), and to top it all off, he’s a bitch who doesn’t know the first thing about me. But first things first.

Malkav, I didn’t ask for you help, for ANYTHING. So stop tryin to help me, because your not. Don’t try to make it seem like ur always tryin to help someone, because in the end ur not. Shit half the people on this site hate ur fuckin guts, and it’s almost the same at school. U my boy and all, but u still a jackass. u see how bad Wing has got from listenin to ur so called advice. Here’s some REAL advice, practice what you preach and don’t judge anyone until u have ur shit straight, and I’ll say it one more time, I don’t need your help.

Now Sindalla, I really can’t say to much about u, because I really do love u, to a certain extent. But tell me this, how can u fall in love with people in these small intervals of time? And it u did love someone “with every fiber of your being” as u so affectionately put it, how can u forget that he was ur boyfriend? But I really don’t care. All I can say is that maybe u need to know what loves REALLY means before u say it to someone else. You and I both need to grow up some more, and I hope u understand that,

Last and certainly least, is Lord Raiken, Sindalla’s new b/f. I don’t know u, and you damn sure don’t know me. So how dare u come on MY site and call me an immature boy? You have never met me, never said one word directly to me, yet u can call me immature? Hell no, I don’t take kindly to that. Take some notes bastard, #1 since u just popped out of nowhere u don’t realize that this is exactly how my situation went with her. #2 that one mistake I made that seems to be the only thing u know about me, was cleared up. And after u’ve done all this, u have the audacity to call me immature. If u take a long look in the mirror, u’ll see that u are the one being immature. When u know me as well as some of the people who didn’t just appear out of nowhere then, maybe u can judge me. Until the, shut the fuck up and keep my name out of ur mouth.

Anyway, to everyone else, I apologize that the scarcity of my posts are not positive. So I do want to hear about everyone summer.

-Terra Zero

P.S. My badass girlfriend, Ebony, says hi to all my friends, and fuck u to all my enemies

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Friday, June 11, 2004

The Lesser of two evils
Zero: What's wrong Malkav? Why are you hesitating...
Malkav: I don't know, maybe because I will reap the consequences in the long run, it feels so wrong...
Zero: You've never hesitated to speak your mind, so speak it, say what you will, you never lie about these matters.
Malkav: That's the problem, this time, I really want to, I could hurt her so bad by speaking my mind once more. I never thought I'd ask this of you, but help me.
Zero: Why? I'm enjoying you like this, how does it feel to be the bitch now?
Malkav: Shut up, just shut up.
Zero: Anything you want to say Malkav, to Sindalla?
Malkav: No, what can I do then? I can't let it hang stagnant, I've never felt this way before.
Zero: Felt how? Weak, helpless to stop yourself?
Malkav: Yes... That's it. I think my will to tell the truth will drive her away from me. Bitch.
Zero: Well, I don't know what to say.
Malkav: That's the fucking problem, you never know what to say, you never know how to help anyone you stupid bitch. That's why we're so different...
Zero: And yet so alike. Jackass, we're two parts of one whole, so you can't do it, I don't know why.
Malkav:I'm afraid of winning...
Zero: Eh?
Malkav: Good must always coexist with evil, therefore there would be nothing left for good if it ever truly conquered evil. And right now, Good has a chance of winning, but it won't take it, it can't take.
Zero: So I'm the evil?
Malkav: In my eyes, you will forever be the evil.
Zero: In mine, you will also be evil. So, have you come to a decision?
Malkav: Don't rush me bitch.
Zero: Don't call me bitch, Jackass.
Malkav: I've come to a decision, so consider your bitch ass lucky this time, I won't take advantage of this golden oppurtunity, I hope you're forever in my gratitude. And I've even made sure that she thinks you're the best boyfriend in the world.
Zero: How?
Malkav: I signed on under your name and stopped her with your usual, warm hearted message. And I posted it also on your site so that she would stop, thinking that you love her so much.
Zero: Really?
Malkav: I feel like a bitch.
Zero: Thanks
Malkav: Don't mention it. It only bugs me that she took my message the wrong way, if she wants me as an enemy, then so be it, I just won't do what I had in mind. Not even I am that heartless.
Zero: I know you're not, later jackass.
Malkav: see you bitch.
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Tuesday, June 8, 2004

   Help Please
My girlfriend sindalla is always talking about killing herself, I really need some of you guys to go over to her site and help convince her not to, she's very important to me and I hate to see her unhappy please help her.
-Terra Zero
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

   Bullshit
What is there to talk about. I took my semester exam for Geometry today and i can honestly say i flunked it. but it's okay, cause as long as i made over a 54 i got a C in the class. Then i spent all day tryin to finish my Latin project, which i finished just in time. and i gotta take my semester exam in History tommorow. Viscious 2, can you say "Excellence?" *laughs hysterically* sorry bout that, you have to have our history teacher to understand that joke.



I see everyone is writing stories now. i think that's great. i got a chance to read sindalla's and some of Malkav's and Viscious 2's. i'll try to read others soon. since we're on the subject of writing, i guess i'll tell you how the key to eden is goin. ssssssslowwwwwwly. but that's because i altered some events a little bit, since i was sorta rushin when i posted it on here. on the new version, that will be posted on fictionpress.com soon, will tell you why Rhea hates Risho and Sairi so much. if you read the story, u'll know who they are. and a whole bunch of new info will come in. so basically, forget everything about the key to eden that u know now, cause when u read it this time, it'll make more since. on other story notes, i came up with a great idea (i think) for a story. i'm gonna call it Armageddon Club. the stories set on Earth after meteors ravaged the planet. people are desperate for money, since anyone who wasn't EXTREMELY rich before Armageddon was well off. and the rich people were starved for entertainment. so that started to pay random strangers to fight. after a while the Armageddon Fight Club became a worldwide affair. that's the setting, but the main character is WAY more mysterious. i have to work out his personality first until i can give u a decent bio. i'm not gonna put it on paper, however, until i finish the key to eden. well, i gotta go. see ya guys

-Terra Zero

P.S. shout out to Sindalla and Beccababy. soon ur whole families gonna be on the otaku, right sin?
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