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Monday, December 6, 2004
Christmas Blues
first off i wanna apologize to anyone whom i haven't acknowledged yet. i'm kinda busy, so i won't get around to everyone until, maybe after christmas. but anyway
Christmas... that time of year when everyone is supposed to be jovial and all, but i'm just fucking tired! i mean, after we get out for christmas break i'm gonna work everyday 9 hours a day, just so my family will have a decent christmas. how nice of me. and what do i get? nothin but bullshit from my lazy ass mother who won't get off her ass and get a job. christmas rests squarely on my shoulders and she's bitchin because i wouldn't get her some tissue from the bathroom, which by the way is closer to her room than mine, because i was about to go to sleep? thats not cool at all.
Then we go on to my girlfriend. oh boy. i just don't know what to say. yesterday, i confronted about the problems in our relationship. i asked her, "at this present moment, what would you rank our relationship on a scale of 1-10?" she said a 4. after 8 months how faithfullness (almost), she says a 4. i was astounded, because i knew we were driftin apart but wouldnt've said a 4. so i asked her what can i do to make it better. she said dshe doesn't know. i pissin me off because i'm tryin to make this work and she's not even tellin me whats wrong or at least attempt to work this out. she giving me NO reason for me to stay with her. it may be just x-mas stress and i need to just cool off a bit, but if she doesnt make an effort to work with me on this.. then we're just gonna break up. and as of right now, there is a friend of mine who i'm beggining to like more and more...lets not even speak on that. i'm just gonna try to work this out as best i can, but i need her to work with me. thats all i'm tryin to get her to see. well enough of that. i gotta go. peace
-Terra Zero
P.S. shout out to bluefireartist66. brilliant avatar.
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