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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Hmm...
Hey guys, long time no see. Happy Late New Year to everybody. Hope everyone had a nice break, if they had one. I know everyone has problem around this time of year, and i'm no different. It may not even be a problem to some ppl, but just hear me out:
Lets see, recently (well not too recently) i met a girl. at first i thought she was a pain in the ass...that lasted for like 2 days. I started to like her, then really like her. Now....she's the single most important thing in my life. I love her more than anything in the world. I'd give my right arm (which is basically my future) for this girl. Like i said she is the single most important thing in my life...and that fact alone... SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
Lets see if i can explain why. 1st of all, i don't get attached to girls. lets just say, when you first example of a woman is a woman who is that great...you tend to have problems gettin close to them. So females were just friends, and even the girls that i did date, i didn't care a great deal about. it was just something to do (those of you with dirty minds will pick up on the innuendo). and the girls that i did get close to kinda hurt me in more than one.
i think the main reason is that about 4 months ago, my future was the single most important thing in my life. and if something got in the way of me getting there, was something i didn't need in my life. then she comes around...now there is something that makes me regret the future i planned out. I'd give my entire future up for her...and the scares me senseless. maybe i'm lookin at this the wrong way, but it is something thats eating at me. what do you guys think?
-Terra Zero
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