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Saturday, March 25, 2006
...Worried
hey everybody, hos was everyone's spring break? Mine was.....interesting, to say the least. Don't get me wrong, great things happended, i have a job, hung out wit my friends, and my girl. but with that being said....i made a mistake...a huge one. A mistake that could have sigle handely runined my life and hers. if anyone knows what i'm talkin about, then you've been through something similar. anyway the shit is scaring the hell out of me, and i've never been more worried in my life.
There's is a chance that the entited mistake is completely irrelevant, but that chance that its not worries both of us.and then there's the solution to the problem if the mistake is actually a problem, worries me even more. we know that thats ouir only option, but it still scary as hell . that solution is somethin that i never even contemplated. but its our only option, and i understand it, because i don't want her to go through what she would have to if it didn't happen. but then again its not like she won't be going through alot either way, more than i ever wanted her to. i hate it, becuase its my fault that our lives have just gotten more complictaed, WAY more contemplated than it needs to be. its my fault, and even though she donsn't want me to feel that way, i cant help it, becuase i know i could've avoided it.
Well, i don't wanna depressed anyone more so than i probably have, so whats been up with everyone else. feel freee to tell me, i could use some cheering up, see ya. PEace
-Terra Zero
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