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Tuesday, May 9, 2006
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I'm really not feeling well today. sorry, thats a bad way to begin a post. Hi everyone, how's you guys' day going so far? mines going terribly. My girl had an unfortunate accident, and she could've been hurt, or much much worse. From what i can tell she's okay, seeing as i haven't seen her all day. Vicious 2 told me what happened and i called her, and she was bursting with tears. I HATE it when females cry, so hearing the love of my life cry is exponentially worse. To add on to that, i was completely helpless, so i couldn't go to her and comfort her or anything. I hate feeling helpless and i never let more helpless in my life. I hate it.
Even though she's not hurt, from what i can tell, i still never have been more terrified in my life. as soon as i heard what happened, our entire relationship flashed before my eyes. NOTHING that could possibly happen to me would be worse than losing the most important thing in the world to me. I could get tossed into a pool of acid to have my flesh burned from my bones for all eternity, and losing her would still be a worse fate. I love her too much to lose her, now or ever.
But i guess i should count my blessings, because she is okay, and i have to thank God for that. yeah, i'm not the most religious person in the world, but there must be someone looking out for her to keep her safe like that. in that respect, i couldn't be more thankful, but that doesn't defeat the fact that it was a terrible thing to happened, and i feel horrible for not being able to protect or comfort or do anything for her. but i digress, how is everyone else doing? no depressing stories though, i need the positivity.
-Terra Zero
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