Tuesday, July 1, 2008

tis the First of Juky, '08!!

Backroom Add Me Sign My Guestbook Message Me Replies to Comments: Silent Love: oh nice.. im gackt will one day appreciate it heh heh.. Kyo Krazy: yes, yes they are Naxir: ha ha nice ElvesAteMyRamen: heh YAY FOR SIMILAR TASTE IN PERFUME!! well, scent but whatever heh.. i shall have to try this barbie perfume.. heh Post! i've noticed that i've come to call everyone "love".. and now those people tend to call me love back but then i get confused and am like O.o what?! but then i remember before i end up making a scene heh.. ^-^ i have this friend called chloe' and we're very close. (it's to the point where we'd introduce the other as one's wife and what not heh.) this is she: she is teh beautiful, no? well, i must have made one horrible mistake because she refuses to speak with me.. i don't really know what to do.. what happened was she had told me that her ex boyfriend had been abusing her physically when they were together. then recently i found that a mutual friend of ours, joelle: (she is also teh beautiful) had been hanging out with him a lot. so, i warned her that he was a bad guy and told her what chloe' had told me. this must have upset her greatly because she threatened to crush my and our mutual friend, joelle's, faces in if she ever saw either of us outside the workplace. she refuses to speak with me or even face my general direction at work and otherwise. the way i see it is she must have lied to me about it. otherwise she wouldn't have been upset about it if it were true.. lying is the worst thing you can do to me. any suggestions on how i may be able to clear this up? Tesshi~

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

yeah..

Backroom Add Me Sign My Guestbook Message Me Replies to Comments: Soubi.Risa: Soubi freaking rocks! M.Armstrong: why thank you Post: hello.. heh heh.. well, life could be better, but is it not that way with everyone? i've decided (with the help of my dear HAku) that smell goods are what make the world happy ^-^ seriously. i love my perfume, it "Rag Doll" from Hot Topic and it ROCKS!! XD well, anyway. yeah.. be back again soon! Tesshi~

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

Backroom Add Me Sign My Guestbook Message Me Replies to Comments: Sesshawn(Kyo Krazy): i will.. heh it just really really sucks.. POST sorry for my last post.. i was really really upset.. oh well i guess.. i'll be posting and commenting more often now that i have more time at night to actually do so..heh heh.. well that's all for today. ta TA! Tesshnira

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

...May 13, 2008; 9:52pm MT

Replies to Comments: Naxir: you should hear more songs Sesshawn: yes, madonna. we do all need to talk, but i guess that won't be for a very long time. XxDirEnGreyxX666: thanks... Post: well, this may be my last post on here.. i guess just not enough people comment. i comment on lots of others but oh well. as for the whole party thing i was supposed to be having, i don't think it will. i mean like all of my friends will be there, but because their planned date happens to be on a thursday, i have to work. and currently i can not afford to miss it. i asked for it off but my manager told me no. he was nice about it tho. i'll have to give him that. i have a huge bill to pay and i just can't miss work. oh well. i'll get over it i guess. from what i understand, all of my friends are leaving for the summer. i'm nearly graduated from high school. that'll make a whole year early. my parents pushed me really hard to accomplish this but now they say that they'd rather me stay in school and go next year. i told them that i wasn't spending another year at a school with none of my friends. it's just not worth it. after my friends and i turn eighteen we're all supposed to move out together. at this point i don't think we're all going to make it. some of them might have to be left behind. i wouldn't be able to take it knowing that one or two had to live all by themselves, after looking forward to this, just because of a conflicting rule in some of their religions.. i'm sorry.. i don't mean to rant...i guess i'm just tired of trying. i really wish my friends would come to see me more often. no offence to them or anything but i'm always the one who ends up going there or giving rides, when i know that i can't afford the gas money. i know that they care it's just hard for me to keep trying. even when i tried to kill myself, the ones who knew still didn't come. nobody tried to stop me. i cried and some thought it was because of the pain in my wirsts and throat... i only cried because i was still alive after another failed attempt. oh well, i guess... maybe i am weak. maybe everyone is right and i really can't do anything. well, this is goodbye MyO. i don't really know if i'll come back. who really knows... Tesshnira~~~ Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a eight your best quality is you dont follow the crowd your worst quality is youre too nice to people this is because lifes a bitch

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