Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   random rant from friends computer at the red raven

Im bored, and i thought id do a quick little random rant for a bit just to well post and get things out of the system.. i havent done that for a while. Well sesnse the last post i have gained a job whoring myself out to politics, even worse, out to the republicans! but its good pay, and its not like i believe much of the garbage im soliciting money for... Im sorry i havent been online much i just havent really gotten around to it lately just been to busy doing other crap or nothing at all, just kinda drifting along like usual, like always. Seems to by my style, afraid of commitment but seeking the elusive partner of the opposite sex to hang out with and be open with. Personal paradox but what the hey, what else is new? So, yah, to be brunt with everyone i give myself my own discriptioin: I feel that i am a person who studies in the arts, i am decent, or mediocre at the arts i attempt, but i am passionate about them. I AM a loner, horribly so, i can get really caught up and avoid unnecary human contact for large periods of time I am an aquarian (zodiac)... need i say more? -edit- for lolly-chan this means that i am a little out of hand, i am an individual, i can be cold, i can be crazy, im eccentric, hell im really eccentric, i like technology, i analyze things, if you look up the common traits of an aquarius, it fits me fairly decently, im not as cold as i think most aquarians are made out to be -/edit- I consider myself a spiritual person, i have read books on my diffrent religons, i am versed in many diffrent practices, i follow what i truely believe I am an individual, i believe in my individuality and i am one person in a crowd. Well that about sums me up, i gots ta go, take care. ----------------edit/add on----------------------- Im at home now and i feel there should be mroe of a description of me... I adore the night sky, every time i see the night sky i am... an wonder, i just think to myself of all the other worldsthe other galaxies out there, of all how old the light i am seeing is, of how far away these suns are, and it just is so beautiful, i stare at the night sky at hours on end, i even have a place in which i most like to do so not far from my home, a tree that i climb has a nice limb to rest on and just stare up at the sky. I love to climb trees, i love to climb, i dont get to much, but i truely like to climb, it makes me think of how to approach something and then go at it. its intriguing and when your high in a tree, relaxing in its boughs, its a wonderous feeling. -sigh- I aim to be my own person, i know this goes with the whole individuality thing, but its true, I like to do things by myself, most of the time i prefer to do so. but i like to look at something and if it normally is done by more then one person, or is done with tools i dont have, i enjoy figuring out how i will approach and resolve the situation with what i have and by myself. I view myself as a kind person, i maybe a little off, aloof, wierd. but down to the core, i really view myself as a nice person i listen o what people have to say, i help people, i enjoy helping people emotionally, i llove to hear peoples life stories, about where they came from, whats happend, what they are up to now. Though getting the story from me is hard because im pretty closed about myself. But if someone asks me for help, i 90% of the time gladly agree then 5% reluctantly. I like to think of myself as a kind person. and its really hard to get me to be hostile towards anyone, because i have a usually good view of people in general. I am very forgetful, im horrible with names, and if i ever forget any of your names, im sorry in advanced, Im drawn to people who enjoy the arts, i enjoy drawing, singing, writing, painting, playing music, ect. I do not smoke, i do not drink, i do not do any drugs, and it doesnt bother horribly to see other people do drugs, but i see no reason for me or them to take drugs. I get it and i dont (if that makes any sense)... I havent tried smoking, or drinking (unless you count a small glass of champeigne for a celebration of a friends victory over a fight with cancer), or any other drugs, and i really do intend to keep that way. i my friends, am one of the 2% who hasent tried marijuana, i just dont feel like flaunting he fact in some hearder of my blog. I really enjoy anime, and video games, and i love music that comes from them. I also have found a liking towards vasquez, borderline insane, and interesting, preffered author: Terry Pratchet well now i think i am done ranting... hmm... sure, ill make another post if im not (oh ps, i might be goinen july 9-15 for junior composers camp, could be fun or humiliating, but either way i am up for meeting new people with similar interests and talents)

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