Sunday, December 17, 2006

u ask me wat u want
ill tell u wat i feel
u ask me wen
ill tell u wen
u ask me wats in the future
ill tell u wat(ever)may come

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

...there is an old viking quote that says "a hanged man will kick at anything once the noose tightens around his throat"...i feel now as though my legs have stopped kicking...

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running man

the running man is a man of pain
forever fighting from the beasts within
fighting the beast is a time consuming thing
but eventually
he feels that nothing is left
so he leaves
the running man will live again
forever running
only stopping from time to time
to enjoy the freedoms that love can bring
but then to suffer the pain
that is love lost
so he runs again
why does he run
why cant he find a way to fix
the pain that he has caused
but he never gives it a second thought
for he doesnt know how to give in
to let his guard down
the running keeps him safe
but also kills him inside
but forever more he continues to run
that man in the picture of long ago
that man who never existed
that man who needs to understand
that man who cant be in a world of confusion
that man who cant explain how he feels
that man who will run from the littlest of things
that man who gives in at the slightest of pain
that man...
that man is me
that is why i run
forever more...
goodbye

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Red for the color of her eyes after she cried those tears
For what they left behind was nothing more than a smear

Gray for the sky because you broke her heart
But why did you for she was both beautiful and smart

Black for her heart for she will never love again
And you have created a dead person within!

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ok ok..so i truely am sorry if i made u mad...but...i dunno...it doesnt matter what i say...it has no meaning

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Saturday, December 9, 2006

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Sunday, December 3, 2006

With a rebel yell

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its ok...its all ok..you have nothing to fear...

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Saturday, December 2, 2006

so im basically a fake...so im just goin to assume ur jus playin a game with me...but then i think...that cant be...cuz ur not real...so why do i care

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawne
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Idividuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED

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keeping things safe is my speciality
you gave, but you cannot take away
the feelings that have been writtin in stone
you cannot kill what you did not create
you cannot kill my love...
for you

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