Wednesday, November 29, 2006

ok...so i tried to write you a response
but that just doesnt work for me
putting thoughts into words doesnt come as easy to some than to others
i have my moments
but they are few and far between

id love to write something meaningful
something from the heart
but i just cant do it
i dont know why
words can be so simple
yet so hard to put into sentences
a jumble of letters
so confused and lost
searching for the way
to express
as is their duty in this world
without failin in the least bit
helping me to say what i feel
and with that
i love you
seems a fine buch of words to use

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so here i am sittin in school
not knowing what to think
tears come for many different reasons
but you are the only one who knows why
to be with you would be a godsend
more than anything i could ever wish for
maybe one day soon
who knows for sure

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It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

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Monday, November 27, 2006

I dont know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My bodys curled in a u shape
I put on my best but im still afraid

Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as lifes forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world

I'm only gere for a while
But patiences is not my style
And im so tired i gotta go

What am i suppose to want now
What am i supposew to do
Did you really think i wouldnt see this through

Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

im following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
im told what to do and i dont know why

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away

im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause im so tired that i gotta go

what am i suppuse to want now
what am i suppose to do
you still dont think im going see this through

tell me im a part of history
tell me i can have it all
im still to tired to care and i gotta go

oh yeah
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go

yea yea

still to tired to care and i gotta go

go home

still to tired to care and i gotta go

yeah yeah

still to tired to care and i gotta go

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i dont think you realize how must i want to believe the things i read
its not that i dont want to believe..quite the contrary
its just that at times i can be an untrusting truster...if that makes any sense at all
once my story sees the light of day...if i can ever trust to tell
maybe all will become clear
and leave all the uncertainity behind whoever it may concern
and maybe we can...let go...of all the things we fear...maybe...just maybe

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

the Punk that is Daft

well....i started out the night trying to put into words what i was thinking...i spent about three hours typing but after a lot of problems i finally got it to where i thought it expressed what i was thinkin at the time...well i forgot that i was offline an tried to add it an it failed...long story short...i lost all of it...so i got really mad...like REALLY mad...but that eventuality passed so here i am now

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

...lets hear it for the dreams that come true...

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

what is crazy? why do we feel as a society that people who think unlike ourselves are crazy? where do we draw the line between sanity and insanity? question not the "crazy" question yourslef on weather your beliefs are your own or just part of a group belief...

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Friday, November 24, 2006

His head is screamin "i hope this is true"
His heart is screamin "there's nothing to worry you"

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thank you all for coming, as you all have heard, today is thanksgiving, this is a day in which we all as turkeys fear. But know this, this year shall be different. We will stand tall against this aggression that speaks no name. This, my friends will be our day. THIS, will be our day to shine. Now, we shall all follow the same path to battle, some of us wont make it out, a pity, but acceptalbe. We all know the dangers, but you are the truly gifted that will look fear in the eye, and proclaim "I AM A TURKEY, I HAVE A SOUL, I WILL EFFING DESTROY YOU!!" Now we shall fight the demons, FORWARD!!!

Happy thanksgiving to all turkeys out there...as well as the demons.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Necrophilia- lay back, crack open a cold one

"Tonight, tonight, we gather the dead. (tonight, tonight)
Tonight, tonight, off with your head."

"You'll never guess what's up" (7x)
"My muckin' head blew up"

She was lovely, long hair, short, nice figure though
So at the funeral, it made me cry, watch her die
I cannot lie, I couldn't sleep without a wink
I only think about my lady, I miss my baby
I need her by my side, to hold me, to squeeze me
I still have pictures, but all they do is tease me
I see my therapist, she only tells me I'm in trouble
I want my baby back, so now I pack a shovel
And while I'm digging, it's awfully dark and kinda funny
Don't dig too fast or to see things could get bloody
I watch my baby, I hit the top of baby's coffin
I thinking, well she's better off inside if she died there
She needs me, I can tell my baby wants me
Cuz every night at 2:15, my baby haunts me
I pry it open, the odor hits me, there she is
I lean down to give her a kiss because I need a...
Girl that make me happy, a girl that makes me cry
A girl that passed away back in 1985
A girl I plan to marry, a girl I plan to wed
A girl I chew on cuz my baby is already dead
Cemetery lady, my cemetery girl
Cemetery baby, I want you in my world
Cemetery woman, we can still be down
You're more than just a corpse to a psychopathic clown
Cemetery lady, my cemetery girl
Cemetery baby, I want you in my world
Cemetery woman, we can still be down
You're more than just a corpse to a psychopathic clown
"Fuck you, motherfucker
I don't want no stuck up
Little sassy rassy bitch
Ya know what I'm saying
I want me a cold stanky bitch
So bring it on, dead momma"
She's as lovely as always, my baby hasn't changed
Except for the hole that's through her forehead, you can see her brains
Nevertheless, our love is still forever true
Her eyes have withered, her skin has now a tint of blue
My baby's dusty and dirty, and wrinkled clothes
And now I notice, the maggots chewed off all her toes
The earth has been rather cruel to my darling sugar
Is that a bug upon her face? oh, it's just a booger
I lean her head back to kiss her cracking lips
And then her neck cracks, also does her hips
I must be gentle, my baby girl's a little rusty
A little dusty, but most of all, a little musty
I notice that, we lay together on the lawn
We lay till dawn, I notice her left eye is gone
We said goodbye and everything turned out alright
I'll see you again tomorrow night, because I need a...
Girl that make me happy, a girl that make me cry
A girl that passed away back in 1985
A girl I plan to marry, a girl I plan to wed
A girl I chew on cuz my baby is already dead
Cemetery lady, my cemetery girl
Cemetery baby, I want you in my world
Cemetery woman, we can still be down
You're more than just a corpse to a psychopathic clown
Cemetery lady, my cemetery girl
Cemetery baby, I want you in my world
Cemetery woman, we can still be down
You're more than just a corpse to a psychopathic clown
Check it out, bitch!
You aren't getting stank, skank
Get your asses shoveling
Then you'll want a lil somthin somthin
Them cramey graveyard bitches
They DOWN WITH THE CLOWN!!!
"You'll never guess what's up" (7x)
"My muckin' head blew up"
Girl that makes me happy, a girl that makes me cry
A girl that passed away back in 1985
A girl I plan to marry, a girl I plan to wed
A girl I chew on cuz my baby is already dead

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