Thursday, February 1, 2007

make the best out of the situation...how do u make the best of a situation when u dont want to go home only because you know that shes not going to be there and all thats left are memories...what do you do then?

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

ya know..even after stating that it was about the site..people still dont believe u...

i probably maybe wont be posting on this site as much anymore...hence the slow death...perhaps it will be saved, perhaps it wont...time will tell

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Suicide looks better everyday...


for this site that is
which may sound confusing but theres meaning behind it...somewhere

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why am "i" the one thats waiting?

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Under the moon

I'm still here, under the moon [2x]

I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always help me and stand there by my side
We were only seventeen, we'd be together till we died
But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!!
I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon

[Chorus (1x)]
I'll forever love you, even if you're doomed
We'll always be together cuz we're both under the moon

I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I justified your pain, but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one every day
I never got a letter back, I write em anyway
I try to call collect, your number has been changed
I'm staring at the lightbulb and I start to feel the rage
You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass
No one's on the other side, now it's in the past
My head is always spinning, I'm pounding at the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all
You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up
I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold
I'm staring at the window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon

[Chorus (1x)]

Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember? God, he only know
I know become a savage, they chain me to a wall
I still can see your body, I still can hear your call
I'm nothing but a maggot, I'm locked away and lost
The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed
And to the girl for whom I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon

Hey! Fuck you and the moon [5x]

[Chorus (8x)]

I'm still here under the moon
I'm still here under the moon (still under the moon)

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some words have no meaning
others mean everything
three words have power
that all others dont
these words should be spoken
but not too often
for then
they become common
common words are
easy to forget
words spoken every blue moon
are forever remembered

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

where "exactly" i dunno...but i do know its been every day after november 20th

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

When i look back on my life
I know that i am lucky
If not just to breath the air
Of a new day in my lungs
But just to make the life
Of someone else
The happiest time of their life
When i look back
Things werent certain
When i look ahead
Things seem uncertain
When i look at you
I know how much i love you

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

its said that the cat likes to play with the mouse for its own amusement...before it kills it...so which one of us is the mouse?

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if it doesn't, it's probably not
so this is ok rite?

is the question is it ok if its not?

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