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• i wonder sometimes...but then i realize that i really dont care if i have any.. might sound weird i dunno
..um, ME!
u can make it me
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..egh, ur old...^____^
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he meant Pokémon onlee. ha ha...of course thats a joke
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coz he knows he can't take over the world....HA HA HA---oh i was readinn this on my phone and, ha ha, that makes no sense..wat i wrote..oops.
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Monday, October 15, 2007

every time you say to me
i can take care of myself
every time you say to me
dont worry bout it
every time we get in an arguement
i try to hide my thoughts
every time we get in an arguement
because my thoughts at that time are all but true

when i think to myself
why cant i be mad
then i think to myself
its because of you

when i think about your life
and what you must go through
i cant be mad because it really has nothing to do with you

even when you think
that im mad at you
the truth of the matter is
my anager has nothing to do with you

its not that i think
that i shouldnt call
i love to hear your voice
but im never sure if its there

i dont know why but i always assume
that when your gone
your there for a reason
and for me to be there would be a bother

when you leave for a time
i think that that is it
ive never thought to realize
that your phone is not always dead

i want to call
i need to call
but its just so ackward for me
i never want to bother you
if your doing something important
so i just find something to do

in doing this i occupy my mind
so my thoughts arent of you
because even when im mad
i want to talk to you

my angers there but its nothing really
because it passes within the minute
i will never hate

i know that you can take care of yourself
i couldnt find any other way to make you do it
so i tell you that i can no longer help
but even then i didnt realize

that by doing so i was hurting myself
and now i feel as though im alone
like youve found something instead
to help you get though
but by doing that i feel so helpless
worthless it even seems
so when you tell me
that you can help yourself
its kind of like a slap in the face

telling me that im no longer needed
telling me that im no longer wanted

sometimes i feel like you dont believe
that we can ever be happy
that small fights will ruin us
and leave us with nothing

in all reality
why cant we make it
a couple fight shouldnt be enough
to stop what weve started

i dont know what to do now
im just so lost
i probably said some things
i never really meant
only the anger talking
and for that i can almost regret

i leave you now
not knowing what will come
im truely hopeing for the best

all i know is that i do love you
even if you cant return the favor

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