Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Word WHAT!?

I've memorized up till "letter"
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Monday, August 7, 2006

BBQ

My mom got totally wasted. She couldn't even walk. Granted I've never seen her like this and she's not used to hard liquor. I think it's cause she drank like 3/4 a bottle of Southern Comfert. She drinks wine most of the time, so she's used to that.

Now on to why it's called BBQ. My dad makes the best BBQ I've ever tasted. EVER. You think you've had good but you've never had this. All my friends think so too. The were all like "Yeah my dad's really good too." then they had a taste and there tune changes to "This is so good. How many of these BBQs have you had before you invited me?" Well at least that means we have company. My dad is the nicest person you'd ever meet. But once you live with him it's a whole other story.
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Sunday, August 6, 2006

Your gonna carry that weight

I just saw the end of Cowboy Bebop for the 8th time. I always get choked up. I'm always about to cry when I watch it. Then at the end...there is that quote. "Your gonna carry that weight." The weight of what was, the weight of what could have been, the weight of what is, and the weight of what will be. It's just too much to think about. Why did I do that? What if I had done this? Why am I doing this? What am I going to do? I find myself asking these questions on a daily basis...but never finding an answer. And the weight of each question will only get bigger as time goes on. But does that mean we will get closer to finding an answer to any of them? Are we even meant to know the answers? How much weight before you collapes under the pressure? And what happens then?
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

   Shut UP!

My dad wont shut up. No matter what I'm doing I'm not doing the right thing. Every night it's, "Why didn't you do the dish?" (not a typo...he complained about A DISH) or "You could've mowed the lawn today." And the next day...I do exactly what he tells me to do the night before...and then he's got something new I should've done. And never just says what he wants to. One time, he asked me "What do you think you can do?" and that was it. WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? It truns out he was trying to tell me to get a job. Not only that, he tries to act like he knows what I'm going through. I has no idea what being an outcast teenager in America is like. He grew up in a place where everyone is active because it was a 3rd world country. He was popular. I am not. He was a jock. I like technology. Whoever said "The apple doesn't fall far from the tree." was a fucknig dumb-shit. And now that I've started talking to people on the internet, he says I spend too much time on it! We just had a hour and a half conversation (i.e. he was talking to me and not letting me speak) about how I should find something better to do. He wants me to be this uber person. I come home with Honor roll grades...and he complains about 2 B's. I don't try out for soccer, and he calls me a quiter because I didn't want to deal with practice everyday, and games that pull you out of class. He says that I'm going to fail at life becasue I don't do stuff I'm NOT told to do. I admit he's right about seeing something that needs to be done and doing it. But when I do...all he notices is the crap that I didn't do.
*sigh* that felt good.

I also left out that he constanly compairs me with other people. "You lay around like a pregnant woman," "You know Chris's son is trying out for football." "That's for a 5 years(not a typo) old kid."
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Friday, August 4, 2006

   X-games

I don't know if anyone on TheO watches, but once August rolls around I'm a friggin' X-sport junkie! Did you know a guy just did a triple tail whip! A TRIPLE?! That guy's friggin' insane! And what's more, he tried to go into a front flip on the second hit! WTF?! He couldn't finish the 2nd hit due to the speed loss from the Whips. I can only imagine what he had planed for the 3rd hit. Well I'll try to talk about some thing anime related...I wonder what Bob Burnquist would look like as a Chibi. Or Shaun White! YEAH! Maybe Travis Pastrana will do the double back flip this year. *burries himself in X-games swag*
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This is going to be a 4 day event! I sooooo need to get to LA next year. I don't actually expect anyone to understand what it is I'm saying here...but I've got to vent somewhere. I mean there was an 11 year old kid in there! He wasn't even alive when the X-games started and now he's in them! WAAAAH?!
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Alright day 2! First off! BMX vert. A guy tried to do a double whip flare! That would mean spinning the frame around the bars twice, While doing a back flip. Next Moto X best trick. Back flip cliffhanger. basically you put you feet under the handle bars and stand up...exept you are up side down. His body was perpendicular with the ground and his head aiming directly at the ground! I'm just waaaaaay to into this. DOUBLE BACKFLIIIIIIIP. *runs around in circles for 5 minutes*
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Double Flair! OMFG!!! On a half pipe...do a double backflip and a 180º. 360º barspin to LATE TAILWHIP! OVER A FRIGGIN' KICKER! These guys need help. Sirious, sirious help.
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Thursday, August 3, 2006

Living skillz

Guys who have there parents do all there laundary, cooking, cleaning, and what not are doomed once they leave home. My parents are like "Ok today do the laundary, tomorrow clean the kitchen, Wednesday vacuum and dust, Thursday trash day, Friday clean the bathroom." My mom has it SO easy! But I'm going to be the one with it easy in collage. I go to the "rich school" of the district. Most of the kids here couldn't live on a budget let alone...alone.
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Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Letter bomb

I was listening to the Green Day song Letter Bomb, and I remembered a time from freshman year. There was this girl I liked so I asked her out. (It was nowhere near that simple PM me if you want details) She said yes but her parents said no. And that was the end of that. However! A week later my bf (Jade Ralden) comes up and asks me if he can ask her out. (I thought that was cool) I said sure. So he asks her out and she says yes and so do her parents (PM if you want details on that too). So they go out for like a week. Winter Formal is during this week. JR forks out like $500 on this thing. So the week following Winter Formal, the girl comes up to me, hands me a folded up piece of paper and says "Here, could you give this to (Jade Ralden)? I say sure. I didn't want invade privacy here so I didn't read it. I give it too him, he reads it and flicks it away claiming it's too smeared to read. So I added 2 and 2 and thought to my self "Letter bomb." Now we both strongly dislike her.

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Letter Bomb means that someone dumps you in a letter. Or a note...in case you didn't know.
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

Your number one fear

What is it? It could be a arachnophobia, or clausterphobia. Or do you not have a phobia...you're just afaid of something. What scares you the most?

For me...it's...rejection. Anyone I'm unsure about I just avoid. Rejection is probably the most painful thing I've ever expirenced. I've had the pigiment rubbed out of my shoulder on asphalt. I've had a rusty nail through my hand. But those pains are dwarfed by the feeling of being completely rejected.
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Monday, July 31, 2006

Time rift.

HA! it's a new day and it's only 9 'oclock! MyO must run on eastern time. Hello from the past. Can I get massages from the future like this?
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

The Ulimate Showdown of Anime Destiny.

It's basically the song from the flash below...but with anime people.

Old Pikachu was hoppin' around, Tokyo City like a big play ground.
When suddnely Sasuke burst from the shade, and hit Pikachu with a ninja blade.
Pikachu got pissed and began to attack, but didn't expect to be blocked by Jack.
Who proceded to open up a can of Jack-Fu. When Aianame came out of the blue,
and she started beating up Jack black & teal. Then they both got flattened by the emo-bile,
but before he could make it back to some dark cave, Astro Boy Jetisoned from his grave,
and made a hypersonic rifle from his techno arm, and blew Sasuke away without causing much harm,
but he ran out of power and he flew away, 'cause a giant gundam came to save the day.

Chorus

This is the Ultimate Showdown, of Anime Destiny.
Long legs, short skirts, and huge hair, as far as the eye can see.
But only one will survive I wonder who it will be.
This is the Ultimate Showdown, of Anime Destiny.

Pikachu shot a bolt at the Gundam guy, who's arm blasted off, and made him cry.
Then Jack came back covered with dark black. Then Saiyaman jumped out and landed on his back.
And Sasuke was injured and tryin' to get steady, when Astro Boy came back armed with a machete.
But suddenly something caught his leg and he tripped, Seshomaru-sama took him out with his whip.
Then he saw Pikachu sneaking up from behind, and he reached for his sword, which he just couldn't find,
'cause Sasuke stole it with the seals on his fist, so Saiyaman came over and slapped him on the wrist.
Then he jumped in the air and he did a summer sault, while Astro Boy tried to polevault
onto the Gundam man, but the collided in the air. And they both got hit by a panda bear.

Chorus

Cherry blossoms fluttered, and angels sang, in through the fog, came Roy Mustang.
Who snapped his fingers, with such drama, that it blew off the head of Seshomaru-sama.
Who collapsed to the ground, and fangirls did wail, while Sasuke formed a jutsu, that just couldn't fail.
But Roy saw through this risky decision, and incinerated him, with deadly precision.

Then Hokage the 3rd and Hokage the 5th,
and Random citizen #48736,
and Ichigo Kurosake, and Aburai Renji,
Cowboy Bebop, and Pretty Girl Sammi,
Mihoshi, Kuabara, Gene Starwind, Female Ranma,
Jin-roh, Yu-Gi-Oh, every Bakazoku memba,
Monkey D. Luffy, Portagus D. Ace,
Sen, Goten, Ten-Ten, and No-Face,
all came out of nowhere with a background flash, and they kicked Roy Mustang and his millitary ass.
It was the flashiest battle that Japan ever saw, with Americans looking on it total awe.
The fight raged on for a century, many pens were borke, but eventually
a champion stood, the rest saw thier better, Hayao Miyazaki in a Totoro sweater.

Chorus

This song in no way reflects my preferences on animes.
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