Birthday • 1993-08-11 Gender •
Female Location • The graveyard Member Since • 2005-12-08 Occupation • bein myself Real Name • Saora
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Achievements • Eighth grade math in third garde and learning slightly how to animate Anime Fan Since • almost my whole life Favorite Anime • The Prince of Tennis, Nana and Ouran High School Host Club Goals • become a singer, actress, and novelist, oh and i wanna put a goat down someone's pants!! Hobbies • Writting, Singing, and drawing Talents • Drawing and writting
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Not that any of you care....
My life is so fucked up right now. I can't take it, I seriously can't, everything is so fucked up right!
Let's start of with family reasons: My siblings are probably gonna have to go live with that bitch of a sister Jennifer! I'll only see em once a year and my mum wants to move if they do, to fucking Washington!!! Then I find out my dumbass dad is in jail again!! And my mum und I keep fighting like its a damn war or something! My whole life is fucked.
Life issues: The only friend I have, Asami, moved and she never talks to me anymore, not that she hasn't always been that way, but she's getting worse, I hear from her everything five months maybe. Its like she doesn't even give a shit about me. I'm trying to move, I know I'm too young, but I want the hell out of this hell hole town, away from everything und everyone that's caused me pain.
I'm gonna go back to church, maybe I'll make some friends, I haven't been to church sense I was nine. So I think it'll be best. And I'm also going to get a job at Sub-Way, so I'll be able to make some money and maybe be able to get the hell outta here.
Man, I can remember when I had made so many good friends on this site, and now they never even talk to me, let alone remember me. All great friendships end, right? But whatever, I know no one really cares about me, und that's why I choose to be a loner, because end the end, everyone walks away from you and you're left standing alone.
so not loved
Anyways, I am back, been awhile yes. And guess what? I haven't changed at all! Though I do believe my best friend hates my guts now, yes me and Asami are fighting again.
And ya know what else, no one on here loves me. *goes cry in a random corner* lol I'm just bored. i ain't got nothin to do, my siblings are all gone. Kai and Rai both moved out, and Jenna (I know call her Shadow) and Zak (I know call him Hairo) are away for the weekend and my mum is at work. jeez, i'm so unloved.
I'm just lookin at random stuff on quizilla, about cute emo boys. :3 they ish sho cute! and me on the other ish not sho cute... and here ish shome random thing between a friend and me:
Me: "Cuz I ish sho cute and special!!"
Gabriel: "Special in what way, hun? Dumb or important?"
Me: "I dunno...."
Gabriel: "Are you on crack, love?"
Me: "I don't think I am..."
yesh, i know its weird, and i'm an idiot but still.
Hallo everyone!
Today is an okay day. My mom has work, but i'll be okay.
Yesterday my mom bought me a Harry Potter t-shirt. It is so cool! We were taking my dumb brothers somewhere and they took forever going everywhere. It was a nightmare!
I'm hoping to finish up two of my novels soon since I found a publisher, and I'm hoping they'll publish my books! That would be so awesome!
Well I really ain't got much to say, but I will put up some vids of meh second fav band:
Hallo!
I am back! School started Tusday and it was so horrible! Math is a nightmare! I'm taking digital photography, that's fun but its long! I was supposed to take German but apparently they didn't let me. So as always I'm learning it by myself.
I dyed my hair hot pink, the bangs were supposed to be blue but it turned purple and then washed out. So now i have slightly blonde bangs, it looks good too. :D
I'm tired, i stayed up late last night watching Young Guns and playin on the computer. i do that alot. heh heh.
Hello!
Sorry I haven't updated much... not much is going on lately, except I get to see my favorite band tonight! Its gonna be so cool. And I dyed my hair pink with blue bangs, the only problem I had with it was bleaching my hair, it was blonde, I do not look go as a blonde. It was scary.
I got enrolled on an online high school, they sent me a laptop, its pretty cool, cept it has that stupid content watch thing, and I can't go to some people's myO. Which make me angry cuz my friend just updated, and now I can't go to his site. And he's barely on gaia....
Asami moved in June, and guess what, she didn't even tell me she left the state. Two weeks after she left I called her and that's when she told me she left the state. Oh well, in the past. We still talk online alot and text and on the phone. If we're not on the phone we're on the computer, if we're not on the computer we're texting.
Hmm, and that's all my stupidly boring news.
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Monday, June 9, 2008
wow
I haven't beeen on in awhile. Today is my lil bro's birthday, he's now nine years old, hooray for him!
My big bro is at court today cuz some asshole started a fight with him at school, the kid hit my bro first, my brother just defended himself and now he has ta go ta court. bull shit, that kid has been causin problems with my Rai for the last five frigin years.
Asami's movin, i dunno when or where, she hasn't told me. My lil sis Jenna's best friend moved away a couple weeks back.
A little bit before her friend moved, she and Jenna ran away, they climbed out the window of my big sister's house and ran away at 1am and weren't noticed to be gone to 4am but they were found and brought home. When i heard i nearly stopped breathing and could barely stand.
I haven't seen my big bro Kai since may, he moved out and never calls or visits us... kinda sad.
My mum's uncle passed away last month, seems everyone is bein takin away.
I'm so tired and barely got any sleep last night cuz it was so frigin cold. It wasn't the AC but the wind!
Chapter Seventeen and Eighteen:
chapter seventeen:
Miles rolled off his bed Saturday morning "Owie..." he whined. He rubbed his head and sat up, a friend of his laughed "Fallin of the bed this early?" he asked. Miles mock laughed "Bite me!" Miles shot back.
"Oooohhh, ya know ya really shouldn't tell me that, remember I'm half vampire." his friend said.
Miles gulped "Hah ha, don't worry, Miles. I wouldn't bite a friend, unless they really wanted me to then I go into consideration." his friend laughed.
Miles glared at his friend "Don't joke like that!" Miles said.
His friend tilted his head looking confused "Eh? I wasn't joking, if a friend really wanted to be biten I would probably bite em."
Miles grabbed his clothes from his trunk and got dressed, his friend sat on his bed "You comin ta Hogsmaede with me?" he asked.
Miles nodded. "You look pale, Kisho, you alright?" Miles asked.
Kisho looked surprised "Ah, must be that time then. Haven't had any for awhile." Kisho replied.
Kisho got his clothes and bag and him and Miles walked down to the Great Hall. Luna and Juliet came up "Morn'n!" they said.
Miles smiled and patted Juliet "Good puppy got up on time." Miles teased.
Juliet bit Miles' hand "Puppy bites!" she said.
Kisho laughed "Still got spunk." he said.
Juliet glared at Kisho "And where the hell have you been!? I haven't heard from you in over five months!!!" Juliet yelled.
Kisho looked at her wide eyed "I told you, I had to go to Tokyo for awhile." Kisho replied.
Juliet frowned "Kiyoshima has been constantly asking me "Where's daddy? Where's daddy?" Do you know how annoyin it it!?" Juliet snapped.
Kisho laughed nervously "I'm sorry love, I'll be home this summer." Kisho replied.
Juliet groaned and stormed away mummbling about Kisho. Luna and Miles looked at Kisho "Who's Kiyoshima?" they asked.
Kisho looked at Luna and Miles confused "She never told you? How could you not know? Kiyoshima is our son." Kisho replied.
Miles fainted, Luna shrugged "I'm going to get some pudding." she said and skipped off.
Kisho looked down at Miles and threw him over his shoulder and took him to the hospital wing.
Kisho and Miles bought some snacks and sat in the Three Broomsticks, "I can't believe you did that to my sister!!!" Miles snapped.
"It was a long time ago, and it was an accident, at least I stood by her side unlike your dad." Kisho said.
Miles opened his mouth to protest but didn't, he looked down at his Butterbeer "I guess you're right. I'm glad you stand by her." Miles replied.
"Miles, don't feel bad because your dad didn't raise you, but ya know what? Proffessor Snape is your dad and you can't say he ain't, a dad is someone who raises you." Kisho said.
"Whatever happened to your dad?" Miles asked.
"My dad was a vampire, he moved out here from Tokyo, he met my mom and they fell in love, but my dad never drank one lick of blood and a month after I was born dad died because he wouldn't drink blood." Kisho said.
"Why?" Miles asked.
"He loved my mom and he didn't want to be a blood-sucking beast around her, so he gave up blood entirely." Kisho replied.
Miles smiled "He must've really loved her."
"Yep, with his life." Kisho said.
Something came flying through the window, the glass shattered everywhere, Kisho and Miles screamed in pain as the glass cut them up. Miles looked to see if Kisho was okay, Kisho was shaking uncontrolibly, he was clutching the side of his head, his eyes were wide open "N-n-no." Miles whispered.
Miles crawled over to Kisho, he grabbed onto his friend's shoulders "Kisho?" Miles asked.
"G-get away!" Kisho whispered.
"Nuh uh!" Miles replied.
Miles noticed Kisho's fangs were coming down, "Kisho?" Miles asked.
Kisho shook his head "Go!" Kisho snapped.
Miles didn't know why, "Kisho!?" A voice asked.
Miles turned around and saw Juliet coming. She sat next to Kisho, she put her hands on his face "Listen to me, Kisho. This isn't who you are. You aren't like this, baby, fight it." Juliet said.
She leaned over and kissed his lips, Kisho's eyes were turning a sickingly red color. Kisho screamed in pain, he scratched at her, cutting her cheek, Juliet didn't budge she stayed right where she was. Miles watched as Kisho attacked Juliet, why wasn't she getting away? Miles pulled on her arm "Get away from him!" Miles said.
Juliet shook her head "He needs me." she said.
She wrapped her arms around Kisho and held him close "I'm here, Kisho, you don't need to be afraid anymore." Juliet said.
Kisho went back to normal, tears fell from his eyes and he wrapped Juliet in a tight hug "I'm sorry, love, I'm sorry." he said.
Miles smiled and stood up, he put his hands in his pockets, he was proud of his little sister.
chapter eighteen:
Miles walked down the stairs, he noticed a person in a black cloak standing at the bottom, "Hm?" Miles asked. The person looked at him, Miles could tell that it was a Death Eater, "Oh boy..." Miles mummbled. He continued walking down the stairs, knowing they probably wouldn't hurt him because of his father. Miles nodded to the person and walked faster, he knew something wasn't right. He saw Neville coming out of the boys restroom "Neville!" Miles said.
Neville looked at him "Yeah?" he asked.
"Where's Harry?" Miles replied.
"I dunno. But he isn't in the common room." Neville replied.
Miles grabbed Neville and pushed him in the bathroom "This ain't gonna end good, I just saw a Death Eater." Miles said.
"A Death Eater!?" Neville yelled.
Miles covered Neville's mouth "Shhh! I don't want them hearing us, just go and be prepared!" Miles said.
Neville took off running to his common room. Miles looked over his shoulder and saw Severus coming up "Dad!" he called.
Severus looked at Miles, "What're you doing?" he asked.
"I went to the bathroom, unless that became illegal." Miles said.
Severus rolled his eyes "Dad, what's going on?" Miles asked.
"Just go back to your common room and stay there." Severus said.
Miles walked past his father, "I ain't doing that." Miles said quietly.
He walked up the stairs when a bright light blinded him.
Harry looked away and stood up "I'm going." he said.
"Harry? You alright?" Miles asked.
"Just leave me alone." Harry replied and took off running.
Miles looked at Kisho "What's up with him?" he asked.
"Your father killed Dumbledore." Kisho replied.
Miles' eyes opened wide "What!?" Miles asked.
Kisho shook his head "Look, Miles, I don't know what happened, but your dad killed Dumbledore." Kisho replied.
Miles stared at his friend in disbelief, tears started to fall, he didn't want to believe this, it just couldn't be true. Miles punched the ground and cursed under his breath.
Miles, Kisho, Luna, and Juliet sat together on the train two days later, Miles didn't say a word, he looked out the window, Juliet was asleep on Kisho's shoulder, and Luna was leaning on Miles while reading the Quibler. Soon they arrived at King's Cross, Miles and Luna said their goodbyes, Miles promising he'd try to visit her that summer. Juliet whined about being tired, Kisho picked up and piggybacked her, Juliet and Kisho waved goodbye and headed off to find Juliet's grandparents. Ryan jumped into Miles' arms "Guess what!" he said.
"What?" Miles asked.
"I lost a tooth!" Ryan shouted excitedly.
Ryan showed Miles his tooth "Wow, that's cool." Miles said.
They got in the car and headed home. Their house hadn't changed a bit, Miles looked around and walked up to his room, he didn't want to talk to anyone. He sat on his bed, he looked out the window. The door opened, Amy walked in "Honey, you okay?" she asked.
"Never better." he replied.
"I know you're really hurt about what happened. But don't let it get to you." She said.
Miles smiled "Okay, mom." he said.
Amy hugged Miles and kissed his forehead "Now, you go downstairs and play Quidditch with Ryan." she said.
Chapter Sixteen:
Miles laid on his back by the Black Lake "I can't believe the school year is almost up." he said. He put his hand on his forehead "My head hurts..." he mumbled. He closed his eyes, thinking of the events that took place that year, so many fun things, so many bad, but he could handle it, or at least her hoped he could. The wind flowed through his hair, the leaves russled in the wind. Something whispered his name, he opened his eyes and glanced around. He looked up at the tree, sitting on a branch was Laurance, he was singing an execution song, Miles sat bolt up, his heart racing wildly. Laurance jumped down and pulled up his wand.
"Having a nice day, are we?" Laurance asked.
Miles gulped, he stuff his hand in his robe and searched for his hand, keeping his eyes on Laurance. Miles slowly pulled up his wand, Laurance charged at him and grabbed him around the neck and took his wand, Miles struggled against Laurance, he kicked his legs and bit at Laurance's arm but no good Laurance was too strong for poor Miles. Laurance reached inside his pocket and pulled up his knife, he stuck it under Miles' chin, Miles kept his eyes on the blade.
"Get off." Miles said trying to breathe.
Laurance laughed a little. Miles couldn't find anyway to escape, he stopped struggling and stood very still. He came up with a plan, praying it would work. Laurnace smiled his wicked smile "Realized it was futile, boy?" he asked.
Miles didn't reply, he smirked and laughed inside his head. He fell back, Laurance looked at Miles completely confused. Miles botled up and grabbed his wand back and took off running. Not my best plan, but whatever. Miles thought. Miles felt a strong pain in his ankle knocking his over, he looked at his ankle, the knife had cut it open. "Yeep..." Miles whispered. He felt dizzy from all the blood, nothing scared Miles but blood.
"Miles!" shouted a voice.
Miles looked up to see Katlyn rushing over to him "Are you alright?" she asked worriedly.
Miles nodded, Katlyn carefully sat down, she ripped her sleeve and wrapped his around Miles' ankle "What happened!?" She demanded.
"H-h-him." Miles said feeling out of focus.
Katlyn looked up and saw Laurance behind Miles. Laurance grabbed the back of Miles robe and pulled him up and kicked him in the back, Miles let out a scream. Katlyn pulled up her wand "Exspeliamus!" (sp?) she screamed.
Laurance went flying backwards and lost his wand. Katlyn helped Miles up, blood was dripping from his mouth, they rushed off. They ran into the school, they bumped into Tonks on the way in "What happened?" she asked.
"Some guy tried to kill Miles!" Katlyn said.
Tonks ran outside after telling them to get to the hospital wing. Katlyn helped Miles on a bed in the Hospital Wing.
Miles was healed in no time, he sighed with relief. Luna and Juliet came running up and tackled him. Miles struggled free and looked at Katlyn "Thanks." he said.
Katlyn smiled "No prob." she replied. "Well goodbye."
She started walking away "Wait!" Miles called.
Katlyn looked over her shoulder "Miles, I gotta get goin." she said.
"Go where?" he asked.
"Home, I can't stay here anymore, sorry." She replied. She walked over to him and kissed his cheek "See you this summer." she replied.
Miles cracked up laughing "Shut up!!" Ron shouted.
Miles shook his head, still laughing. Harry covered his mouth trying not to laugh. Ginny giggled "Ron drank a love potion!?" Miles said between laughs.
"More like ate it, it was in a Cauldran cake. Romilda Vane did it." Harry replied.
Miles kept on laughing. Ron's face turned redder than his hair, he pulled his hand back and hit Miles in the back of the head "OW!!!" Miles yelled.
Ron smirked. Miles slapped Ron across the face and cracked up laughing, Harry and Ginny looked at each other confused as to why Ron and Miles were slapping each other.
Juliet walked up to them "Guys, what're you doing?" she asked.
"We don't know what they're doing." Ginny and Harry replied.
Juliet shook her head and walked off. Harry and Ginny stood up and walked off behind her. "Juliet!" they called.
She stopped and looked over her shoulder "Yeah?" she asked.
"Wanna come with us to Hogsmaede tomorrow?" they asked.
hiya, me is up at 11:17PM
hi, just really bored, and i gotta get ta bed soon, but i gotta do sumin first. sorry for not postin in a while i've been depressed (Asami, if ya read this don't tell my cousin!!!) i think i'll e-mail my cousins and my aunt, talk ta them for a bit.
I'm lookin for pics of my fav artist cuz he rocks. I'm also downloadin chibi eps of my fav anime!!! They're so cute chibi. my lil sis didn't wanna stay up and watch tv with meh. ah, well, i don't have school tomorrow or friday! YAY! maybe tomorrow Asami can come over, cuz i wants ta see meh buddy.
i made a video on my computer so i can't upload it, wahhh!!! I wanna upload it! ah well, over it. i've been randomly browsing my friends sites, dunno why just have.
i have a really bad couch and i might go to da doctors tomorrow, i hate doctors, i've been in the doctors office and hospital one too many times, and i hafta go to da dentist friday, damnit i hate dentist too, when i was three i was scared of dentist and while i was getting meh teeth cleaned i was crying so the dentist slapped me!! ever since then i've hated the dentist, well not my orthodontist cuz he was nice, he let me keep my retainer when i got it taken out! :)
well everyone me should really go ta bed, so bye-bye!
freezing...
hello, how's everyone doin? i'm good i guess, i cried today cuz i miss my aunt, and i wrote a really pretty song for her too. My older bro Kai has amonia (can not spell it right) he had a cold and now it leads to that, i wish he still lived with us still cuz if he did this never woulda happened! Poor Kai, hope he gets well soon.
my mom just went to bed, i'm freaking cold and my harry potter blanket ain't very warm. i'm reading Wrong Number 2 by R. L. Stine, it's a really freaky book. i'm download Prince of Tennis, i'm tryin ta burn a Prince of Tennis DVD to replace the one i lost, but my realplayer doesn't like me and won't burn it. and i'm so wishing i wasn't watchin disney channel cuz whatever is on is really stupid.
Last night Jenna told me she didn't want me in her life, i know she didn't mean it but it did hurt me, because it's the first time she has ever said anything like that to me, least she told me she was sorry.
oh and last night i added a new chapter to my harry potter story. My murder novel is almost done and i should have it finished by april. and I'm writing a new story, i just started it last night and it's getting pretty far.
Well i guess i'll add my new chap, here:
Miles woke up and looked around the room, he smiled at his family, he placed his hand on Juliet's "Whoa, the little princess grew up." he said quietly. Juliet smiled and wiped a tear from her eye, Harry smiled and patted Miles' shoulder. Ryan sat next to his brother and hugged him "Brother!" he shouted.
Severus and Amy looked down at Miles "Son, your dad and I are going home for a little bit, watch the kids for me." she said.
"What you can't be serious!? You two always do this when you want alone time!" Miles replied angrily.
"We just need to talk." Severus said.
Miles rolled his eyes "Yeah right, you two just wanna make out and then some more adult stuff!" Miles said.
Severus and Amy stared at Miles then left. Miles slammed his fist on the bed "Calm down, mom and dad only get to see each other two months out of the year." Juliet said.
Ryan jumped up and began spinning around the room "Ryan Severus Snape!" Miles shouted sitting up.
Ryan stopped spinning and pointed at Miles "Miles Noctavius Snape!" Ryan shouted.
Ryan and Miles continued shouting each other's full names, Juliet and Harry looked at each other and got up and left the room. Harry shut the door. Harry looked at Juliet who looked worried "You alright?" he asked.
"Yeah I guess, I really don't feel right about leaving Kiyoshima with my grandparents." Juliet said.
Harry raised an eyebrow "Who's Kiyoshima?" Harry asked.
"My son." Juliet replied.
"You're too young to have a kid!" Harry said.
"Well duh! I think I know that!" Juliet replied.
"Then why do you have one?" Harry asked sitting down.
Juliet sat next to him "I had a friend who I trusted more than anything but I guess he wasn't that great afterall..." Juliet replied.
Miles waved to Harry "Good luck, don't make Dumbledore angry (like it's possible) and have fun!" Miles said. Harry ran off to his leasons, Miles and Juliet sat down at the table and ate their diner. Miles picked at his food and grumbled something. Juliet grabbed a plate off eggs and handed it to Miles "Eat!" She snapped.
Miles grumbled again and began eating the eggs. Juliet smiled and looked around, Hermione, Luna, and Ron came up "What's goin on?" Ron asked.
"My braty sister's making me eat." Miles mumbled.
"How is that bad?" asked Hermione.
"Maybe I don't wanna eat!" I shouted.
"Well you should eat it." Luna said.
"Ha, that's two against one!" Juliet said crossing her arms.
Not that any of you care.... 
Hallo everyone!