Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   duh
I got nothin,

I did my homwork understood my math only just a bit. i read this quiz on quizilla, really very true, it talks about how people mistreat the emo kids, Kai is emo, his friends as emo...

I downloaded JOURENY, Reira starring Yuna Ito (yay my fav singer) and now I'm downloading Truth music video, and Endless Story song (all by Yuna Ito) they are all very good songs... my big bro Kai is gonna burn me some Yuna Ito CDs whenever he gets a chance, aw how sweet of him (considering last night's happening, he said he as gonna stick a meat hook through my foot and hang my from his ceiling and skin me, he was only joking) he also kept on calling me fat, i know he's joking but i'm superly selfconcious, can't help it.

Well on other news: my sister accused me of spying! (Not Jenna, Jenifer my older sis, okay Jenna, Kai, Rai and Zak aren't my sibs, my niece and nephews... Jennifer's kids, she abused them so we got costady of them...) Jenna and Zaki gota go to a visit every Monday and Wednesday, MONday i went and she kept asking me if i was spying on her. i wanted to beat her up or cuss in her face but i woulda got in trouble.

I haven't got a chance to talk to Asami, (Nobu, did i tell you about the name thing yet? if haven't her name is Asami and mine is Reira) but i really need to, cause i got stuff on my mind and i wanna get her advise before i do anything. i also need to burn her my Panic! At The Disco cd for Christmas, that is all i cna get for her. i'm totally broke. i have just beeen lowning money to everyone which got me broke, none of them have paid me back. I'm gonna go Yuna Ito stuff searching. later.
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

   so weired outa!
okay i am so pissed, the other day my mom nad i walked to her friend's so we could take care of the dog, and these guys drove by and started shouting out stuff like calling me sexy and other crap. two days later Jenna and I are walking back from taking care of the dog and the same guys drive by and call out the same shit, i flipped them off, but the first time i called them pigs, my mom said the first time "Fuck you!" she got mad she wasn't with me the next time. it is making me so mad because all these guys around here only like me for my body and looks, tehy don't see me for who i am. so it totally makes me mad. then yesterday i was on the phone with Nobu (okay i give up! our names are Reira (me) and Asami (Nobu)) and we were talking about the pervert Cody (the dude who hit my butt) and i told her about how he beat a girl, i saw it all happen, he slammed her head into the ground. when i tried to call the police my friend Aiyisha wouldn't let me cause he is her friend, when i tried to run over to the girl and help her Ayisha grabbed my arm and wouldn't let me. mom siad i gotta go. bye.
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Friday, November 17, 2006

   i got woke up again!
i get ahrdly any sleep, since my room is next door to my brothers! Kai turns on Dir En Gey every mornign at 4:30-6:00! i probably won't be able to update tomorrow, cause we might be going out of town to shop and spend a day together as a family. i got so mad earlier, i was on this iste where they were dissing my fav singer: Yuna Ito! she plays Reira in live action Nana movie! i wanna go see Nana 2 in Japan when it goes into theaters, one prob, i don't have much money, and i have no one to go with. i gotta see it! it has Hongo Kanata as Shin! more inlikly my mo ain't gonna let me go, but she will order it for me when it comes to dvd on all region, cause she's cool like that. my mom one time sat at the computer trying to find me an InuYasha dvd with Bankotsu in it. i hafta find system of a down lyrics, cause i have nothing better to do with my life. well better go lyric huntin. bye.
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

   i'm back
I made a mix of music, alot of Fallout Boy. my kitten was running around the room today and i was closing the door and she jumped right in the way. i felt so bad! but she's okay. I have been watching a lot of i guess you could call them concerts, moreover music videos, Endless Story, Journey and trying to watch Truth, all by my favorite singer Yuna Ito!!! she is so cool. Nobu got grounded cause she cgot an F in science, and she can't do anything till her grade comes up. my kitten is staring at the cat water fountin (not shped like a cat, but it's a little foutin for cat's to drink out of) we're on blizzard watch till 5PM. ugh i'm bored. we might be going to the mall, borders, and hastings, if the weather clears up. i'm really bored... my neighbor (bofore i moved into a larger house) is in the nursing home! she's really unhealthy. we took care of her cause she has no family. i feel bad for her cause next week is Thanks-Giving and she's in the nursing home. Sunday, my mom got really sick, all of us kids freaked, my mom started screaming that her kindey hurt, i called Nobu's mom, she said that if my mom got any worse to call her and she'll take my mom to the hospital. Kai called Rai's friend Ty's mom and asked her to take our mom to the hospital. my mom refused to go. before i called Nobu's mom i called my sister (who was an hour away) she rushed all the way here to help. i'm glad she did. otherwise my mom might've died. well gotta go put Yuna pics on my site. so buh bye.
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

   Hiya!
sorry not been on for awhile, my mom's computer sucks! my dad got me a kitten, her name is Jynxie, she keeps attacking my converses! mine! oh she was crying. Kai's frined Ian gave Kai his old computer so now my mom is gonna use her new computer and i'm getting this computer (her old one) and we gotta get my stories, pics, ect... off of there so i don't lose any more stuff. i printed some Nana stuff. my grandma came out to visit in mid september and left yesterday, i feel like i'm gonna cry. i was listening to Emily by From First To Last and remember when my x-boyfriend Cody sang it for me, i was all "My name ain't Emily!" my mom jsut got home, so i gotta go. see ya.

PS. visit my new site: Layla Okazaki,
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Friday, October 27, 2006

   sorry not on in awhile
computer got taken away and have it back now but no internet. well things goin good. at 4PM i gotta go to the busstop so i cna meeet Nobu there and go to her place. Tuesday my Nana the movie got here, works. and it's really good. and also tonight is my halloween party, but i am so not ready for it. okay funny e-mail from Nobu. yeah really bored. Well i got nothing to say. so later all.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

   i don't feel to well.
i threw up (my breakfast was so gross is the reason) now i'm hungry! but there's nothing to eat. i'm manga shopping oline, my dad is sending me fifty dollars so i can buy mangas. sorry i haven't been on in awhile but i got my computer taken away cause we're moving into a bigger trailer. cool. this morning i got a call from Masao's friend Angel he's moving out here from Japan and he needs me to do a favor: he's raising his seven month old sister and wants me to help! and let her call me mom! she's cute and all, but i have school, work, Jenna, Zak and Nobu, i have a huge life i have to deal with. I mean Zak needs almost all of my attention so that would be unfair to Angel's sister. i told him i take care of her while he's at work but i'm not raising her. My good friend Zaruk is trying his hardest to come out here for Nobu. I'm looking back issues of Shojo Beat, i had every issue up to June 2006 but they got stolen so now it's very hard to understand whats going on. it made me so mad when they got stolen. i might be moving to Kansas because my mom wants to go to collage (the collage she graduated from) but then she isn't sure because she doesn't to move me away from Nobu. I have not recieced my Nana the movie yet, god why the hell did i order something so fucken rare!? well as long as i get it soon no big deal.
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   so frickin tired
well i'm tired, i was looking at pictures of Masao today, not really sad anymore. but still hurts knowing the man i love died. Nobu keeps sending stupid e-mails! there was this petition to have all christian programs taken off air and all christmas carols adn plays taken out of schools! hell i ain't signing it! i will never do that! she even signed it! never never! that is so lame! anyways i am trying to watch Nana episode 4 i ahve never seen it cause computer retarded; t was taken off cuase it was used with out permission. damn! nooo! never got to see that one! ugh! guess i'll watch some other Nana episode or Host Club.
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Monday, October 2, 2006

   I feel a little sad
Thanks everyone for your comments,

Kaoru: thank you, i know it'll be okay.

Nana: thanks, and if you ever wanna read the story just say the word and you can.

Nobu: welcome.

right now i'm watching Host Club, i feel so bad for Hikaru. it made me wanna cry. i haven't had time to see this episdode. today my grandma took me to the thrift store and i got Shin's clothes for three dollars and the clothes are in good condition. now i gotta find Nobu some Nobu clothes. well wanna watch Host Club so bye.
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   ugh
not ahppy. last night Jenna's friend Brooklyn got made at me when we were outside and she let my cat out so i told her to get my cat. she yelled at me and said mean things. so i got mad, Aiysha went in to check on Brook adn Jenna Nobu stayed out there with me, i jumped off teh trampoline and said "That does it! i'm killing myself." (Like i ahve the guts to kill myself) Nobu followed me adn talked with me and let me cry on her shoulder. then mom made us come in and fix the problem, the we had soda and doughnuts and i read everyone my stroy i'm wrting. they loved it. Nobu's little brother's birthday is today so she left two hours early and Ayisha left two hours ago. Jenna has homework, i do mine right away. Well i gotta go visit two new Otaku sites: Okazaki Shinichi and Nobuo Terashima, i've tried to go there the other day but mom kicked me off the internet.
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