Friday, August 18, 2006

   Upset yet happy
Nobu couldn't stay the night cuase my mom got mad and so on... I'm watching Nana on youtube. so i guess i'm happy. Zak is feeling a little better, i wouldn't exspect him to be feeling better after ahving surgery in such an uncomfy area. poor guy but he is feeling a it better, i feel so alone... nobody in my house wants to talk to me, the other day when Zak had sugery no one talked to me but Kai's friend Ian, we sat and played Inuyasha Feudal Combat, he beat me ten times and i beat him three.
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

   This is so frickin screwed!
tomorrow is gonna suck! My little brother Zak has to ahve surgery! adn they won't let my mom in there with him! he's only seven! i ahve to be in bed at 9:30PM and wake up at 3:30am so i'll be ready by 4:30am. Nobu wants to go with us. I ahve to go with my mom and Zak, so she wants to go so i have some company. Masao called adn he said he's gonna try adn come out as soon as possible. and last night that weirdo was chasing me! and only me! that worried Masao even more. this is making me worry, and if i worry to much i'll start feeling sick.... and i don't wanna feel sick. i got really confused last night on the phone with Masao, turns out his name is Kahja Masao and my cousins name is Masao Kadaj, so that is really confusing so i just call Masao Masao. (i know confusing) things aren't going very well lately. I ahve one hundred dollars so maybe while my brother is in surgery my mom will take Nobu adn I to the mall, Zak will be in surgery from 7am to 4pm. i watched Law and Order with my sister Jenna last night and she made me miss the most important part, and i think i'm the only one in my house, damn i am! Kai is with his friend Ian, Rai is with his friend Ty, my mom is taking Jenna and Zak to Wal-Mart! they didn't even tell me about leaving me home alone! oh well, finally my mom is treating me like a teen instaed of a baby. i ahve been feeling so much better since the breakup with my boyfriend. Masao (aka Kahja) has been helping me through it, he is so frickin kind. Thank-you to all of those who have been helping me with this problem.
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Monday, August 14, 2006

   ...hi...
i'm tired, Nobu stayed the night and we stayed up really late watching Sleepy Hollow. School starts next week... Nobu and are being homeschooled by my mom (she was once a middle school adn high school teacher) then next year Nobu and i are going to public school. we only ahve to do this cause are grades slipped bad in seventh grade. Masao had to leave today, he needed to help Kadaj, my cat was sleeping on my back last night. Masao said he'd call me like always and even write me, my aunt is thinking about moving out here, Masao would be coming with her since he has no family, he refuses to be adopted by my aunt becuase he won't be able to love me. i don't like school! i don't wanna go to school!!!!!!! oh well, i might make new friends, Nobu's my only friend besides Masao and Mathew. so that is gonna be hard.
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

   I'm tired... but i had a pretty much of a good day yesterday
Masao came out to visit (Zaruk and Kadaj stayed in Japan to help my aunt with the baby) i started crying last night and, i laid on my bed crying, Masao laid next to me hodling me in his arms telling me it'll be okay. Nana the movie wouldn't work on my dvd player, (only works in China) so we have to send it back and I'm ordering one that works on all regions. i'm tied, i stayed up till 11:55PM last night, i watched Halloween with Masao, it was cool, Masao's asleep right now, he stayed up all night making sure i was okay. despite his rough past he has a heart of gold. i also have to cancel Nana the anime adn Kamikaze girls wich i can get again. I'm having my my older sister order me Shin's necklace (lighter) i ahve to give her the money, and then i'll be happy. today is so weird. please comment or sign my gb.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

   OMG! the greatest thing happened!
My Nana the movie just got here! i ahve to inform Nobu! this is the greatest thing that's happened to me all month! now i just have to wait for Kamikaze Girls and Nana the anime! i am so gonna say how the movie is.
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   No clue!
i ahve no clue about today. Nobu and i stayed up all night... listening to Fallout Boy, NickleBack, and Kelly CLarkson... and now we're looking for Kai from beyblade pictures. so bored right now. yesterday was fun, Nobu and i might be going to the mall, i have fifty dollars, i have no clue what to right, i blame Nobu! she pushed me and i pushed her off the bed... she deserved it, she made me kiss a picture of Masao! Nobu is going insane (more than usaul) and now she's driving me insane (i don't need more insanity!) i'm so bored. Nobu has to leave now, i'll be lonely for a little while.
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Friday, August 11, 2006

   Today's my birthday...
today is my birthday Nobu is staying the night, she stayed the night last night too. i'm feeling a bit better. just still hurts. we stayed up till two this morning watching Infamous Murders. Masao called me and we weret talking about my boyfriend and i breaking up and he siad "As long as you don't do anything like i do...you'll be fine." he's been helping as all of you. Nobu is now perky all of the sudden. Kai is upset cause he has to work on my birthday. last night i was crying and just the tiny bit of advice he gave me made me feel better, and Nobu is driving me insane. we're looking for pictures of Shin, and then we're gonna look for pictures of Nobu (damn that's confusing, having the same names!) thank you everyone who has been helping me.
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Thursday, August 10, 2006

   hi...
earlier my boyfriend and i broke up but he wants us to be really good friends, and if Masao moves out here he wants me to be his girlfriend... Nobu and Rai broke up last night, i'm guessing she is really upset cause she hasn't called at all today. tomorrow is my birthday, they can't make it out here becasue of the weather, i'll be okay...i think... my heart started skipping when we broke up...then i started crying. i hardly ever got to see my boyfriend so that's one of the reasons. i remembered something my friend Mathew said "Shin, if i don't find some guy who'll love me, would you like to be my girlfriend?" i said yes... but he doesn't live here anymore so that bites. i don't know what to do, tomorrow might not be all the best, my mom has to go out of town and she wants me to go with her so i can go out to lunch with her. my boyfriend was my first boyfriend...we've been dating for seven and a half months. i feel the same way Nobu does. this month has been really hard for me.
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   Sorry for not being on in awhile
good news, Kadaj woke up out of the coma! my aunt is pregnant, and Masao will be here tomorrow! my mom was gonna give me her computer but now she's not so i'll be on more. Nobu stayed the night last night and Rai(her boyfriend) is mad at the both of us. I recorded Sleepy Hollow the moive by Tim Burton with Jonny Depp, and yesterday my mom baught me Inuyasha the moive four. they both are good movies. lately things are going good and then today i broke down crying, Rai made me feel like i betrayed him! now he calls me backstabber! he's the one who sneaks in my room on my computer adn read my journal that had something i didn't want any one to know about. he backstabbed me not the other way around. Nobu syas she's gonna fix everything, and i hope she can.
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Thursday, August 3, 2006

   odd
last night my site was messed up and now it's not. i guess i'll give my Shinichi Okazaki site to Masao. i'm not sure.
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