Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Guten Tag!
hello! i'm in a normal mood today. Asami called me last night, didn't talk long. I'm very annoyed, i looked up My Chemical Romance songs on download.com and all they have was one song! I wanna listen to Cemetery Drive and Ghost of You, i don't have those songs anymore!

oh, so bored, i watched From First To Last videos yesterday, i'm just a little sad Sonny left the band, he was awesome! well, i'm sure he'll make it big on his own.

Question Time!! ^___^

okay, i wanna know how many people listen to these bands/singers:

1. From First To Last
2. My Chemical Romance
3. The Naked and The Dead
4. Fall Out Boy
5. Senses Fell
6. Bowling For Soup

those who do, please comment and let me know. I need to see which on is the most listened to. until next time, goodbye.
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Monday, April 16, 2007

   still depressed
Thursday i gotta go to my grandma's funeral, damnit to fucken hell are they trying to hurt me even more!? man this is very depressin, i've been watching and listening to OLIVIA, ANNA, Yuna, and Mika, but only sad songs.

Asami was busy all day yesterday so she couldn't come over.

My mom isn't home, and in bout few minutes I'll post some videos of my fav singers and they're pics. I can't believe yesterday I found Olivia's website, it was just out of the blue when i came across it.

i wanna download a video of Mika Nakashima and Hyde performing together live on stage at Halloween of The Living Dead, but my computer is stupid, so i can't. I was suprised to find it, i saw a short clip of it, Mika looks pretty and Hyde's wearing a costume, it was funny.

guess i won't be able to post vids and pics, cause my computer's being screwy again. byeybye!!!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

lost in my sorrow


i'm still grieving over the loss of my (surrogate) granma, i miss her. i knew it would happen but i didn't expect it to come so soon. She was old and dying. all i have of her's is a yellow teddy bear she gave me and a diamond she gave me. my heart hurts, but i know she's in a better place,

I was gonna put a song on her, but i couldn't get the site ta work. i watched the Nana premium live short clip, it was good, Anna Tsuchiya's pretty good, but Olivia was awesome, spet she wore a pretty nonReira outfit. oh well, she's just a beginer.

I might be moving, cause i fucken landlord put our house up for sale! he said he wouldn't do that as long as we lived here! he's such a snake!

Jenna and I went in the woods/field behind our house and went exploring, dude it was frigin awesome! we found a stream, we were having so much fun till someone (who we don't know and looked hostile) then we nearly got lost but found our way back to the house. dude, it was fun but we were tired.

Well i'll come by later, so byebye for now! ^_-

Saora

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

   so damn sad


My nieghbor, who is my surrogate grandmother, just passed away this morning! now i'm sad and hurt. I've been reading my new Host Club mangas all day, Asami ain't home, but she'll be back soon. I watched Dante's Peak last night and now I'm watching Where The Heart Is.

I don't have much to say, though I'm going to Asami's little sister's birthday cause i gotta take my sibs there.

Well i guess i'll go. but i'll post later today. kay?
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   Aloha!

Only another month and summer vacation will be here! YAY! My friend Ashly and I wanna go on a roadtrip! but i don't think our 'rents will let us, i mean we're only fourteen! but i wanna go to Salem, Tennesse, and uh... (where was it? hmmm?) uh.... *thinks**scratches head* God damnit! oh yeah, Kansas! and Ohio! reasons: Salem, dunno, Kansas: visist my old home, Tennesse: visit my uncle and cousins, Ohio: visit my aunts, and my cousins.

Well, I download a few new Yuna Ito songs, they're all pretty good, though most people think they're stupid. I'll be posting some pics of Yuna, and maybe some of Olivia Lufkin, also Mika Nakashima and Ai Otsuka.

I stayed home alone earlier cuz my mom had to go outta town, so i watched When A Stranger Calls, hehe, my dog Boozer was all on alarm mode and when i woke up this mornin he was growlin at my window. ohhh spooky!

I don't have much to say. My older sis Jennifer gave me twenty dollars and i found my wallet! finally! I think i'll go manga shopin thursday, or i'll buy some Yuna Ito CDs.

Ever so bored, i wrote a new song yesterday. I need to hurry up and try become a singer at least hometown band. i like this one band (don't member the name) and they lived in the same town as i did! I wanna become an awesome singer just like Yuna!

oh, oh i know what i wanna do!!!! i wanna eat one of those tacos my mom made a couple weeks ago, but we don't have any more, darnit. oh well, i'll live. i hope. byebye!
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Monday, April 9, 2007

   Guten Tag!
how was everyone's easter? mine went okay, i guess. Jenna and Zak drug me out of bed, really they did, they grabbed me by my legs and pulled me outta bed. but i spent most of the day in my room, cuz it was just a bunch of people my mom knows.

I had a bad week, well bad friday anyways, cuz my dad called me, i have no frigin clue why i answered the damn phone to him, but we talked, he started cussin me out, and said "Saora, you're fucked up!" what the hell kinda dad is he!? then my mom's friend, well... new husband (that's what i wanted to say but didn't know how to say it was) called my dad back and cussed and screamed and yelled at him. so yeah, bad friday, Asami stayed over and we were up all night. it was fun. Asami and I played go fish, and she won, she took my dignity and my title! but then eventually i won them back.

Saturday, Asami spent most of it at my house, we played go fish with Jenna and Jenna won mine and Asami's dignity and my title, but i won them back yesterday.

I'm trying to make a radio station on yahoo, but my computer's a piece of crap, but i still love it. I've had my computer for about three ta four years. i finally caught up on my sleep last night, i didn't sleep thursday(nightmares) friday asami adn i were up all night, saturday up all night online, finally i got to sleep! i woke up at 11am this mornin. this chocolate bunny is yummy, but it'd be better with milk.

OMFG! I think someone is outside my window! no one, unless they ran off. or maybe my house is haunted, from what i heard the people before the people before us were murdered here. it could be a stupid rumor, but i'm one to believe this kinda rumor, cuz usually its true, and my hometown(where i'm livin now) is known for murders, this town's the worst for em. Well, i best be goin! buhbye!
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Thursday, April 5, 2007

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My day has been strange, but thanks to you guys (Hikaru and Kaoru) I'm in a very happy mood. Glad ya guys liked it. Made it just for you two!

I'm tryin to find something to get my little bro for his birthday, Asami something for her birthday and my other sibs something. Zak loves Hamtaro, Jenna loves dragons, Asami likes Princess Ai, Kai likes Dir En Grey, Rai likes Sonic, god... it'll take me forever to find all this stuff, and for cryin out load i'm broke, plus i gotta get Host Club on DVD.

I'm still scared cause of what happened. wanna say it but don't know if i should...

ohhh i found a reall weird looking scar on my left middle finger, i don't member cuttin my finger. odd, but then again i don't remember much.

Friday's almost here! YAY!!!! (actually its tomorrow) That means Asami might be able to spend the night! I found Last Quarter on DVD, sweet, i've been tryin to get this. but i don't think discountanimedvd.com is the best place for me to be lookin for my family some gifts and tryin to sell stuff. I got two issues of Feb of Shojo Beat and i wanna sell one of em. i need money. i guess i'll try ebay. little bro came in the room and now we're lookin for hamtaro stuff. well i'll post later! ^_^
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

   The Gift to Hikaru and Kaora! (Please enjoy!)
Okay, this is a picture of the twins, it isn't so great but... i hope you like it! i worked really hard on it! ^_^ you two are the best! (not saying i don't think the rest of my friend on here are great!)

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Hello everyone!
i'm in a better mood today, I was laughin so hard at Host Club yesterday, Jenna though i went crazy. I drew a picture for two of my bodies: Hikaru and Kaora, (the picture is up on that post *point up*)

I'm in total shock of what has happened, don't know if now is the best time to say it.

Well, i don't have much to say. I'm still in an arguement over Yuna and Olivia being Reira. So far i have 6 Yuna fans on my side, 4 are on no ones side (they like em both equally) and the rest (alot) are on the Olivia is better team. and one of the ones who don't take a side is treatin all of us like we're stupid. how rude!

school got back in yesterday, which sucks. i don't like school, cause startin next week, i got geometery and algebra. damnit. well see ya on the next post!!! ^____^
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Thursday, March 22, 2007

   on the verge of tears
i asked the people on the group i joined why they hated Yuna Ito so much, and a bunch of themm called me stupid and to shut the fuck up. now i really wanna cry. am i stupid for standing up for my idol? i really hate Olivia and Yuna was the better Reira. of god, i think i'm gonna have a hyperventilation attack again. my heart is skipping and i hate every one who does this to me, to the whole god damn world i'm stupid and a bitch because i like Yuna Ito more than Olivia. i'm gonna go. bye.
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