Sunday, June 15, 2008

I'm getting ready for bed and I shatter a glass. I didn't break it, I completely shattered it. Last time I exercize my brain. Kidding! No, I really did completely shatter a glass. I knocked it off my sink with my hand. It flew everywhere. I'm talking shards scattered all over the bathroom. Shards flew out of the bathroom and rained all around me. I never saw anything like it. Somehow I didn't get covered in glass dust or shards but it was all around me. Well, I had some shards on my foot. I think it shattered like that because it bounce first. It was weird.

I'm really tired. It's 0:47 right now. It took forever to get that glass cleaned up. I just wanted to post my quiz result somewhere so I'd remember what I got. Too tired to process much. We just had a huge storm so all the crickets are extra loud. Great.

I've been on the computer so much lately that my pointer finger feels all hyper-extended. I think I'll have to take a break from the net for a few days. Probably have to break from the computer all together. It;s the touch pad that did it, not the typing so much. We'll see how that goes. Break will start Tuesday. Have a great few days.


What Bleach Minor Character Are You?
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Saturday, June 14, 2008

   through out the day post 6/14
0:29
Stupid Buzzsaw moved back to my window!

2:58
Tried to sleep, it failed. Nothing to do but keep trying I guess. I have a meeting with my college at 13:00. I need to be refreshed. Hm, I think I'm going to call it an institute instead. Or establishment. Nah, institute. ...Stupid insomnia.

3:41
I remember the good old days when I would crawl into bed and sleep. Yeah, I really miss those right now. I only seem to have insomnia when I'm not coastal. I guess now I can say my trip east will be for health reasons as well as business/recreation. These old glasses I'm having to wear are making me dizzy. Maybe it'll get me so dizzy I'll pass out. Then I can sleep for a change instead of doing that horrible daze thing I've been doing the last two and a half years. That would be so pleasent. With the rain stopped all the crickets are singing. All of them put together don't sound as loud as Buzzsaw. I've been on the computer too much lately. My fingers are starting to ache. I guess I should try to get to sleep...again. -sigh- I left a note to be woken up just incase I get so dazy I don't want to move.

9:37
The last time I checked the clock before refusing to move from bed it was 4:01. I've had my eyes open since the sun came up but this is the first time I'm out of the bed. I had no choice, my cat kept jumping on me and running off like a maniac. I better go upstairs and get coffee before it's all gone. I think I heard a goose outside my window. I guess it's been a week already.

10:38
They're back! Which reminds me that I'm a few weeks backed up for pictures now. So, the Fire goslings are two months old and the Tabasco goslings are a month old. I don't know what happened during the week when they weren't here, but Fennel and Ember are the new big bad geese. They're still nice but they're the dominate pair over Lilith and Attila now. And Scorch is much sweeter. He's more careful about fingers then his nephew, Arson. Arson's big enough to hurt now, and he got my fingers every single time. There is one gander for sure among the Tabasco goslings, Fenugreek. When Fennel was guarding and charging the Fire Group, Fenugreek was right there. He doesn't have his face coloring yet, but you know from that he's a gander. The two were sticking close the whole time. I guess Fennel gave up on Arson. Fenugreek was the first gosling named but he was always just kind of in the background. Very low-key thing. Showing that he wants to help Fennel protect the family at his age means he'll make some goose a great mate. He reminds me a lot of his grandfather, Faust. He was very low-key but protected the family.

11:44
I was thinking about my insomnia when I was trying to get to sleep. I wast thinking about a lot of things. I don't think the insomnia kicked in until after I had this horrible dream over two years ago. It only seems to go away when I'm coastal, which I find strange. I think the dream was the trigger though. I just tried typing it up here and couldn't finish it. I got everything but the end. It was a very very vivid and very very bad dream. And then not even a full twenty four hours after the dream, the VA Tech shooting happened. I've had trouble sleeping since then. maybe admitting that's the source will end my insomnia.

13:32
The meeting went well. I only understood the key points but one of those was that I quailfy for aid to help pay for school.I got a huge mountian of paperwork to do now.

14:00
Oh god, I'm so tired! I think I'm going to try for a nap or something. I'll have to do all that paper work later. The good news is that I'm definately in the school. Hollywood, get ready to meet Regnavi! I'm actually getting attached to that as a surname. Maybe it'll be my professional name or something. If not then it'll just be my internet surname. My real surname is so unique that if I said it you could easily find me. I'm the only person in the whole world with my name (first, middle, last/first, last). There's an interesting fact about me. Another is my childhood fear. You know, a lot of little kids are afraid of mythical monsters and stuff they see on TV. My biggest fear was that I wouldn't be able to see. I would have these nightmares that I would put my glasses/contacts on and my vision wouldn't change. I'd be at school and not able to read the books so then people would wonder what was up. It was terrifying at that age. Now I don't care so much. I'd rather be able to see because I really enjoy it, but if I go blind it's not the end of my life. My eyes don't always work but I now how to navigate and find things without them. And this is probably the most personal thing I'll ever tell you guys. Well, at least until I get out to California. I'm sure the stress and work load will make me completely snap at some point. Shower, food, nap, paper work.

18:22
No nap. I got out of the shower and was informed we were driving down towards the capitol city for crabs. I hadn't had crab in forever so it was fine with me. I'm still tired though. I don't think it'll take too long to do all that paperwork so I'll see check in with HQ.

19:09
There are a whole bunch of hot air balloons! They're so pretty!

19:21
Well, I'm going to end this post. I think it's getting ridiculously long.
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Thursday, June 12, 2008

dtyddj
My stupid 'v' key onmy laptop keeps getting jammed. It's annoying. Oh my god, there's some random guy walking around in my backyard! Okay, it was the lawn care people. I ran upstairs and told my mom there was some random guy outside my window with a plastic bag, but it's lawn care, so it's fine. I don't think I'll ever get used to lawn care showing up at random hours on random days. I thought it was my neighbor for a second. His labrador puppy sometimes gets loose and he comes over to my house to play in the backyard. He's a cute doggy. I'm glad I wasn't sleeping this time when lawn care came. I get this feeling that they sit there and watch for a minute. Just a gut feeling. I always know when they come when I'm sleeping because I'm not really asleep. I'm trying to sleep. I'm always trying but rarely succeeding.

Well, I have news regarding Buzzsaw. A few days ago he moved from my window to the one next to it. So I get to sleep in my room again. I think he finally realised I was just going to keep going outside and messing around with the window until he left. I completely tore up the bricks at 2:00 trying to find him. The only problem is now he can be heard throughout the basement since there are no doors. Not so much in my room, so I'm not bothered. It's nearly 8:00 though and he hasn't shut up yet. I thought for sure he'd go to sleep once the sun came up. Maybe it means he'll sleep at night. I doubt it. The one problem I have with this thing is that I recognized his right to exsistance. Yeah, no matter what I can't hurt him now.

Most of my links to my playlist broke so I'm going through and changing/fixing them. So far I have one song. Guns 'N Roses' November Rain. Kind of sadder then my usual songs but I like it.

If you saw the "8:00" and thought I was crazy, yes. I woke up not long after 6:30. I'm trying to shock my system back to normal. My insomnia is being a stupid jerk. My thumb and pointer finger ache a little from so much typing, which cuts back on typing backstory. Backstory for the TV show doesn't get me to sleep like typing the MI sagas anyway. And Mica Masters freaks me out so I haven't touched that backstory in days. My hope now is to starve myself of any form of sleep. I've done it before and it works pretty well. I start with falling asleep in the early hours of the morning, if you can call it sleep. Then I'm rudely woken up about four hours later by my mother who doesn't realise I barely fell asleep only a few hours ago. Then I have to stay completely alert until 22:00. I can drift off after that. I have a system. I couldn't fit my name on the note I felt saying 'wake me up when you see this' so my mother went and woke up my sister. I don't think she was happy. It was great.

Another reason to get up early today it to get everything done early. The 23rd of June is the one year anniversary of Epic and I really am hoping to be back east to celebrate with The Unsaid Works. It's been nearly a year since I saw them. A year in August. Considering how long, I think we've made great progress with the show. I have to get my stuff for California done before I go over. We're throwing a party or something close to that on the EPIC Awareness world on theOtaku on the 23rd. We're working on getting a link to a powerpoint Bobby made for the show up for then. We're poor so we make joke powerpoints. I'm still hoping for a YouTube commercial by the end of the year. One of the ideas I had to celebrate the first year of Epic was to have a contest on theOtaku. The prizes for entering, third, second, and first place would be pretty great, it's just that we're celebrating the first year of the idea and people would expect their prize right away. I'm hoping to have Epic on air by 2012, but being realistic as far as cost and time goes, it could be more like 2015 or 2020. It'll get on air, we've worked too hard to drop it. TV is just a rough business. It could work, except we're still so far from having the show on air that it would seem like a scam. We might do it closer to air-date. It's just a thought, nothing more. But we're still working on plannig a party on the EPIC Awareness world. That's part of the reason I'm up early. I want to make sure I get everything done so I can call HQ and work on the powerpoint more. It'll be great to be back there so I can physically help out. Really, really hoping before the 23rd. It just wouldn't be fun to work on an online party while being twelve hours from the real one. I shouldn't say anything more. I'm hoping for an update on the EPIC Awareness world later today.

And about California, I decided that since I don't like posting big long more personal things on my Fas et Nefas world, and I hate posting there everyday, I'm going to use this to keep everyone updated. It probably won't be all that interesting, but it would be nice to have some sort of record about my time studying film and working out in Hollywood that I could share with all you guys. I've seen a lot of people on this site who want to go into major animation or voice acting when they're older, so maybe me talking about all that stuff since I'll be around it will help them in some strange way.

And I'll leave off with this final note:
My greatest enemies are my friends.
My best friend wants to destroy me.
My greatest arch-enemy before I met my friends tried to be my boyfriend.
How's that for a love/hate life? ~^

See you around, and if you read this, goodbye Linden. It's been fun.
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Monday, June 9, 2008

   cjg
I've been thinking about art a little bit lately. Like drawing art, not written or moving art which are the two forms I'm more familiar with. But I've been thinking about my absolute favorite random things and how seeing one of those in a drawing is what will usually make me like it. And since I have time to kill before I have to do whatever it is that I do, here's a list of all I can remember that I enjoy seeing in art:

playing cards
tarot cards
dice
dominos
checker boards
chess pieces
matches
leaves
piano keys
masqueraid masks
French acorbats
French jesters
French mimes
inverted house plant
mirrors
reflections
music notes
feathers
elongated shadows
ballarines with stiff tutus
Russian dancers
alchemy
planetary symbols
zodiac symbols
metal symbols
elemental symbols
fire
coins
tuxidoes
tea sets
stones
black coffee
green lions

Yeah, strange list and I'm sure there's more. I simply put alchemy because I love so many of the stuff in there that it would've taken a long time to list them all. The one I did list was the green lion. I love the green lion.
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Friday, June 6, 2008

   jsh
Almost had a tornado today. We lost power for a good few hours (no clocks but I think it was from about 18:30/19:00 - 23:00). I'm tired now so I got to get some sleep. I named that annoying cricket Buzzsaw. I couldn't help myself. Good night!
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Thursday, June 5, 2008

   kytsd
I hate that cricket. I hate that _____ ____ ____ cricket! It's just that one. It sounds like an alarm clock. The other crickets are fine. They sound pretty, but then you hear that thing and it's ten times louder! I was running around at 2:00 with bug repelent and Windex trying to chase that thing away. It's slightly over an inch long. I know that cricket. I saved it from the jaws of my cat and put it outside. I should've let her eat it!

Oay, in less insane news, the geese are here for their weekly feeding. They've all gotten very big. The Tabasco goslings still look cute. They haven't hit that awkward stage yet. Their colors are slightly warping so I'm having trouble telling them apart. The only one I can tell apart from the others is Arson now because he eats from my hand, sticks close to Fennel, and usually has gunk on his head or around his eye. He's always getting into something. The Fire goslings have hit the second awkward stage. They lost most of their baby fluff and their head markings are coming in. I can't tell any of them apart now except Scorch. That's because he's the only Fire gosling to eat from my hand and comes to his name, which I found out he came to his name today. Strange little mean bird. Lilith bit me pretty good. She went for the bread, got my finger and descided she liked the taste. It already feels normal again, so no worries. And she didn't break the skin so no infecion. She stepped on my foot. It felt very strange since she has those leather-y webbed feet. And she aggressively bit my feet. Arson was biting my feet too, but his beak is still small so it doesn't hurt yet. He's able to get the tip of my fingers and like Fennel, he doesn't care that they're your fingers as long as he gets food. He's got to be a gander.

I think that's pretty much it. I got a few pictures so I'll try to get those up in the next couple of days.
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Sunday, June 1, 2008

first
It's just my first of the month post. I always post the first of the month. I can usually ramble on about something, but I kind of just woke up so that's not going to happen.

About the post comment boxes: I wish we could edit and/or delete posts. Dranz pointed out that problem last time she commented. I'm hoping Adam gets around to that when he gets some time to breath. Poor guy seems to have a lot going on as far as the site goes. Empathy but not sympathy, my emotions are whacked out.

Now that it's the first, I'm hoping to get the heck out of this state and back to Unsaid HQ. We've got an unbelievable amount of work to do if we want Epic to hit the air in 2012. Especially with me moving out to California, Jess going who knows where, Bobby finishing her associates, Sam finishing highschool. And poor little Meg, he's still under eighteen. Haha, he's under age! Little minor. I'm not going to see Jess in about three years though. I'm not going to talk to her in about two. So we really have a lot to do. Right now we're currently making needlessly complex grading charts for multiple characters. And it's all to see how they'd be percieved by other characters in Epic. Yeah, it's a good looks profile. Lame, but pretty fun and it suprisingly forces you to really look at the developement of the character.

Well, I managed a little rambling. What do you know. Have a good week and happy month.
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Friday, May 30, 2008

   fingers
It's all come down to my fingers. The Fire Group and the Tabasco Group stopped by yesterday. It looks like they'll come around once a week if they keep up this pattern. Now that the Tabasco goslings are two weeks old, Granddaddy Attila, Grandmommy Lilth, and Uncle/Aunt (still too early but I'm betting gander) Scorch are all mean to them. Lilth grabbed Fenugreek and looked as if she was going to rip him apart. She usually just sits around and hisses a lot, but it's times like that that key you in on why her name is Lilith. Poor Arson was right there and got stuck in the middle of his uncles and aunts. The only good part about that was Attila was having troubling getting to him. Fennel and Ember were spazzing and trying to keep the other four from running off in different directions and keep Attila away. And there I was, standing in the middle of a family war on the side of a suburban street as the neighbors stared in mass confusion. I scared Lilith so she did drop Fenugreek. He was okay, just very shaken. Arson was okay too. He managed to get out of the "fire" before Attila or Scorch got him. Scorch's behavior is definately one of a young gander, but with Lilith being an obvious female and obviously aggressive I don't know what to think. I tried getting some pictures, but it was so sunny I couldn't see what I was shooting. I was right about Arson, he's trouble and he was the first Tabasco gosling to eat from my hand. One of the Fire goslings ate out of my hand once but then ran off so I'm not sure which. They get really close but refuse food that you're holding. And Lilith eats from my hand. I think she started doing that last season but I'm not sure. She's even gentler than Ember but I feel slightly uneasy. One wrong twitch and she'll do more than bite. Arson, like his father, doesn't understand fingers and doesn't care. His beak is too small to hurt so right now it's just cute that he nibbles my hands and toes. It won't be so cute in another couple weeks. I really want to hold the goslings before they loose their fluffiness. So far the only wild goose I had that kind of trust with was Basil. I really need to get east to work on the TV show before running off to California in September, but I still want to see Basil first. I don't have pictures of him. Well, they all look more or less the same. Tarragon and Fennel stand out the most because of the misplaced white, but I'd know it was Basil. Se la ve. Yikes, I need to sleep. I got a phone meeting with The Unsaid Works and my school might be calling since everything but housing is set. Ugh, these people never heard of vacation.


Father and Son by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Fennel and Arson last week. It was drizzling so Fennel's trying to keep himself clean. Arson is his responsiblity. Good thing the little guy's resting here or Fennel would have to settle for looking sloppy.
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

   pictures
I finally got some pictures to come up. Took forever. I'm glad it was obvious to you that I was a girl, Linden. The other Unsaid members call me 'Dean' so I wasn't sure how clear that was to people.

A picture of the meanest gander I've ever met. He's so pretty though. Jerk.


Attila the Fire by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

A shot of Fennel being a general pig. That's bread sticking out of his mouth.


Fennel the pig by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

The 2008 season Fire Group. Lilith is in front, then Inferno, then Blaze, then Char, then Scorch, then Smoke, and finally Attila.


The Fire Group 2008 by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Scorch having a hissy fit for absolutly no reason.


Scorch of the Fire Group by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Just a shot of Scorch after he calmed down. Attila is a little closer now so he had to behave himself.


Scorch by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Arson and Kindling, Cinnamon is behind Arson. I thought it was Cinnamon and Arson but I was at the wrong angle when I took it. Kindling is looking right at the camera.


Arson and Kindling by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Ember with four of the six. She's a lot easier on them when it comes to food. Fennel knocks them over. I guess he hasn't grown up yet.


Ember and kids by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

   random
You are forgiven, Linden. Let's hope it never happens again you you'll feel my wrath ~^. The goslings was fine after granddaddy Attila attacked him. We saw them later that night. the two groups were walking on the road away from my pond. My mother didn't know that they came to a clicking or kissing noise, so she clicked at them. She had fifteen hungry geese chase after her in the dark. It was pretty funny.

Well, I figured that since the big day has sunk in, it's time to say something about myself. I have over twenty pages on here but nothing actually says anything about me. Everything is about class, geese, or starting up the show. With that said, here are twenty random facts about me:

1.) I was born outside Philadelphia, PA.
2.) I lived in four different states, going on five come September.
3.) I'm a girl (I'm hoping that was obvious but just in case it wasn't).
4.) I'm twenty years old (again, something a little more obvious).
5.) I come from a "dog" family, meaning my grandmother is actively invovled in purebred dogs.
6.) I have over one hundred pure bred dog standards memorized.
7.) I'm very proud to the point it's sickening (note my screen name is technically Vainglory).
8.) I have three dogs, one cat who thinks she's a dog, and a horse who thinks he's a dog.
9.) I bred fish. I came up with my own type of swordtail. (Black and Silver Swordtail)
10.) I can be scary good at observation.
11.) I can be scary good at puzzles (mental and physical).
12.) I never went to highschool.
13.) I'm brilliant and have still never been challenged intellectually even though I've gotten college under my belt.
14.) I have few friends because I can't stand stupidity.
15.) I can't spell because I try to spell how words sound.
16.) I don't need to see to find people or get around.
17.) I'm a brunette.
18.) I was an ice hockey player when I was sixteen.
19.) I'm one of five members of The Unsaid Works, an incredubly small television production company that started last year.
20.) My eyes are grayish blue-green with some yellowish gold around the pupils.

And there you have it. Twenty random facts about Sinny-sama. Still nothing really big, but that's fine. This is the internet and I'm not stupid.
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