Monday, October 15, 2007

   dtjd
I'm supposed to hand in ten journal entries for English pretty soon. This thing is the closest I've got so I'm going to be posting more often for no reason except to meet requirement. I have to hand in twenty overal that I wrote since the start of the semester. Most of these are ripping into the school, the profs., and that one class I really hate. I can't turn those in. The whole thing is to show that we write regularly. I do type almost every single day, but not in some stupid diary. I type out Mirror Image, have been for five years. I just haven't the last week because of my shotty arm that I'm killing to type up this stupid thing. My stomach guts are talking to me. They want food but we have no food. I don't know where anyone is and all the cars are gone so I can't go get food. If they're dieting then why can't I ever find food? So hungry.

Okay, so I'm really getting mad at Mirror Image. I'm just going to finish the stupid chapter, I don't care if the transition sucks compared to others. No one's going to read it anyway. I'm not writing it to get it published or anything. If I do something with it I'll re-write it in screenplay format and take it from there. I was reading part of it earlier. There's just this one part I want to sketch out so bad. Ah, but that's what CG is for. I don't have my CG yet but I will. I need more money first.

I should really call Unsaid Works. I got a later start on the day since I did fall asleep until after 3:00. I got tired at 21:00 and still couldn't sleep. And then I thought I heard Christmas carols upstairs. I don't know if that was me being completely delerious or if it happened. No one's around for me to ask. Carols? It's October! Oh, I've got an Algebra quiz that I need to get an 'A' on. I guess I won't be calling today. Tomorrow Jess and Bobby have school. I could call after but they'll have work to do. They're good that way. I don't do my work, I never have. I'd have a degree already if I cared. I just don't want to be in school so I don't try. I know it makes more sense to just get it over with, but that's not how I work. I'm warped and I see that as a sign of submission.

Oh, Bobby, Axelle is French and means 'my father is peace'. I sketch out names in Algebra and we're doing polynomials. I needed a girl name with an 'x' to put around the problems. I had Dexter already but not all the problems can say Dexter. Yeah, one day I'm sure all this will come back to haunt me. It's not today so I don't care.

Okay, I'm never going to get that chapter finished if I stay on here. The shotty arm is already reaching a breaking point. As long as I finish the transition then it doesn't matter. It'll be easy after that. I just feel like I should say something about Epic while I'm still on. I can't think of anything. Yeah! Torrance's song just started. Okay, sorry, that's not Epic.

Oh, I've got something. I need to get it typed down so I don't forget anyway. One of my characters, Nayeli, has gray hair. In flashbacks her hair is going to be really dark, not gray. When she was traveling with Ai and Anastasius to Zephyr from Hogosha she got sick and had a slight copper, that really long word for lack of that I can't spell. It starts with a 'd'. Yeah, well, a lack of copper causes your hair to gray. So that, plus the stress and trauma (I'm not going into it here), made her hair gray. Oh, and she's out traveling with Ai and Ah-nee in Epic because she always wanted to travel so Ai's takng her traveling. Anastasius just went along to complain.

Yup, that's it. I've got to practice writing numbers with my left hand. Stupid shotty arm.

SGAH
FYWR
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