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myOtaku.com: The Eighth Sin


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

   fgjxd
Went to the movies yesterday. Went to see a chick flick with two roommates. I don't like chick flicks but I thought I'd go hang out.

...Stopped to buy drugs. Yeah, I wish they told me that before I got in the car. Lucky for me, the dealer was late so we left without them. Actually, my roommate just left to go pick it up.

I really don't understand it. What is with this self-destructive behavior? Is it getting worse as society grows? Or am I just suddenly in the heart of it?

My youngest roommate, just turned eighteen a few weeks back, is a little nervous and was all night. She lost her virginity on 'shrooms. Chick flicks usually end with a baby being born. The whole ride home, she just kept saying she didn't want kids. And of course this is all going on either in front of me or behind me since they don't think I know.

I'm tired and I'm getting ill. I'm getting the pain in my chest and more pain in my head. This move was bad healthwise. And people aren't sure what to do with me. I'm getting pluracy so I said I need to go to sleep. They asked what it was, so I told them, and they freaked. Yes, there are some cases where people die of this, but that's extremely extremely rare. I don't think it has even happened for a hundred years or something. Most likely the people who did die of it developed TB or something. We have shots against that now.

And I really can't stand the stupidity. I feel like I'm getting increasingly dumber as time moves on. Since I don't really find myself pretty, my brain is all I have. I can't lose it to this place.

And that's my complaint. I still have a project I have to shoot. Due tomorrow and I have to drop the film off this afternoon. -sigh- Everyone's asleep so I might not be getting this one done.
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