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myOtaku.com: The Eighth Sin


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

   kdht
I've obviously been very busy. While I was busy, am busy (I'm supposed to hand in a paper in a couple hours that I haven't written yet), I did learn something.

I am a Scientist and should not be here.

This place gets me frustrated to the point I'm physically ill. I have often felt like crashing my car into a median or another car just so I could scream at someone and break stuff. I have often felt like breaking things, hitting someone, or shouting. I almost broke my internet stick, my printer, and both my hands all in the same sitting. Yes, this place gets me that frusterate. It's just unhealthy.

I enjoy being happy and the only time I'm laughing here is because of sheer stupidity, exhaustion, or some mixture of the two.

If I am thought of weak by these people for leaving to attend a school of science.... Do I really need to elaborate my point there?

So, yes, I am getting myself out. I don't want to be killed by frustration, anger, and boredom. I honestly feel stupid the longer I stay. Words I knew I no longer know. It's bad.

And I already am starting to feel better just with the thought that in a couple weeks I will leave this place.

Here is something I did to keep my sanity. If it wasn't for the weeks I spent turning The Echo Effect's drawing of my space-filler, Cald, into a digital work I probably would be in jail for homicide.


And since I've been off for so long I'd like to hear how all of you are doing.

Have at it.

"Unlucky" Regnavi
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