Monday, November 17, 2008

   ksk
I haven't done a happy face in a while. I'll have to post when I'm happy sometime. Not to say I'm not, but I'm tired and stuff too.

Thanks Ezel and Kelsey for the comments.

I have two dogs right now. One is a bulldog, named Angel. She's built a little slighter than she should be so people usually think she's a large, ugly French bulldog. The other is a mutt. His name is Rocks. I had to put his sister down in June so he's been a little depressed. I have a cat too. She's convinced she's a dog. She's even howled and barked. Sounded like a pomerianian. It was odd.

I've never seen betta spelled with only one 't' before. But, yeah, that's the kind I got. I have guppies and swordtails too. I used to breed them but my lines got really in-bred when I was gone. No one bothered to keep up my work when I was away. It was just six years of work. I guess it's no big deal (I could've strangled them).

And I'm not nearly as underweight as your mom. I was about 10-15 lbs. but I think I'm getting better. Haven't checked but I've been eating a lot. Then again my metabolism is really high lately....

Anyway, how is everyone? Well? Busy? Mix of emotions? I'm busy and tired. Tired but insomnia is kicking in again. I don't know what it is about this state but I don't sleep in it. Hopefully it's just this house and things will get sleepy when I move out...again. Been moving out a lot lately.

Christmas is coming up. Joy. No, it's all family getting together. It's great, well, unless you're my family. Last year wasn't so bad. It was actually fun for the first time in memory. It probably looked really awful from an outsiders view though. Last year was supposed to be my last Christmas with the family. They didn't know that, but that was my plan. I was going to stay in California, alone in my apartment. But, California shot my brain and I had to leave. When someone asks if Cherokee is a Native tribe then you're in the wrong place.

Well, enough about that. I'm tired of talking about that state. I'll go back to Christmas. I guess the two somewhat tie together.

Because of my sudden move away from that state, now I am being roped up in the family...again. Little fact about me and the two families around me; they both had/have a lot of dislike for me. My mom's family, I'll call them the V family, never liked me. I look like them, but I guess I didn't act like them. I was always freewilled and wildfire. Yeah, they weren't fans of that. They still don't like me, but an uncle, who married into the family, is now having an open affair with some woman. So my aunt is devestated. I have to hear all about it because they tell my mom and she relays it to me. That's how it always is. So, now I have to figure something out about that just to get everyone to shut up. If it were me, I'd be so angry that he did something that low I wouldn't be having her issues. She's blaming herself because she couldn't have kids (his fault actually, they were weak and I'll tell him that if I ever see him again since no one else will). She's willing to take him back if he stops and gets help. Oh no, he's not allowed back in. The V family has always been extra nice and open to him. He made everyone feel sorry for him because his parents were jerks and he was the only Jewish guy in the family. He got the house when my grandparents died. We owe him nothing. I haven't seen the V family in many years, but I will personally make sure he never gets back in. The man thinks I'm a demon. well, if he tries to worm his way back in only to do this again, then he'll see how much of a demon I really am.

And now my dad's family, the Z family. They didn't like me at all when I was growing up. Now that I'm older my aunt and her husband are coming around. They might be ticked about my sudden departure from film school, but after I talk to them about it I'm sure they'll understand that I would've died. My brain would've either rotted out my ears or I would've crashed my car drag racing. That was sort of my escape. Better than drugs, higher risk of death though. My uncle, well, we had a disagreement a few years back and he's just starting to come around. I perfer him hating me and since it doesn't take him much to hate someone I'm sure he'll be right back on track with me again. Honestly, I think he brought the film school thing and was trying to worm his way into the success I could've had. I'm more active among the Z family since I have to see them for Christmas every year. I always have to fix everything though. It's stressful. Which is why my surname is Regnavi. Nothing but fragments of me attached to that one.

Now, I'm leaving for Baltimore friday. I have to fly there. I hate flying. But I haven't been to Baltimore since I was like four or something. I think I'm there for a day, then a really long (because I'm not the one driving) drive to Florida. Then I drive back to Indiana two months later, after Christmas.

Why am I leaving for Christmas this soon? I have to train dogs. My grandmother has two show pomerianians. I have to fly to Baltimore because she's driving there from Philly to show them. I have to help. My cousin also lives in Baltimore right now with her fiance (yes, finally after 5/6 years). They have two dogs. One is a lab and he only listens to the fiance. Well, he'll be in California visiting his family so the dog is coming to Florida. I have to train him too. And then my aunt's husband got a puppy for his sixtith birthday. I have to train that one too because my aunt doesn't know how. I should be charging money for this.

Good news about Christmas at my aunt's house, other than the house being a mansion and full of dogs, it's off the channels near the Gulf. So there are manatee, sharks, dolphins, boar, eagles, egrets, ibis, osprey, and stuff like that. Last year I went jet skiing with the dolphins. They like to jump in the surf. Kind of freaky when you don't expect it, them jumping up behind you. And I got to watch the osprey hunt. I love those birds. I love raptors in general, but osprey I always had a soft spot for. Well, the Australian osprey when I was really really little. Now all in general.

Well, even though Christmas will be trying as ever, the wildlife will be worth the trip. Hope these idiots don't expect miricles with their dogs though. I can't make another like my Milleficent. Great dog. Sad to see her go.

Take care everyone! Sorry this is so long. I might not get around to posting for a long time.
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