Friday, December 12, 2008

   jitsrj
Question mark mood= really tired, hungry, annoyed.

First thing first, I'm going to be a Cardinal. Yes, that's right, I got into college...again. But this time it's for real. Well, the other one was real but I'm graduating from this one. So, yes, at least that is decided.

My insomnia got really really bad at the start of this week, so I've been setting an alarm to keep me up in the morning. The last two nights it was still crawl into bed and lay there until 3:00 at the very least. With my alarm going off at 9:15 I'm not getting a lot of sleep. I got up before 9:00 yesterday for two reasons. One, I hate the sound of an alarm more than anything and didn't want to hear it. Two, bad dream. I'm drop dead tired right now so I think I'll be getting some sleep tonight. Viva le sleep!

I'm so annoyed right now though. Every Friday my parents invite a friend for my kid brother. My younger sister goes out, they go out, so I get stuck with these brats. These stupid, stupid brats. They are the strongest reason I have for not letting babies watch television. I just had to hold down my brother for ten minutes because he's so off the wall. The whole time he's shouting the dumbest stuff to get his friends to laugh. I told him I'd prop open his mouth and have the bulldog lick peanut butter from it if he didn't stay quiet until our parents got back. They're so stupid though. One rule I have is no baseball in the house. So they took that to mean they could still be loud as long as they didn't play baseball. I just went back up and told them to be quiet again. I think they sort of get it now. They're making prank calls on one of their cell phones. As long as it's not mine or the land line go for it.

Another reason I'm annoued is this whole cheating thing going on with my aunt. Apparently her husband isn't just a cheater, he's a totally insane. He came back once, announced he was home. She told him to go get help. He left all mad. He came back again and said they had to spend the holidays together. She locked him out so he sat there trying to break into the house shouting all sorts of things like he 'will own this house no matter what' and stuff. My aunt called her oldest sister and told her to call the cops because she was terrified of him. She called the cops, he ran off before they got there. My mom is worried he's going to hurt her, or worse. This guy is so crazy. Thier little brother was a Marine. He'll beat him senseless if he hurts his big sister. Hell, I'll get him within an inch of his life if he kills her. My aunt hates me, but she did reach out to me and the rest of us for help when things started going south. No one out of the blue says they'll co-sign a loan with you or be a contact. Whatever it was.

A friend of mine is also having a hard time with her parents' getting a divorce. She sounds like she's hurting bad from it. There isn't anything I can do. Not being able to do anything is the worst. She'll get better, but it'll have to be on her own.

Okay, that's enough of that. PicturEPIC has a new update. We'll update it on Fridays. I suggest taking a look. Duh, of course I do. I own a one fifth of everything in there.

That's it for now. I'm kind of in pain. Stupid shotty wrist. I can't put weight on that hand or this nerve goes haywire. The other isn't doing so great since that pinched nerve a couple weeks back. So, I guess I'll see you when I see you. Updates and stuff, I'll read and hug but comments may need to be put on hold.
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