Saturday, January 3, 2009

   ilykt
Question mark mood= so so so tired, really wore, ragged, dizzy, blurry, ill, kind of sad.

I'm having some trouble reading right now so I'll get around to commenting later. :/ If my spelling is really bad in this (more than usual) that would be why. I'd like to hope I know my keyboard.

What's going on with everyone? How was the holidays? Presents? Family visits? Insanely huge arguements? Tell so I can catch up when I can read again.

As I said a long time ago, my aunt came to visit for Christmas. My aunt the one with that husband who lives in a condo with his mistress who ditched her two kids to live with him. That aunt. I think they're back together now. He still has the condo and mistress. If they aren't back together they will be soon. And he'll still have the condo and mistress. You know, it's no wonder I carry a hatred for my gender. I have never had strong female to look up to. Sure, I guess my mother is okay, but I still see her a weak to be honest. Weak might be too harsh a word, but I don't know one at the moment that would be weak in a more flattering light.

Maybe I'm not sad. My head is really foggy. I don't get sick so I'm probably confusing a symptom for an unearthed emotion.

What did everyone do for New Year's? Resolutions?

I got sick Sunday. I lost my voice a few times (inclueding this morning) so I forgot about 2009 until I realised how weird it was for my mother to be in the same room as me. ...That sounds a lot worse than it is. I won't go into it right now since my arm is now violently shaking. We watched a couple daredevil stunts.

I have resolutions, I'm just having a heck of a time trying to remember them and type at the same time. I'm sure they are college and Epic related.

Speaking of Epic, I haven't updated the WORLD. I'm sick.

Random fact about me time!
I do not get sick. I have my times when I'm in so much physical pain that I feel nausious, but that's different. That comes with the XX and some messed of genes. Besides the eight/nine times of pain, I do not get sick. Drinking a chocolate milkshake so fast you send your stomach into shock and need to barf it up isn't sick. That's just stupid. No, I do not get sick. I do not catch colds. I do not catch the flu. So, when I say now that I have a cold, I'm saying it's 2/3 years of backed up colds come to light. I don't get sick, but when I do I get it really really really bad. Example: Last time I got a cold was Christmas many years back. In the early 2000s. I can't remember it exactly but I think it was 2001. The reason I can't remember it, I repressed it. I threw up acid for day(s). I didn't move for days. When I did move it was to be moved into a hospital. I don't remember much after that but I did have the bracelet from there.

Yeah, that's it. It took me an hour and a half to type that. That's pathetic. See you guys when I'm better. Hopefully that'll be soon. I have stupid meetings later.

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