Thursday, January 22, 2009

   kyrsdty
I'll use this face. Add in wanting to scream and that's a wonderful summery of my brother's 12th birthday [today].

I believe most of this feeling is not sleeping since school started up again this week, and not eating today. I'm working on the eating thing now.

Two weeks into the semester and I have not met anyone at all. It's so annoying. My mom said it's because I'm preceived as arrogant. Could be, but I'm a heck of a lot more humble than most of these bimbo girls and meathead guys. [Not inclueding that statement.] Says I'm shy. Okay, I hate when anyone says that about me. Quiet and shy are not the same. In class I am quiet because the prof. is talking and I want to know what the heck I'm doing or how many unexcused absences we get. None, it's real college. If I have nothing to say I'm not going to randomly talk and sound like an idiot. That's what the internet is for. I'm naturally quieter because I'm a freaking scientist. I observe. Now, if I have things to say I'll say them. If someone near me is searching for the time or date, I'll tell them even if they aren't talking to me. When in lab I will talk to my partners. If something ticks me off you'll know. I'm not shy. I'm in the upperclasses but I'm a transfer, so a lot of people already know each other. That's one problem but not really a big one. The big one is people get around me and shut up. I don't know why. It's not even they shut up to me specifically, they shut up with each other even if they are just a table next to mine. WTF!

Alright, I got up early 6 something. Went to Chem lab at 9:30. Forgot my lab manual. I was so mad. So, I wait around after the first part (lecture lab) to talk to the Dr. Ask him if lab was starting right away because I need to get my manual. Said it was, so I ran off to find my laboratory. I'm carrying a Bio book, notebook, Chem book, gloves, sunglasses, and a pocketbook in a pile. I run into advanced Chem lab. One guy tells me my laboratory so I go find it. I get there, people are getting their drawers. I pick out my drawer, pick it near a few people one who is a guy sitting by himself. Lab prof. says to get a partner. Another guy shows up out of nowhere and takes the guy sitting alone. I look around, uneven number of people in lab. So, I have no partner. WTF! And then everyone with a partner just would randomly watch me work alone. I really don't mind working alone, really, but the three groups nearest to me wouldn't even talk to their partners! Seriously, WTF. With no partner and having missed the first minute of lab, I didn't know what was going on. I figured it out by myself. I did the lab, almost finished, but then I had to run to history which is in a completely different building.

I exit the science building and realise I used an exit I never knew existed. So I just walked in the right direction, but had to cut through the snow a couple times [remember the books I'm carrying]. I get to history at exactly 12:30 (start time). My seat is gone. I find another in the front next to some boy. I grinned a couple times so he must've been cute. I was a little out of breath and damp so didn't pay attention. History was a nice break after Chem Lab.

But immediately after history I had to run to the cafe to by my Bio lab manual. So, carrying/dropping books I run from the history building, passed the road to the science building, passed the teaching building, to the cafe. It super crowded. I buy my manual, run from the cafe all the way back to the science building for bio. -big sigh- OMG, I'm tired.

Not over either, now I have a massive amount of Chem homework due tomorrow before 11:00. So I can only do it right now. And then I have my Chem Lab to do since I never finished. That's due tomorrow too because the prof. is being nice and letting me get away with not doing it today. My question is: How the heck am I supposed to do a Chem Lab at home?

I'll figure it out. I just really need more food and more sleep. Haha, hello, I have insomnia. No, my bio lab partners weren't in class today so I'm sure tomorrow they'll want my notes. Sure, I'll give them my notes. Let's see if they can read them, because I can't. I should switch to doctor's shorthand.
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