Saturday, March 21, 2009

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Thanks for the comments Talim and Dranz. I'm glad you liked my little snippet. It got a favorite on dA and big thumbs up in the writing group. So now I have to re-write the entire big story. -faints- It won't take five years this time...hopefully.

Well well, I haven't been here for a while. Spring Break ended so I had to go back to school. Quizzes coming up...in Chem. And I need an 'A'. ARGH, pressure!

No, school was only one reason I wasn't around. A second is my comment box is broken over on the main site. Yeah, I can't comment or reply and a lot of the times I can't even view people's works. So I just wasn't going on. And with all the re-writes I've been on dA more since I post chapters there and not here.

Big reason I was staying away came Monday. It was my first day back to classes but first I had a dentist appointment. Since I was out in California I missed the one where they'd update my x-rays. So I got those updated and then got my teeth cleaned. The dentist looked at my new x-rays and, well short version, they thought I had bone cancer. Yeah...so, early Monday morning I was basically told I potentially had bone cancer. I got an appointment with a specialist but that wasn't until Friday. So the enitre week I had to wait to see if I really had cancer.

I don't know how to describe what it was like. I'm rational and honestly not afraid of death. I would really really really like to not die, but everyone does and I know that. I still chase immortality but yeah, this is off topic.

Monday was easily not fun. First day back and I get this news. Of course I don't say anything to anyone. My mom knew and told my siblings and dad, which I wished she didn't. So, home was very tense.

Teusday was not fun. No one really said anything about it at home but they looked at me different. I called my friend and she asked what was up and I told her I couldn't tell her. She asked if I was dying, because we joke like that, and I told her I didn't know yet. I hung up shortly after without telling her more.

Wensday started off really lame. I was wondering how this would effect everything if the verdict was bad. Then around noon I just said 'this is stupid, I'm fine'. So the rest of the day I was sort of edgy because I was so sure I was fine but part of me wondered if this was the denile stage.

Thurdsay I told my friends what was going on because I was so sure everyone was wrong. I did not survive to become a bone cancer patient. My life wasn't incredubly hard, but it was nowhere near easy. I had close saves regarding my life. I didn't go through that for nothing. And that's why I was positive I was fine.

Friday I was preoccupied. I was nervous when I woke up but I quickly nullified that with my brilliant plan to make an entrance in Bio lab since I was going to be late. That plan failed but it's all written on my Fas et Nefas WORLD if you're curious. Don't be. But, yes, I went to the specialist and the verdict...no cancer.

The tech who did my x-ray tilted me weird so the bright spot they thought was cancer was really my hyoid bone. It overflapped in the film so looked like an unnatural bright spot.

68$ to tell me I'm fine. So be it.
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