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• 1988-04-17
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• 2004-02-29
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• Musician
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• Kendra
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• I'm in band, jazz band, choir, show choir, all state speech, and I like to write.(music and books)
Anime Fan Since
• May 2003 (yea, I know, I'm lame)
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• Cowboy Beebop, Full Metal Alchemist, Trigun, Ruroni Kenshin, Ghost in the Shell, Yu Yu Hakashu, and yea...whatever I can see! *Newbies from adult swim* Samurai Champloo & S-Cry-Ed
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• At the moment? Graduate from high school and get the hell outta Iowa. After that, I'll improvise.
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• Music: playing, writing, and listening to it.
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• Music and yea, that's all.
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
More of the same, my friends, more of the same.
Sorry I haven’t been on for a long time. On Thursday (two weeks ago) my house got struck by lightning. All of our tech was out-TV’s, Computer, satellite, and radios, to mention a few. Then on Sunday I left for SDSU music camp. I just got back this past Sunday night, and have been hibernating ever since.
SDSU was awesome (that’s a college in Brookings, South Dakota, for those of you who don’t know) I made tons of friends and had a great time. I went with Amz, which wasn’t really as bad as I thought it was gonna be. Actually, she acted like a crazy person and met a ton of people. If they thought she was annoying, they hung out with me. A good trade, if I do say so myself.
Anyway, so far my summer is amazing. I have had so much time to write and draw and stuff. Basically going insane-always a nice thing.
My friends and I are still in a tizzy. I went to a movie with Cort and Whit on Sunday. Afterwards we talked about our problems with everyone. Amz is still pissed at Cort (which Amz said numerous times at SDSU) and Cortney is ready to bawl about it. Nikki is still pissed at me (from what she told Cort) and I’m in slight shock. Man, that b^tch knows how to hold a grudge! I’m really indifferent. Loosing Nikki as a friend would be sad, but I’d easily survive.
I’ve spent my whole life trying to have and keep as many friends as possible, no matter how much they hurt me. At this point, I’m cold and uncaring. “You don’t like me? Wow, I think I’m supposed to care.” If Nikki want’s to talk it out, she knows my phone number. Better yet, she knows where I live. Come talk to me.
I wouldn’t mind if I spent next year on my own. The whole “group mentality” shit is getting old. I do admit, being pissed at someone for no reason except my friend hates him or her is fun, but the whole heirarchy bit is annoying. Amz is always the popular one, Cort’s the mom, Nik’s the b^tch, Whit’s the sheep, and I’m the brain. The pigeonhole crap is what makes me mad. They all underestimate my strength, my abilities. Oh well. I don’t have to worry about that anymore, do I? At least for two months.
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