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Thursday, May 13, 2004


   AEROSMITH!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!
I went to my first major rock concert last night. AHHH! Aerosmith and Cheap Trick. Cheap Trick...so-so. I only know three of their songs anyway. Aerosmith Rocks!!!! I had so much fun. I was with the cult's resident Aerosmith expert, so she was telling me what the songs were called. (I don't know that much Aerosmith, to tell you the truth. I just went because I get to go to a rock concert.)

Joe Perry is my favorite-just because of the attitude he potrays. That and I love men in trenchcoats! I don't know why. When Joe walked out with the trenchcoat and the tight leather pants and Chuck Taylors...and playing that guitar...Ahh. I usually go for lead guitarist, for some reason. I mean, everybody likes the lead singer, and you never get to see the drummer, and well, I like bass player too, I guess:). It's just that Todd Hamilton seems way to uptight to be in a rock band. Anyway, I usually don't like band unless the guitar is up to snuff...and it doesn't hurt if the guitarist is hot...;)

My parents just about flipped when they found out I was going. They were so pissed. They thought that I was too young and that I was going to get kidnapped or raped or something. Ok, life might be tough, but I'm going to have to go out in the world someday. Like Hell I'm staying here for the rest of my life.

I want to see the world. Yes, the whole world. I want to live in England. Or France, Or Germany or Australia or the Netherlands or...ANYWHERE!!!! I could even handle staying in the U.S., as long as I'm by the coast. I just...I don't know. I want out so bad I could cry. In fact, there was an article in a magazine about backpacking across Europe. I had it all planned out. I was so happy-just the thought of leaving made me smile.

I've decided to aim as high as possible for careers. My whole life my parents have always tried to get me to be a doctor or a lawyer. Really, ever since I was two, I've wanted to be a musician. That's the only reason I learned how to play piano-I wanted to be a better singer. My mom used to try to discourage me. As I got older, I would always think that I sucked and I wasn't good enough at music to be able to do anything with it.

Music Theory changed that. I realized, hey, I can write music. All that hellish pounding I do on the piano can actually amount to something. I've just been a lot more confident in my abilities. I don't think I'm amazing, mind you. I just kind of realized that if I'm not constantly focused on how much I suck then I can get a lot more done.

Anyway, I have three main careers (along with a location)-
1)A musical historian in England
2)A producer for a record company in LA or New York
3)Write music for movies in...anywhere!

Basically that's it.I just have to wait for high school to get over...TWO MORE YEARS! TWO MORE YEARS!!! And then I'm done with all of this shit!

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