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Monday, May 10, 2004
Still alive, i swear
Well, im still alive...she moved the rest of her stuff out yesterday, and it made me so upset that when i went to work, i locked my keys in the apartment...of course, she doesnt have a phone at the place she's staying so i couldnt call her to borrow her keys, so i had to break into my own place.
I hate that it took putting me into this much pain to realize what i would be losing if she left...i was taking her for granted, and lying to her about something in my past that should have been left there...i just wish she would come back so that i could explain all of this to her, but i dont know if she will or not.
Her leaving has made me start doubting myself, as a lover, a husband(legally we were common-law married), a friend, and as a person, and i just want to apologize to her for everything i've done...
If she happens to stumble upon this site, which i highly doubt, i hope that she will not hold anyone on this site other than me responsible, because it was my actions that destroyed our relationship...
Side note to Irish---I'm sorry i brought you into this mess...you have been nothing but a friend to me in my time of need, and whether i can work things out with the woman i love or not, i would still like you to be friends with me...and with her, granted that at least one of you will probably not like the other
That is it for now, but i may post something else soon
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