Saturday, November 27, 2004

hey, guys! i had such an awesome day yesterday! ^^ i first went to KC's grandma's house and her backyard is huge! o_o i was afraid that i would get lost if i didn't follow KC around. and KC has this old playhouse of hers that i am almost as tall as the ceilin! ^___^ there aren't many times when i felt tall (well, since i am kinda short, but i am % foot now! XD), but this isn't 1 of them! ^^ so next up JJ came and we all went to the mall with some of our other finds and i spent over $120! many of them are kinda useless things, but i've always wanted 1 ^_^ like my hat that i bought, it's pretty much useless but alot of people say it looks great on me so i thought y not buy something i look good in! ^__^ then there's the Kingdom Hearts wallscroll, CD, and t-shirt i bought for some strange reason... but i love em! ^^ since i didn't buy manga for a loooonnnng time i bought 5 books! ^_____^ and i've finished my Alice 19th series! i've always wanted to finish a series ever since i first bought manga, and now i finally have! but i kinda felt disappointed when it ended cuz i loved beggin my mom to take me to the book store and buy that series, but i guess i got less series to finish now ^_^ well, i got my project finish and i already started on a pic and so i hope it turns out good so i can show u guys. and as soon as i take 1 more picture i can get my pics of the Dragonfest developed and show u what happened (or just what i took pics of ^^). see ya guys later!

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Monday, November 22, 2004

well, i went to the Dragonfest yesterday and it was a real upset =_= no anime! they said there would be anime, but i found none! the only good that came out of that was seein all the cosplayers and takin pictures with them. and i made a new friend ^_^ she dressed up as Inuyasha and she had fluffy ears! ^^ and her friend dressed up as Hiei and she got his hair down good o_o well, the whole day i went around searchin for cosplayers to take pictures of and i got plenty ^_^ and around the time i wanted to leave since there wasn't n-e anime a Miroku came! ^^ i was lookin around for a Miroku all day since i was Sango so i was happy, but he seemed like he was about to hug me when he saw me so that kinda freaked me out ^_^" so when i went and got my money back i went outside to find alot of the cosplayers i saw takin pictures so i decided to take some more and to join in ^_^ i let JJ's mom take a group picture of me and the other Inuyasha people, but she forgot about my camera -_- so JJ's gonna hafta gimme some of those pics cuz i know her mom took alot! the Dragonfest was great around the end and i got a cool belt and a cute shirt so that's good too ^_^ well, maybe when i get my pics developed i can show u all them ^_^ well, i'm gettin hungry and so i gotta go find some food or bug my mom until she goes out and gets me some ^^ bye! and o, that pic i said i was gonna draw, well, that might stay on hold cuz i really gotta start on my Spanish project o_o and plus i have no idea what to draw so that might be a problem too ^^" so until i find out what i'm gonna draw u'll just hafta wait ^_^

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Hey there, i'm gonna be off from school for a whole week (thank goodness ^^)! well, this week as been fine cept i couldn't go to church and see this 1 guy i really like -_- in fact, i won't be able to see at all since he comes around every other day i'm not around. well, in 2 days i'll be goin to the Dragonfest ^_^ i can't wait! but KC can't go and so only me, JJ, and her 1 friend who she doesn't like n-e-more cuz he's an idiot (actually more of an idiot then he already was). so she wants me there for moral support, i guess -_- o well, at least i'll have something to do this weekend besides my project for Spanish -_- well, i'm gonna go start on a pic so i can show u all ^_^ or i'll be in my room for the rest of the night playin Kingdom Hearts ^^ since i have a week off i'll be postin more, that is, if i have n-e-thing interestin to post about. bye!

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Monday, November 15, 2004

since i got some time before my kenpo class i thought i might as well post something ^_^ so my day was alright, nothing too extraordinary to talk about cept the fact that one of my friends pushed a cone at me and expected me to block it with one of the blocks i learned at kenpo =_= fortunately i did but during the process i got a little scrape on my knuckle =____= it stings alot now and i need that knuckle today too... well, i got a whole load of homework to do so i guess i gotta go. o, if u can't tell i've changed my site's look ^_^ hope u like it!

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Friday, November 12, 2004

HI!! ^__^ wow, i haven't posted in so long o.o sorry bout that just had alot of things goin on ^_^" i don't think i've ever told u that i take kenpo now ^^ yup, i take kenpo now and it's really fun ^__^ but i have a test this saturday o__o i hope i do well >_< well, if u haven't noticed i've posted up 2 new drawings ^_^ hope u can check it out soon. well, i really don't have much to say so i think i'll go now and hopefully i'll come around sooner than this time ^_^" well, bye!

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

wow, haven't posted in such a long time ^_^" sorry, just had school in the way, but i hope to be able to post more frequently. well, alot has happened to me lately. like me getting DDR Ultramix for my Xbox ^___^ guess my Xbox is useful afterall ^^ i've been playin on it almost everyday (except now that i'm sick i can't do much =_=). next up is that i'm gonna go to Dragonfest ^^ it's an anime convention and it's gonna be so cool cuz it's gonna be my 1st anime convention that i'm gonna go to AND that i'm gonna cosplay for the 1st time ^______^ i'm gonna dress up as Sango ^__^ and i have my costume in like 2 weeks just in time for Halloween! ^^ hmm.. what else is there?... gosh, there must be something >_< o well, my mind's been clogged up with all that info for junk at school =_= i'm surprised i actually remembered the things i just told u about ^_^" well, i'm gonna start on some scannin so i can get up more pics for u to see. i'm sorry for not comin n-e sooner ^^" well, hafta go now, bye!

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

hi there! ^_^ i just wanted to tell u that i won't be turnin off my site. becuz of u and ur concern i'm stayin! ^_^ *hugs* u really do care about me!! well, i would tell u about what has happened, but i have other things on my mind -_- ya see, these 2 ppl on myO didn't comment yesterday or commented recently and they're like my best friends on here. it feels as if they don't care n-e-more and their old comments seemed so caring and nice -_- well, i'm gonna go visit some more sites and hopefully i'll feel better soon. at least i still have some wonderful friends who still care about me ^_^ *hugs* thanx for all ur concern for me, it's wonderful to feel cared for.

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Saturday, September 18, 2004

*sighs* i'm thinkin about turnin off my site since it's been awhile since i've visited sites and only 1 person commented on my last post and now i feel as if the ppl i thought really cared about me didn't... so i'm doin every1 a big favor and turnin this thing off cuz i know how hard it is to make it to everybody's site. well, i guess this might be goodbye... for now, i hope. *hugs every1 tightly* u've been great to me and helped me thru alot, but now i feel as if i'm only a burden to all of u. i'll keep my site on for just a little longer and if i get the response that i needed then i'll hopefully keep this goin. i love u all and i wish for all my friends out there to be happy cuz if u're happy i'll be happy.

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

ok, i know it's been a really long time since the last time i've posted something. i just had school to keep me busy ^_^" well, to sum up my first day of school it was fun! i got to see every1 again and saw my new classmates (all girls =__= not that girls are bad it's just i was hopin there be a cute guy this year). and i got homework from my old math teacher who teaches me science now =_= on the first day of school too! he just skipped the intro and went right into readin the book -___- and for some strange reason i can tell what time it is when i don't even have a watch on me and it's so cool! ^^ maybe it's just i wake up at 7 every mornin, i dunno but it's cool that i can do that ^_^ ok, so school's pretty a normal thing now since i've been goin to it every weekday now so i'm gonna talk about last weekend when i went to KC's house! ^^ so she called me and asked if i wanted to go cuz her dad's friend was there and she thought it was fair for her to have a friend over. so after some time of convincin my mom to let me go i went with them ^_^ we went to the magic shop just cuz we could and me and KC just looked around. then when we were drivin back to her house me and KC just kept on buggin Steve (her dad's friend) and her dad ^_^ then KC accidentally shot my plunger gun at her dad's head and it was so funny! so when we got to her house we did nothing for a bit then i put on her lotion cuz it smelled prettiful ^^ and we played DDR ^__^ i think i've gotten better at it even tho i only played like every chance i get which is like every wednesday and some other times as well. o, and i forgot to tell u about the time we went to go buy dog food and junk ^_^" so when we got there me and KC started lookin at the little kittens! they were all so cute!! but i mainly liked this 1 that was grey and black all over and it was just so adorable! but then this guy came and took the kittens away T_T i hated seein the little kitties go =_= so afterwards we looked at some fish and annoyed some of them cuz we just like to annoy things whenever we can ^_^ and then at the register KC took a dog biscuit and started eatin it >< i tried a little piece of it but it made me gag a little so i spitted it out. i dunno how she can eat that but she's KC so whatever. then we went to the Block (it's like a mall that's outdoors and u can find alot of guys there ^^) and i finally got my coffee that her dad said i could get! ^^ we didn't buy n-e-thing but we did go to an arcade and played alot of games ^__^ i'm really good at games that hasta do with spinnin targets ^^ so we ate dinner and we kept on buggin Steve cuz he's so much fun to bug ^^ and then all of a sudden he started dunkin his straw into his magarita and bouncin on the seat... and then i joined him! ^^ it was strange but fun! so KC started pickin off the salt on her dad's magarita and so did i! after sometime of buggin him bout the magarita he finally let us take a sip and i know that's against the law (so don't tell the cops ^_~) but he was hopin that we didn't like it but we did ^_^ after that we played more games and finally went to get our prizes ^_^ it took us awhile but i got 2 bouncy balls and she got a small squeakin hammer and some other junk i can't remember ^_^" then we went and got candy! ^^V i got so much candy and it's all soooooo good! ^____^ so we went back to her place and watched Inuyasha and afterwards, we got the mattress ready so we can slide down it and get it ready for our sleepover ^_^ but then i saw the most horrible site in the livin room O_o it was Steve with his shirt up!!! >_< i was like gaggin at that. it was so wrong! so me and KC just went back to her room and did who knows what. and when they finally moved outta the livin room me and KC went down the stairs on the mattress and got ready to go to sleep. and in the middle of the night KC starts rollin over onto my bed and petted my hair and said "oo, camel soft" i'm guessin she was dreamin about a zoo - -;; so i just stayed up all mornin cuz she woke me up and then i hear the shower and thought it was her dad, but it was Steve o_o he took a shower in their house i mean can't he just take it at his home or something?? o__o so n-e-wayz we watched Spanish soccer cuz our Spanish teacher said we had to watch tv (cool homework, huh?) and it was so violent! ppl kickin each other and other ppl fallin over another person. and when we finally got to see some1 make a goal the annoucer sounded like an alarm clock -_- ok, so after an hour worth of that we finally went to Arthur's (a breakfast place where old ppl eat at =_=) and ate breakfast. so after i was finish eatin i dropped in a little cream cup into KC's dad's water ^^ he got soo mad! it was so funny! so after that we went to the mall! and i went to go buy some Japanese soda ^__^ it was complicated to open but i got it in the end (and i got soda all over the floor too -_-) but the cool part is it had a marble for a top and once i was sorta finished with it i could see the marble at the top of the bottle ^__^ it was so fun to roll around ^-^ so we didn't get n-e-thing else so we just went back to her place and it was about time for me to go home so i just called my mom and told her i was gonna be late. so i played DDR some more and finally went home - -;; so that's pretty much up to date. and my friend JJ's birthday is Friday so i'll post soon about that. and i'm sorry i couldn't come around to all the sites ^_^" it's just school that's keepin me so busy -__- well, i'll see what i can do about that so until then bye! *hugs every1*

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Tuesday, September 7, 2004

today is not my day! one bad thing after another =__= 1st off yesterday i had to go to a party well, that wasn't fun since my aunt started tellin me how rude it is if i don't eat and i don't wanna get in trouble again so i just don't eat in front of them. i don't care if they think about me not eatin i am not gonna get in trouble again! so after that we took home my uncle who has a mental problem so that was ackward. then today we took him back to where he lived then we went to get my things for school since i didn't get my supply list till orientations night. ugh, it was VERY hard to find all my junk =_= i had to go to 2 stores just to get everything but line paper!! but the good part is that at Walmark i got to see my friend Nate again, but he's leavin soon so that'll probably the last time i'll ever see him and my mom doesn't think i should be friends with him! just cuz he has a mohawk and tattoos, but i know him and he's a real nice person but did she listen?? no! she just told me not to see him again =_= well, my mom should be happy cuz he's leavin soon and i'll NEVER see him again! then after a while it was all fine till my mom asked me to help her with her cabinet that she had to build =__= and everytime i try and help and do something wrong she starts callin me names and cussin at me! so after a little yellin (nothing too big.... yet) my foot went numb! and i woulda told my mom earlier but knowin her she'd say "so?" so i told her and guess what? she said "so?"!! i guess she doesn't care about my numb foot that's affectin my whole leg. then i ACCIDENTALLY broke a part of the cabinet and she starts callin me names like "u're worthless" and "y r u my daughter?" and things along those lines. by then i started to get teary, but i didn't want to cry cuz my mom might start yellin at me and i know not to cry in front of my family cuz one of my uncles laughed at me when i started cryin!! then my mom later on, expected me to drill something in! i don't even know how to use a power tool so y is she askin me to??? does she think i'm perfect and so smart that i can instantly know how to do something?? well, i'm not! i'm human and i need to learn things like every1 else! that's y i'm goin to school Wednesday! i despise my family! they totally don't understand me and one kicked me outta his house cuz i complained about walkin for like 2 hours right after eatin a big meal! and the one who i told u who laughed at me cuz i started cryin! well, sorry for being sensitive! i can't help it if i get hurt and that i have feelings! how can they do such things to me?? just cuz my mom isn't the best person doesn't mean i'm like her and u=they can be mean to me and take all their anger for her out on me! sometimes i really wonder if my family actually cares like they say they do cuz the surely don't show it. the only ppl who actually show concern for me r my younger cousins and my grandparents, every1 else just mind their own business and only do things for me out of pity. i don't think i can remember n-e-thing they've done for me just cuz they wanted to. i don't want to trouble u guys n-e further with all my many problems so i'm just gonna go to my room and just think and maybe do some cryin cuz i sure feel like cryin. thanx for listenin to me, it makes me feel better to know ppl out there actually care about me; i feel as if i only got so much ppl who actually show they care for me.

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