Friday, July 30, 2004

well, i'm finished visitin sites and my computer is faster now so it was a joy to visit sites ^_^ well, i didn't really have an interestin day -_- all that seems interestin is that i actually only slept 5 hours and i usually would sleep longer than that. yesterday my friend and i got bored so we just did a little role playin (more like we're actin dead and our spirits just lingered about and junk like that ^_^") and i learned i can't download the rest of the episodes of Samurai X and redownload Spirited Away cuz i don't have enough hardware -_- stupid computer guy only gave 1 hardware not others -_- well, i'm just gonna try and find something to entertain myself now so i'll see u all soon! Bye! ^_^ *hugs every1* and i would like 2 say welcome back to Atlen ^_^ i've missed u alot and i wanna thanx u for being such a good friend to me. and i wanna thanx every1 else for being good friends to me! bye again! *hugs every1... again*

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Thursday, July 29, 2004

well, i'm kinda too tired to visit sites today, if that's ok with every1 -_- and i've just heard something awful about a guy that i sorta know and well, i don't feel up to doin n-e-thing right now. i'm really sorry for not visitin today! i hope u all can forgive me! on a lighter note, i got a background at last! yay! well, i'm sorry again. bye! *hugs every1*

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well, today was a great day! i went 2 Kassey's house and we just hung out till JJ came. while we did we found Inuyasha merchandise ^-^ i love the little Inuyasha figures (they're so cute!)! well movin on, we went to the beach and played with waves for hours. i fell a couple times ^_^" but it was less then the last time i went to the beach (i think). after that when we got to the shore by then i was freezin i guess i was use to the cold ocean water ^_^" i loved the trip to the beach today, but now my feet are sore from standin on the sand while tryin to stand my ground while the big waves came at me -_- i was expectin to see hot guys there, but i couldn't see a thing since i took my glasses off and i bet there were 2 guys there that were hot -_- o well, i had an awesome day and now i'm tired but i gotta stay up and watch Case Closed and by the time it's over i won't be tired n-e-more and i'll be able to stay up till like around 7 a.m. ^_^" well, i'll see u soon and i'm sorry i didn't visit n-e of ur sites since i was gone, but i will tomorrow (or later today). bye, guys! *hugs every1*

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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

well, once again it's really early in the mornin and i just got finished gettin all the grass off me ^_^ wonderin y? it's cuz i was layin on the grass outside (well, actually layin on a towel that's layin on the grass ^_^)! it was soooo peaceful outside! i just closed my eyes and took a deep breath and that moment i felt relaxed. usually i am relaxed and not worryin bout things, but i truely felt relaxed. i just love moments like those especially when it's breezy ^-^ i just love how the wind feels against ur face and it's blowin strands of hair in and out of ur face! it's like the wind's blowin away ur problems and it's like tellin me not to worry for now and just enjoy this moment. to just close my eyes and feel the nice cool breeze blow across my face and that moment in time i can feel at peace. well, as u can see i've changed my site a bit ^_^ i love my new colors and my new blog! but i can't get a background and i was wonderin if n-e-1 could help me out. ^_^" after i finished my post yesterday some1 deleted their entry in my guessbook and that's never happened yet till now. i was feelin so happy till that happened then i felt like i did something wrong. i thought i could get some sleep and i wouldn't feel so bad later on. well, i didn't feel so bad but i didn't forget about it. but i got a PM which made me feel really better! well, she was thankin me for helpin her and that just made feel so happy again! that's what i try to do, make others feel better ^_^ and i thought about how all of u always made me feel better and i almost started to cry! i was so happy that there r ppl who care so much about me and can be so nice to me. and well, i wanna take this time and thank every1 who's my friend and cares about me. u guys r the best ever! *hugs every1 tightly* well, the person that deleted their entry came back! that made me feel even better! well, i think i should get some sleep now (and maybe get something 2 eat before i do ^_^). thanks again, every1 and have a great day!

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well, i updated my site ^_^ yay! it looks prettier now! my old blog and background didn't work so i thought i could go get a new blog and change the colors a bit ^_^ well, tell me how it looks cuz i think i'll keep it like this for a while ^_^ i'd loved to hear what u all think about my site's new look! i'll be back soon since my computer's a little faster now ^_^ bye! *hugs every1*

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Monday, July 26, 2004

well, it's 10 minutes till 7 a.m. (i woke up at 5 p.m. yesterday and i've stayed up this long ^_^) and my computer's faster all of a sudden so i took the this chance so i can come here ^_^ i'm not sure if once i turned off my computer that'll it stay fast so i might not be back for another while -_- but let's see if i can think of n-e-thing good that happened yesterday... well, JJ called today right after i woke up (i would say me wakin up before she called is good timin ^_^) we talked for a bit, but we didn't act stupid like the last time. then my friend Kassey called and said she's finally back home from her trip ^-^ which means i get to go see her this wednesday when we go to church! the thing i remember the most about our conversation was when she started laughin then i laughed then she laughed again then i laughed and fell on the floor -_- then she laughed hysterically and said that was 'good timin'. well, it might have been but that fall hurt alittle ^_^" afterwords, i did my usual things (tryin 2 get my computer to move faster) well, i finally got my MSN messenger to work so i talked to my friend who knew alot about computers and asked him y my computer is still slow. well, i downloaded this program so i can scan my programs to see if i have things to fix (and i did. 125 of them -_-) after a while of talkin to him he said he was gonna watch Samurai X >_< and after i saw the dvd box set at Walmart -_- well, in the end i had to download this program called burst so i can download torrents and now i'm still waitin for it to finish up -_- then he started tellin me to download Spirited Away and i said i didn't want to, but he made me n-e-wayz -_- and i'm still waitin for those 2 things to finish up (i know i can just leave it on and go to sleep, but i'm just not tired ^_^) well, i just went outside for a bit and it still smelled moist and that the best scent i love when it comes to smellin outside scents ^_^ (my visions not that good so i think my hearin and my sense of smell is better and i just love to use them. once i heard a lawn mower outside like 3 houses away from my room, i was pretty surprised at how well i could hear ^_^) well, i just got a burst of energy at that moment so i took 1 of my neighbor's ball and started playin with it (i didn't steal it from their yard if that's what u're thinkin ^_^" they just threw it over the fence and now i have a little collection of balls now ^_^) well, that didn't satisfy me enough so i started runnin in my backyard (it's pretty big and i bet it would be bigger if we got rid of all the junk in it) after that i still had energy and i was pretty happy (usually i'm happy around my friends, but at certain times my borin life doesn't matter to me and i just smile ^_^) so i started singin some songs and singin makes me happy so i was happier and more energetic ^_^ i went into my room and bounced on my bed and now i'm here still happy and energetic ^_^ i think i'll start on settin up my scanner, but i don't want to right now since i'm so happy and i don't wanna ruin that and get frustrated and mad. so i'm just gonna find something to do to burn this energy, but i'd like to keep the happiness i feel right now ^_^ i haven't feel so carefree and happy for a while so i'm gonna enjoy it while i still have it. take care, everybody and have a wonderful day! bye! *hugs every1*

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

i'm sorry for not being on yesterday it's just that my VERY slow computer -__- i got rid of unnecessary programs 2 days ago, but it's still slow. i got so frustrated and my mom's been askin 2 see her emails everytime she sees me and that just pissed me off even more. then finally i just snapped and started yellin, i was so mad i started cryin and that just resulted in me gettin sad. so i had a horrible day yesterday. i would go on all of your sites now, but my computer's still slow -__- (it usually takes like a couple seconds to load a site, but now it takes like 2 minutes) i hope u all can understand i can't come today, but i will try tomorrow (if my computer gets faster that is. otherwise, i might not come on for a bit so i can take sometime off and not worry about u guys). well, the good thing is that i got a scanner ^_^ yay! finally! i guess that's all the good there was in my day so i'm gonna stop it here. o, but i did find Samurai X dvds and i so wanted to get them but they cost like $49 -_- i wanted to see those ever since i first saw it. o well, i'll just hafta download it on my computer, but at the speed it's goin i don't think i'll ever see it -__- i'm really sorry for not visitin sites today and i hope u all can forgive me.

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

*sigh* i finally finished visitin sites and takin care of my 'errands' on MyO -__- i would've been finished earlier if the window didn't stop closin on me. i'm sleepy now and i don't even know y. i think i got so bored of waitin for my computer to do something i got sleepy ^_^" well, nothing really happened today as usual -__- i haven't done much today except wait for sites to load on my computer and play around on my cell phone. so i guess i'm gonna try to find something to do now. sorry, i seem so down ^_^" i'm usually happy but i guess i'm just a little tired. well, i'll see u all around, bye! *hugs every1*

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

seems as if i'm more forgetful these days. well, n-e-wayz i just wanted 2 tell u all that after like 2 months my cell phone works ^_^ (yay! if u can't tell, i'm happier now. tee hee, i just sang a song and felt better ^_^) and i have photoshop! my friend told me it costs over $800, but somehow i had it already installed on my computer ^_^ lol, my luck's funny ^_^ well, i just wanted 2 say that so i'm gonna (maybe) try 2 learn how 2 use my photoshop. ^_^ bye bye! *hugs every1*

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hee hee, i forgot 2 post yesterday ^_^" well, yesterday... uh, i'm tryin 2 remember, but nothing's comin up ^_^" o wait now i do ^_^ well, i was really bored of stayin in the house so i took my drawin folder, my pencil, and erasers and went 2 the park that's near my house ^_^ on the way, i was unsure if i should leave the house, but my feet kept on movin towards the park and i'm glad they did ^_^ i just sat at a bench and started drawin. 30 minutes l8r i went home and got bored again -_- this mornin i was woken up by knockin on the front door -_- (and i was havin a good dream too) well, i thought my mom would get the door so i didn't bother answerin it ^_^" (i know, i'm lazy but i was tired) in the end, that constant knockin became part of my dream -_- that never happened before in my dreams, but i don't dream that often ^_^" well, the guy at the door said that his dog got in2 our backyard. at first, i looked out the door and saw nothing out of the ordinary except that my neighbors took down 2 boards of our fence -_- my neighbor came back l8r that day and said that he was tellin his son 2 take down the fence so he can put up a new 1 and that he saw his dog at the gate at the side of our house, and my mom sent me outside 2 get the dog -_- it's not that i hate dogs it's just the wet nose (i don't particularly like gettin dirty). well, i thought it would be some small dog, but actually it was big ^_^" he was cute, but he didn't stop sniffin me -_- i could barely walk 2 the side gate cuz of that. this is like the 3rd dog we had around the house (the 1st was, i think, was a stray and i think it was shy since it ran away when new ppl where by, but it never ran away from me ^_^ the 2nd was my JJ's dog (she lived with me for awhile) and now this dog ^_^) well, i finally got finished visitin sites -_- (i don't usually complain about this, it's just my computer's being slow and it takes forever 2 load a site -__-) o, i forgot 2 tell u all about the anklet with a little bell on it ^_^ it was so cute!! i've alwayz wanted something with i bell that i could alwayz wear (i was thinkin of a collar, but i'm no1's pet. well, i was SOOOO close to gettin that anklet (i was already wearin and about 2 walk out of the jewelery store with it on as soon as my mom paid for it of course ^_^" i don't steal), but then my mom said she changed her mind and said that she didn't liked how it looked (she's kinda old-fashioned so i don't think she would like such things as anklets -__-). so she said i would get it for Christmas -__- i know i can wait, but u should've seen how happy i was ;_; i was smilin and walkin around the store with it on just listenin to how it jingled everytime i walked. and i'm not really sure if my mom will buy it for Christmas or if some1 might buy it before my mom does (i was already really disappointed, but if some1 else did buy it i'd be crushed. i know it's just an anklet with a little bell for a charm, no big deal, but i've alwayz wanted to have some kind of jewelery with a bell on it) i don't really think my mom will actually buy that anklet for a present since she said she would get me a dog and a guitar for my 13th birthday (she even promised me!!!), but i'm already 13 and i don't have neither of them. maybe i should just save my manga money and buy it for myself... well, now i've just discouraged myself so i'm gonna end it here -_- i'm gonna go find something that might cheer me up (usually singin does the trick for me) so bye every1.

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