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Sunday, July 18, 2004


well, yesterday sucked -_- my mom said that i could go to the book store so i can get new manga, but she didn't tell me she had to run errands (it's like that every weekend, she never tells me where i'm goin) i just hate goin n-e-where with her cuz everytime she said she'll take me some where she takes me some where else; i mean i have a right to know where i'm being taken, right? i was just so mad at her yesterday; she never listens to me and when i'm tryin to tell her something important she starts talkin about something else and won't listen to me. and i was in a bad mood already and then she just made it worse -_- she pushed enough of my buttons and i just wanted to go and brake something, but i knew that wouldn't be right so i thought i can go home and spend some quiet time in my room by myself the problem is, SHE COMES INTO MY ROOM WITHOUT TELLIN ME!! i have no privacy in this house unless she's at work. she doesn't understand that i like havin some time to myself. she doesn't understand that i like keepin to myself and that my room is a place where i can think (i would try the livin room since i spen alot of time in there, but it's too big. i like a small place to think in). she knows i'm depressed and in need of therapy so why can't she just leave me alone to figure my problems out? i'm doin better now becuz of my friends and she didn't even help at all she just blamed other ppl for my problems which isn't right. i don't like blamin others i just like blamin myself and i know i shouldn't but that how i am.

i should move on before i upset myself ^_^" well, n-e-wayz i came home when i was suppose to go to the book store (it was like 8 p.m. and i wanted to see Rave Masters and i was determined to see it), then my friend called (the one on vacation) and i had fun talkin to her cousin ^_^ i was suppose to talk to my friend, but her cousin wanted to talk to me -_- i ended up talkin to him for like 25 minutes and talked to my friend for like 5 minutes. and i think i like him now -__-" which, i think, is a bad thing and it would get worse if my friend saw this post. well, in the end i only got to see the endin of Rave Masters -_- later on that night i was gettin tired but i really wanted to watch Inuyasha so badly (-_- i sleep earlier now and wake up in the morning, UGH this isn't what i wanted to do for a LONG time) but i did see Inuyasha and Wolf's Rain ^_^

well, today my mom said i get to go to the book store, but at the rate my mom's movin i highly doubt it -_- that's all i got for today so i'll see ya later! and let's just hope today's better than yesterday... *hugs everyone*

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