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Birthday
• 1991-06-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• the depths of my sorrow
Member Since
• 2004-03-16
Occupation
• just a wondering shadow who's bound to this world
Real Name
• it depends on who's asking...

Personal

Achievements
• i finally went to an anime convention and cosplayed!
Anime Fan Since
• a very long time
Favorite Anime
• Rurouni Kenshin, FullMetal Alchemist, Yu Yu Hakusho, and many others which i've forgotten at the moment ^_^"
Goals
• to actually be happy on my own accord
Hobbies
• drawing and singing when nobody's around (i'm kinda too shy 2 sing in public ^_^")
Talents
• drawing and writing

myOtaku.com: The Shadow

Tuesday, September 7, 2004

today is not my day! one bad thing after another =__=

1st off yesterday i had to go to a party well, that wasn't fun since my aunt started tellin me how rude it is if i don't eat and i don't wanna get in trouble again so i just don't eat in front of them. i don't care if they think about me not eatin i am not gonna get in trouble again! so after that we took home my uncle who has a mental problem so that was ackward. then today we took him back to where he lived then we went to get my things for school since i didn't get my supply list till orientations night. ugh, it was VERY hard to find all my junk =_= i had to go to 2 stores just to get everything but line paper!! but the good part is that at Walmark i got to see my friend Nate again, but he's leavin soon so that'll probably the last time i'll ever see him and my mom doesn't think i should be friends with him! just cuz he has a mohawk and tattoos, but i know him and he's a real nice person but did she listen?? no! she just told me not to see him again =_= well, my mom should be happy cuz he's leavin soon and i'll NEVER see him again!

then after a while it was all fine till my mom asked me to help her with her cabinet that she had to build =__= and everytime i try and help and do something wrong she starts callin me names and cussin at me! so after a little yellin (nothing too big.... yet) my foot went numb! and i woulda told my mom earlier but knowin her she'd say "so?" so i told her and guess what? she said "so?"!! i guess she doesn't care about my numb foot that's affectin my whole leg. then i ACCIDENTALLY broke a part of the cabinet and she starts callin me names like "u're worthless" and "y r u my daughter?" and things along those lines. by then i started to get teary, but i didn't want to cry cuz my mom might start yellin at me and i know not to cry in front of my family cuz one of my uncles laughed at me when i started cryin!! then my mom later on, expected me to drill something in! i don't even know how to use a power tool so y is she askin me to??? does she think i'm perfect and so smart that i can instantly know how to do something?? well, i'm not! i'm human and i need to learn things like every1 else! that's y i'm goin to school Wednesday! i despise my family! they totally don't understand me and one kicked me outta his house cuz i complained about walkin for like 2 hours right after eatin a big meal! and the one who i told u who laughed at me cuz i started cryin! well, sorry for being sensitive! i can't help it if i get hurt and that i have feelings! how can they do such things to me?? just cuz my mom isn't the best person doesn't mean i'm like her and u=they can be mean to me and take all their anger for her out on me! sometimes i really wonder if my family actually cares like they say they do cuz the surely don't show it. the only ppl who actually show concern for me r my younger cousins and my grandparents, every1 else just mind their own business and only do things for me out of pity. i don't think i can remember n-e-thing they've done for me just cuz they wanted to.

i don't want to trouble u guys n-e further with all my many problems so i'm just gonna go to my room and just think and maybe do some cryin cuz i sure feel like cryin. thanx for listenin to me, it makes me feel better to know ppl out there actually care about me; i feel as if i only got so much ppl who actually show they care for me.

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