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• i finally went to an anime convention and cosplayed!
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myOtaku.com: The Shadow


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Hi!! i finally got internet at my house ^_^ so now i can be on here for as long as i like! ^_^ so a lot has happened to me recently and i think most of them are pretty bad.

i believe i told all of you that i got a boyfriend ^_^ he was a really nice guy and i had a lot of fun hanging out with him and his many friends. and yes, i said "was" and "had" cuz we broke up. we broke up and got back together like... 5 times within the course of a few weeks? yea, i went through a lot of feelings and other stuff within those few weeks (like i stopped talking to my best friend for about a week, got all of my ex-boyfriend's friends to hate me, so on and so forth) what made me feel really bad was that he dumped me not becuz his parents told him to but becuz he liked another girl before me and wanted to be with her. the reason why he broke up and got back together with me so many times becuz he didn't know if he cared for me more or the other girl. a lot of my friends say he was being immature about everything and breaking up with me over the phone only made them believe that even more, frankly i think he was being really immature as well.
now me and him are friends and he's dating that other girl. and just last night he called me at 1 a.m. to tell me he still cares for me and that he wants to be with me instead of that other girl. to be honest, i kind of knew it wouldn't work out between him and the girl his friends told him to go out with (yea, he broke up with me cuz his friends told him to go be with the other girl). so now should i just stop trying to be his friend and be "the other girl he's seeing" or just tell him off? i don't really know what to do cuz i really care for him and i hate the fact that i might lose another chance to be with him, this only makes my decisions even harder to make.

well... that's basically all i can remember during the time i was gone. oh! and my birthday's in a week and 6 days!! ^__^ ok, if i remember anything else i'll tell you but until then i'm gonna catch up on things i've been missing around here. bye bye!!

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