Sunday, May 6, 2007

   i'm so fukin happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i am still whole!!!!!!!!!!!!!! those that know what i'm talking about, mesage me for the full story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, May 3, 2007

   forgot to mention(ties in with the one below)
i'm gonna get published again. good chance of getting in the top ten, which equals cash.
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   New Songs
i have written two new songs for my bass (guitar) one is complete and is called summer day. the other is almost done, and is called lunar eclipse.
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   its happening
things are getting better. i've never been stronger. i may not be happy, but i'm not weak. more work tonight. i cant falter. not even once. that is the only way i'm ever gonna amount to anything.
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Monday, April 30, 2007

   its killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!! SO FUKIN BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11THERES NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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Sunday, April 29, 2007

   i am happy for once (i cant belive it!!!!!!!!!)
i've gotten stronger. alot stronger. it makes me happy. :):):):):):):)
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   so very very
very very bored. it was pretty nice out today, but i was inside getting the shit kicked out've me. (quite literally) tomorrow the sperdoner (aka dad) is picking me up to do some kinda "activity" with me to foster a relationship. whatever.
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Friday, April 27, 2007

   so bored and not
looking foward to counceling tonight. oh well...
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Thursday, April 19, 2007

   Do you know
what its like to have no one? no friends. the so called friends are only seen in school. there is a locked door to anything outside of this. it just hurts so much not to be able to spend time with the people you want to. its like a stone slab over your chest, acheing and making it hard to breathe. forcing the tears to well up till they just stream doown the face.
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   no one talks
to me anymore. where is everyone>
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