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Friday, September 3, 2004


To Those I Love
If I should ever leave you
whom I love
To go along the Silent Way,
grieve not,
Nor speak of me with tears,
but laugh and talk
Of me as if I were
beside you there.
(I'd come--I'd come,
could I but find a way!
But would not tears and grief
be barriers?)
And when you hear a song
or see a bird
I loved, please do not let
the thought of me
Be sad...For I am
loving you just as
I always have...
You were so good to me!
There are so many things
I wanted still
To do--so many things
to say to you...
Remember that I
did not fear...It was
Just leaving you
that was so hard to face...
We cannot see Beyond...
But this I know:
I loved you so--'twas heaven
here with you!

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   *sigh*
I realized last night while I was out walking that the more friends I have, the more lonely I feel. Every day I see them growing and changing, forging new relationships and strengthening old ones, and I feel like I'm being left behind. Everything I've ever cared about has been taken from me. Each day the despair grows, threatening to swallow me whole. My heart grows colder with every moment that passes. I often wish that the end were near, but I sense that my suffering will continue for years to come. What is there left to live for when you have nothing to lose?
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Thursday, September 2, 2004


My first post.
Ok, here's the thing, I'm your classic depressed guy who hides it really well. None of my friends know anything about me because I keep to myself and that's probably how it's going to stay. Also, I have a tendancy to talk alot and never really say anything. I have no life, so don't expect much from my site. That's about it.
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