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myOtaku.com: The Sundowner


Tuesday, October 4, 2005

Problems
Well, it's happened. Technically it started happening on July 31, when the bastard finally died. And now that I'm rid of the source of all of my pain, anger, and unbridaled hatred it should have gone away. It hasn't. Instead, they've all increased ten thousandfold and now I have nowhere to put them so they're gushing out wherever they can. Like water bursting from hairline cracks in a dam. The composure that I've maintained for twenty years is now in far more danger than it has ever known. I'm cracking. I snap at anything and the more I release, the more rage floods in to take its place. Then, today, my mind shattered and the millions of shards that are left over are all screaming in my head. Screaming for all the other to shut up. My mind is tearing itself apart and every day I move closer to the edge. I'm going to break soon. I just hope no one gets hurt when it happens.
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