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myOtaku.com: The Sundowner


Monday, October 24, 2005

   Erg....
I must be a masochist. Ever since I found that AIM conversation that I saved (the one with my ex-girlfriend who also happens to be my best friend who I still have feelings for) I've just kept reading it and rereading it over and over again and sometimes it makes me smile but mostly it just hurts like Hell because we were all lovey-dovey and naive and (at least on my part) hoped that we would be together for a long time. Damn it!! Why the Hell can't I keep a relationship? Am I just not attractive enough? What the hell is this "You're smart, nice, funny, and good-looking, but you're just not attractive" shit? It's just too wierd. And the worst part is that I love her as a friend and that part of me is happy that she's happy, but the other half of me just hurts because she's with another guy who's the scum of the earth and she can't see it. Damn it all to Hell.
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