Thursday, May 12, 2005

   CHEAP UPDATE!!!!!!!!

Your #1 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

Your #4 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #5 Match: INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

What's Your Personality Type?

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   A nice story...

Yes, I have a nice short story I've written for everyone. Please read, and let me know what you think.

It was a Sunday morning in the middle of December with white snow covering the land as far as the eye could see. In the middle of the perfectly white snow sat a modest looking home, and on the mail box at the end of walkway there was a name: "Mickey Mouse."

Yes, this was the home of beloved world wide star, child of Disney Mickey Mouse. Mickey had been relaxing on his day off, and decided to step outside to see the perfect snow surrounding his perfect house as Disney would have drawn it himself. Mickey peered out the front door smiling at the abundance of white power covering his lawn, the perfect shade of white. Then Mickey's smile began to fade, he did a double take, he couldn't believe his eyes! Someone had vandalized his perfect snow with nasty foul integrity insulting words written in dark yellow! The words read "Mickey Blows!" Mickey cried and ran to the phone to call the police. Someone urinating in someone's snow in their front yard wasn't really considered a big deal, but seeing as Mickey was such a beloved character they rushed right over.

The police took Mickey's statement, and asked the neighbors questions. No one has seen a thing, it had went unnoticed in the middle of the night. So a picture was taken, and a sample collected. After a day or so of waiting and the police force working overtime for Mickey they had finally found their answer. Mickey heard a knock on the door, and answered the door slowly seemingly still traumatized by the situation. "Mickey Mouse? My name is Detective Kinkade, may I come in?" Mickey let the detective in immediately. "Did you find anything?" Mickey said in a trembling state with a squeaky stutter.

"Yes, we have. We have taking pictures, and collected samples and after numerous tests and comparisons we've got the answer to this case." The detective said feeling slightly ashamed of having to tell Mickey. "I think you should have a seat."

Mickey sat down on the sofa with his hands covering his mouth waiting in suspense to finally figure out who had done this to him. "Mickey, I'm afraid I have some bad news, and ever worse news." The detective said with a tear in his eye having to do this to his childhood hero.

"Mickey, after analyzing the urine." Mickey cringed at the word hardly hearing it in his perfect world. "Mickey, it's been determined that the urine belongs to that of your life long friend, Goofy. Goofy is the one who did this."

"What? But why?" Mickey began to say, but was cut off by the detective.

"Mickey, even worse news--" The detective said with a pause as Mickey sat on the edge of his seat with his big black mouse ears sticking straight up listening closely. "It was Minnie Mouse's hand writing."


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Sunday, May 8, 2005

  

What kind of Final Fantasy Character would I be? by TheBlueParadox
Your Name/Handle
Your Hair Style	Slicked-Back Grey
Your Clothing Style	Very Humble flowing Garment
Your Weapon of Choice	Black Magic
Your Mission	To Save the Love of my Life!
Your Role in the Fantasy	Awkward Out Of Place Freak O_O
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Monday, April 18, 2005

   Testing shit out!

Chello! TVE here again. No real updates to be made, just testing out a new background. I'm not going to stick with it, it just doesn't fit the site, at least in my opinion. But I'd like to at least get some feedback on it, what do you think of my demented scrolling wallpaper?

EDIT: I wasn't going to keep it up anyway, but I had to take the background down prematurely because I've gotten reports that it's cause some browsers to crash when attempting to view my site. But you can still view it in this post, just look above. Any comments are still welcome.


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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   A return to randomness!

I'm going back to my roots, and returning to random insanity! As I once did I'm just going post a lot of really pointless shit, some funny, some not. Either way it give me something to do, and an easy way to update as well as possibly entertain what small amount of viewers I have. Enjoy!

Let's get this started off first with a quiz I took.

You are a black dragon! Master of the shadows and
nightmares. People claim you to be evil but
you're just misunderstood. You just want to be
alone.


Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Next, we have my dog Rocky (aka Batista) looking stoned.


An animation I made for Charles on OtakuBoard. He used it briefly as he avatar then it just sorta collected proverbial dust since then. So I'm dusting it off and letting you all see it if you haven't.


CAT BOXING!!!


Speaking of boxing. Good ol' Mike has a new cereal coming out!


I'll just say this is one freaky looking cat. I dubbed it The WTF Kitty!


I want to leave some for another update, we'll end this with another animation I did. I never really used it either. Grab a Snickers!


Alright, that is all for now. As before you can still ask me question if you like, not really much to ask though I suppose. Anyway, later.


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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

   Q and A time with TVE!!!

MistressRoxie: What is your favorite color? Red, or black (layout colors) or something else, maybe?

Well, red and black are amongst my favorite, top three in fact. Black is my favorite when it comes to clothing, and red--well, I just like red because of the many things associated with it; fire, blood, my favorite wrestler Kane, etc. It's just a cool color anyway. But, no, neither are actually my favorite. My favorite is actually green, a darkish green usually but most greens will do. So there is your answer Roxie, I hope it is to your satisfaction.

Japan86: What is the craziest thing you and Charles like to do?

Well, currently nothing really. Charles works, attends college, and hits the gym quite often. So it's rare we see each other much anymore. Most of the time it's only once a week, on one of Charles' slower weeks it can be two or sometimes three times a week, but that's rare. Most of the time it's spent going over one another's houses and playing games, hanging out, or going to see a movie. Not much else though. We've slowed down in craziness as we got older, but when we were younger we did some crazy shit.

Myself and Charles, as you know, are wrestling nuts, especially when we were younger. We actually use to wrestle each other and other kids around the area. We wrestled in a lot behind my house usually and there was a smallish wall that we'd climb and jump off at each other or throw one another off. Then later some kids moved in across the street from me who had a trampoline so we ended up wrestling on that too. Some crazy incidents involving Charles I can tell you about are when he threw someone off the trampoline onto one of those rope clotheslines, and he back dropped someone like eight feet into the air and they came crashing down on their neck, on the trampoline of course. He was fine, but it was a scary moment--yet still awesome to see. Myself, I can't remember doing that many truly crazy things. I won a first blood match, so that's something. *shrugs*

Marle: Why does Rob like Vampires, death and the like? What do you find so intriguing, so fascinating about them?

I like vampires because they're just interesting for the most part. For the most part they're these pale, beautiful creatures that need to feed off of humans to survive. It depends on how they're handled also. I never really cared for the idea of a vampire dying from crosses, holy water/water, garlic, or even the sun although that one is more understandable. Vampires for the most part are just cool, especially the sophisticated, snobbish sort. Think of Lestat from the movie Interview with a Vampire or Kain from the Legacy of Kain video game series, whom I modeled The Vampire: Ed image after for the most part.

As for death--well it's just an interesting subject, in a morbid sort of way. There are many ways to think about it. The religious way where you're either going to Heaven or Hell or whatever applies to other religions. Or you can go about in the way that when you die you believe that's it. I had a teacher like that before who said she believed that once you're dead you're dead, there is no after life and no Heaven or Hell. Also, you can think about the many aspects that go along with death such as whether or not it's possible to return as a ghost or such, or if we really have souls and the like. There are many things that are fascinating about the whole subject. I personally think about it all the time, my death that is. I wonder how I will go, what will happen, how will it feel, what waits for me afterwards if anything at all? And if I were to be completely honest a lot of my fascination came from wishing I would die in the first place. It's a place I go more often than not nowadays, but oh well, it doesn't matter. So there are your answers.

Well, I only got the three questions so this is it for now. If anyone has anymore questions feel free to ask. Help me update more often with useless information about myself.

Beautiful Pain: What shampoo do you use?

What ever is in there at the time, lol. I really don't know, it's random. Whatever is put in the bathroom I use, I don't have any specific brand or anything.


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Saturday, April 2, 2005

   Just some bullshit from your pal Ed.

Greetings from boredom land! Nothing much to do. "How should I update?" I wondered to myself out loud and in front of a group of strangers who had thought I was just some crazy bastard off the streets--when in fact I'm just a crazy bastard from a house. But whatever. Anyway, what I'm going to do is update with a few pictures of random things pertaining to myself.



First up is a picture of my awesome dogs. On the upper left you got Rocky, half Chihuahua half Pomeranian. I call him a Pomihuahua. What he is most famous for is his 'face rubs,' and Charles can attest for that. What he does is he climbs your chest or shoulder then throws himself on your head or face and rubs himself all over you, it's pretty funny--until you're gasping for air anyway. Then on the lower right we've got Ester, the most adorable animal of all time! I don't just throw that word, 'adorable,' around either. She is just that cute, but not enough that it's sickeningly cute, as I despise sickeningly cute things. Now, I know what you're thinking--"Ester?" I know. It sucks. Although she is very much mine I allowed my mom to name her, and because of that my poor dog has to be referred to with an old lady's name, ugh. Well, at least I got my way with the collar, as you can see it is spiked. Awesome looking especially on a dog as small and innocent looking as her.



Next up we have my Pile 'o' Smoking Skulls. It's actually an inscent(sp?) burner. My mom got it for me because I have a sick obsession with skulls, death, and the like. Never been much and an inscent person really, but to see this thing smoke I use it quite often.



Anyone interested in seeing the length of my hair, well here you go. Not much else to say about it.



And, finally, the most rarest of pictures you'll ever see of me. I'm smiling. The only decent smile I've ever had in a picture. Most of the time when I smile it looks odd, forced, or just plain evil/suspicious. So I'm pretty happy with this picture although I hate the subject in the picture.

Anyway, it's becoming harder and harder for me to think of updates. I don't have much of a life to relay back to you, a simple day to day journal is out of the question. I'm running low on random humor that I've been semi-famous for in the past, so that's kind of out there. I'm simply low on ideas. So I'll have everyone who reads my myOtaku help out. "How?" You may ask. Well, anyone who is interested just pose a question to me. About anything. What I like to drink. Who my favorite actor or actress is. Those sorts of questions or even more personal things if you like. I'll try and answer if I can and that way I can easily update myOtaku and at the same time either entertain you even more than before, or bore you to death. I guess we'll see. Well, later.


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Thursday, March 24, 2005

CHEAP UPDATE TIME!!! Free PSPs! Sign up and help me out!
Hey-

Check out this great site that is giving away totally FREE Sony PSPs!

I've joined and I think you should as well.

It's a completely legitimate offer, and this company has already given away $4 million in FREE stuff!

All you have to do is join, complete an online offer, and refer friends to do the same. That's it!

Here is my referral link. To help me get my Sony PSP, click this exact link to join, or copy and paste it into a browser:
http://www.FreePSPs.com/?r=16576930

To do this you have to complete one of their stupid offers. So what I did was sign up for the Blockbuster Online video rentals, then I simply canceled my account right away and it still counted as me completing one of their offers. So you don't have to feel pressured into actually doing them and sticking with them.

Just a little helpful hint should anyone want to try this as well. Later.


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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   It never ends...
I knew not to expect much from this dip shit, and I was right. He was of absolutely zero help yet again. He doesn't even seem to know what he is doing, it looks like his nurse assistant does most of the work and he just steps in to screw everything up and mess with my head. He practically refused to try putting me on different medication saying to wait a little longer, take a higher dosage of the current medication and see how things go. Well, it didn't work so great last time, so what will be different this time? Besides the last time he upped my dosage, the next month he told me I was taking too much then asked me why I was taking that much--apparently he doesn't remember telling his patients what to take or how much of it to take. Then he did that same thing to me again this time, except told me I'm not taking enough and told me to take 800 mg rather than 600 mg--which is what he said last time then the month later he told me that 800 mg is too much! I don't think he really knows what he's doing.

He also pretty much ignored the bite marks in my mouth. Just looked it over once, said it was a "Definite sign of a seizure." like I had been lying about seizures to him all along--even though I've had one in his office before when he tried to take blood from me, incorrectly might I add. That's another thing he wants blood work to be done first before he'll even think about putting me on any new medication, yet he won't take my blood in his office. He makes excuses like they aren't prepared for that sort of thing with someone like me, or that my medical insurance won't allow it. He's full of it.

Then he got angry when I corrected him on the thing about him one month telling me to take more, then the next telling me to take less, etc. He back peddled and babbled on in complete gibberish with barely a comprehendible word spoken but it's obvious he try passing the blame off on me. He ignores my problems, and completely goes off on a totally different topic all together. I hate him more than I have hated anyone in my life! I don't know where I can find a better doctor that would accept my medical insurance I am currently using, but I'm eventually going to have to because this schmuck doesn't know what the fuck he is doing.

This is all so tiring for me, and all at the same time I have to rely on my parents to get me from place to place, and to help me out. I'm tired of being a burden upon people, and I wish I just went to sleep one day and never woke up for everyone else's sake. Rhianna (aka LiLMama89) is probably correct about why I got that gray streak in my hair, and feel old before my time. It's probably the stress, and anger I'm always feeling. But I can't help but feel that way all of the time. It's annoys me to feel that way, and it's basically just an endless cycle of stress, emotional pain, and loneliness. I'm just so tired... Don't mind me.


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   Didn't eat enough of those doctor repelling apples!
Well, I'm off to see my shit head doctor this morning. I've got an appointment finally to see him, and I'm going to ask for different medication. My mom, sister, and my sister's boyfriend have actually been looking up a bunch of different kinds of medication for me to see if they could find ones with a smaller amount of possible side effects. So that would be good if I could get some newer, better functioning medication.

While I'm there I'm going to see about my lip and tongue. See what I can get for the bites I took out of them from the seizure. It's hard to talk and eat with them like they are, so I'm hoping he knows a way to get them to heal faster. Aside from that the bites on my lip look kind of infected or something, maybe it's just bruising. Anyway, I'll get that looked at as well.

Right now I'm kind of feeling sick though. My stomach is uneasy. I don't know why, but I feel like that more often than not. I've changed so much since just my teen years, and not a bit for the better sadly. When I was a teenager I never got sick. Never! Never got headaches either. Now though I feel sick all of the time, I have headaches all the time, my stomach seems to be really sensitive now, my simple depression has changed over to bipolar/manic depression, and of course with the seizures seeming appearing out of no where I am definitely not in good shape. Especially for being at the age that I am. I feel old even though I'm only 21, and I even have a small streak of white in my hair. Old Rob. Eh, ah well. These are a few of the reasons why I hate life so very much...

Ah well. Anyway, I put most of the quizzes from the past couple days in my quiz section as well as some newer ones none of you have seen yet. So if you're interested in looking them over you can head on over to my quiz section and check them out.

Maybe I'll update later to fill everyone in one what happened, but who knows. It's not really that important, I guess. Later.


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