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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   It never ends...
I knew not to expect much from this dip shit, and I was right. He was of absolutely zero help yet again. He doesn't even seem to know what he is doing, it looks like his nurse assistant does most of the work and he just steps in to screw everything up and mess with my head. He practically refused to try putting me on different medication saying to wait a little longer, take a higher dosage of the current medication and see how things go. Well, it didn't work so great last time, so what will be different this time? Besides the last time he upped my dosage, the next month he told me I was taking too much then asked me why I was taking that much--apparently he doesn't remember telling his patients what to take or how much of it to take. Then he did that same thing to me again this time, except told me I'm not taking enough and told me to take 800 mg rather than 600 mg--which is what he said last time then the month later he told me that 800 mg is too much! I don't think he really knows what he's doing.

He also pretty much ignored the bite marks in my mouth. Just looked it over once, said it was a "Definite sign of a seizure." like I had been lying about seizures to him all along--even though I've had one in his office before when he tried to take blood from me, incorrectly might I add. That's another thing he wants blood work to be done first before he'll even think about putting me on any new medication, yet he won't take my blood in his office. He makes excuses like they aren't prepared for that sort of thing with someone like me, or that my medical insurance won't allow it. He's full of it.

Then he got angry when I corrected him on the thing about him one month telling me to take more, then the next telling me to take less, etc. He back peddled and babbled on in complete gibberish with barely a comprehendible word spoken but it's obvious he try passing the blame off on me. He ignores my problems, and completely goes off on a totally different topic all together. I hate him more than I have hated anyone in my life! I don't know where I can find a better doctor that would accept my medical insurance I am currently using, but I'm eventually going to have to because this schmuck doesn't know what the fuck he is doing.

This is all so tiring for me, and all at the same time I have to rely on my parents to get me from place to place, and to help me out. I'm tired of being a burden upon people, and I wish I just went to sleep one day and never woke up for everyone else's sake. Rhianna (aka LiLMama89) is probably correct about why I got that gray streak in my hair, and feel old before my time. It's probably the stress, and anger I'm always feeling. But I can't help but feel that way all of the time. It's annoys me to feel that way, and it's basically just an endless cycle of stress, emotional pain, and loneliness. I'm just so tired... Don't mind me.
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