Monday, December 25, 2006

Deliberately Limited Preliminary Prelude in Z
So I haven't updated in a while, and now I'm updating on Christmas Day. Odd, I know.

Let's tackle the reason I haven't updated first. Well, let's see...I guess I just haven't found the time. I'm ALWAYS playing KoC, so I'm at the computer a lot of the day. I just haven't had the time to update this. Plus, I'm still a little ill. But that's almost over. I really should have gone to see a doctor...

Now, I just have to tell you guys one of the things I got for good ol' X-mas. A mandolin. Just let that soak in a moment.


....is it soaking?


Yeah, that's right. A mandolin. And I'm gonna learn to play it. And then I'm gonna make it METAL!!!

Oh yeah, I'm listening to this new CD I got, Therion Vovin. It is pretty bitchin'.

Now I'll leave you with...a message from Disturbed:

"In an age of nothing, at a time when we stand at the brink of our own destruction - strengthen your belief; in yourself, in the future of humanity, in the things of this world which cannot easily be perceived. Awaken that which lies dormant now within your soul. Re-ignite the flame of your consciousness, and measure the strength of your conviction. Reveal the lie. Renounce your hatred. Seek, find, and embrace the truths you are fortunate enough to discover. Cherish them. Use them to anchor you in the sea of chaos that is the world we live in.
"When twilight dawns near, when you are pushed to the very limits of your soul, when it seems that all you have left are the dead remnants of the fabric of your life - believe."

Crede in homine.
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Sick and Tired
Well, I'm still under the weather, as they say, but I'm definitely feeling better than a few days ago. Although now I have a cough, my throat isn't as sore as it has been. However, said cough kept me up most of the night, so I am extremely tired today.

Note to self, don't get sick.

Not much else going on at the moment...

Well, I guess it's cool that I'm almost on break. Though I feel like I'm getting ripped off this year as far as that goes. We get like...ten days off. Woohoo! Meh, it's not like we're going to do anything in school this week anyway. So, I guess it's all good.

Don't eat the fish.
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Friday, December 15, 2006

Welcome to my world, population small
First off, thanks for any well-wishes about my sickened state. Today I'm about 85% better. Woot.

Secondly, in case you didn't read the update from last night, quoth the Chise "We can still be friends, and nothing more." Or something like that. Yeah, I thought that would be all right. Except I cannot treat her the way I used to do, mainly because I treated her very nice since I wanted to maybe go out with her. But now that option is eliminated, so I don't think I can continue to be very good friends with her. Meh.

Thirdly, I just realized today how badly I want to get out of this town. There are like three interesting people in this whole town. Everyone else does drugs. Lots of drugs. And I think it's because they realized a long time ago that their town is a stain on the map. Too bad.

Finally, something random. You know you want it.
This one time, my bro's friend said the following:
"Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be immortal and shrink down to the size of a pea and be able to fight ants without ever having to worry about dying?" Wow.
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

HOLY SHIT BLUE SANTA

Now that that's out of the way, let's get down to business. Okay. Good.

So, up until about 6:30 PM EST today I did not say a single word. Why? Well, my throat was SO sore that I just could not talk. As you may imagine, that pretty much sucked. I communicated with people via a notebook that one of my classmates provided me. Overall, not a pleasant, nor enjoyable, experience. Although, one hears a lot more when one is not talking. Crazy.

As for Chise, she's more or less avoiding me now that I've told her about my infatuation. I'm pretty sure that's a bad sign. I TRIED to ask her about it today at lunch, but my pal Turin decided he was gonna have a written conversation with me (remember, I couldn't talk) instead. So, that didn't work out. Then I read her new post on this here website, and I don't mean to be conceited, but, gee, I think she may have been writing about me for part of that. And I'm not thinking it was one of the good parts. I guess we weren't really such great friends after all if she won't say a word to me now. But that's how it goes.

Ob-la-di, ob-la-da...
La la la la life goes on.

Update: Well, she's speaking to me on AIM now. A step forward! Though not a huge one.

Update 2: Issue resolved. We can only be friends. And I like her too much to not at least be that. I can live without being more, but not with being less. Wow, how fuckin' emo was that? I am soooo sick.....need...sleep...
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

lolz
Fear is kinda like when you’re in a room and it’s all dark and you’re all like "omfg it’s dark and maybe there are monsters" so you shout "Hey are there any monsters" and the monsters are all like "Yes, shhh, we are trying to sneak up on you" so you go "gg n00bs now I know you are there" and then the monsters go "wtf pwnd" or maybe the monsters don’t answer because they’re very sneaky monsters and wise to your tricks. Full article here. Feel free to peruse the other articles on the site. Good stuff.

I took a final exam today. But this wasn't an ordinary final. No. This was a COLLEGE final. You see, I'm only a junior in high school, so this actually is unusual. I'm enrolled in a once a week class at a state university nearby, and if I pass (which I KNOW I did) I get three credits toward college. Plus, it was free. My high school paid for it. Hah. v00t.

Yeah, so that went pretty well. But now I wish it was Friday. So I wouldn't have to do anything tomorrow. And yet...it's Wednesday...and that's just not cool.

TO BE A MAN YOU MUST HAVE HONOR!
HONOR AND A PENIS!!!!
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Well, I'm not bitter anymore. But I haven't talked to Chise -yet. I am definitely going to do it. But I don't want to do it in front of other people since she's kind of shy (and I guess I don't want to be rejected in front of anyone else). So, lame as it is, I'm gonna try to tell her on AIM. Hoping to do it when she's actually at the computer, but if she's not on soon, I'm gonna go with, even lamer, leaving it for her to find as a message. Wow. Awesome.

On a different note, my monitor is retarded. It suddenly decided that I wanted my screen resolution set to 640x480, so the monitor adjusted itself to fit my request, which I never made. Then, just for laughs, after I set it back to the proper resolution, the monitor made all my colors strange and bizarre! This must be like, the best monitor EVER! Ugh. Time to reboot.
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Monday, December 11, 2006

feral rage
every once in a while i get into this mood i would call it a "bad mood" but it's not like i'm necessarily angry or even upset it's more like...i just need to let things that usually don't bother me make me overreact so i'd say that i'm bitter when i'm in this mood bitter and vitriolic just about describes it so as is obvious from my lack of capitilization and punctuation this is one of those times if i say what one thing brought this about even though it's usually a combination of smaller things i'd have to say it's this i'm infatuated with my friend chise i guess it's what all the kids nowadays call a "crush" but i hate that terminology as it sounds like i want to burden this person with backbreaking amount of weight anyway one might think oh why don't you just tell her then well here's the thing one of her first criteria for wanting to date someone is that they be of asian appearance that rules me out now that's not saying that it's impossible that she would maybe date me i mean you never know but since she is my friend i don't want to risk it because it might ruin our friendship i don't see any risk in putting it here since she's never on here anymore so i'm using this to *gasp* rant yeah i know i hate when people do that too but i need to put this somewhere so i can get over it

i'm a realist this isn't going to ruin my life even for a minute but i need to put it out in the open to examine it better and maybe i won't be so bitter either

sorry for the lack of sentence structure it sure makes this harder to read huh
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Thursday, December 7, 2006

You need to go to this site. Once you're there, click at the top where it says Top 100 or 200. Doesn't really matter which; they'll just bring you to different quotes. Nearly all of those quotes are funny. Go have a good laugh.

-wtf iz it, yo

Well, it's a collection of quotes from actual conversations on IRC.

-but wutz IRC

Think of it as...a bunch of chat rooms.

-o ok

Yeah. Have fun with that.
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Wednesday, December 6, 2006

I have nothing to talk about

-So why, oh why, are you making a post?

I don't really know.

-Whatever, man. Whatever.

My computer just asked me if I want to save the changes to a document I had open. The thing is though, all I did was use that open document to make this character: ü. So basically, the computer wants to know if I would rather save that ü in its own document than have to go through the hassle of hitting Ctrl+Shift+; should I want to replicate that character. Okay. That seems like a perfectly acceptable plan.

Also, my friend, who I call Chise, though you may know her as one of her aliases, such as younggrasshopper (wow, that's long), or Pink Tsuki Chan (wow, another long one), or maybe even Rebekah (meh, that's not so bad), and damn I just used too many commas, so I think I'll keep using them, because I want this sentence to be grammatically fukt up, since I already ruin-ed it by not putting a verb in here for my original subject, Chise, to do/be, but that's not the point; I was trying to get to this: Chise showed me this anime on YouTube, Ouran High School Host Club. So, I watched an episode of it, and I thought it was somewhat amusing, if only slightly...how should I put this...gay. And I mean literally gay. Not gay like "uncool." No. Gay like

******WARNING POSSIBLY DISTURBING SIMILE AHEAD******

anal sex with two men.

******POSSIBLY DISTURBING SIMILE OVER******

So, I, like a fool, watched a couple more episodes of said anime. It wasn't until a few days later, when she brought the manga in to school, that I discovered this: she had neglected to tell me that this anime/manga was intended for/aimed at a FEMALE audience. Now, I'm not completely oblivious. That was somewhat apparent. But what I wasn't aware of was that there was such a label on it. Not that a guy can't watch something that's meant to be watched by girls. It's just...a little strange to be watching a show that's, for lack of a better word, made for girls. I mean, that's like watching, and enjoying, Sailor Moon. And that just won't do. But it's too late. I've already seen too much of this one. And, while it's becoming more and more obvious that this is very much a show for the people of the female persuasion, there are still moments in it which are pretty funny, and I don't care who you are.

Look at that, I went from nothing to more than usual in a matter of...ten minutes. I hope this post is FILLED with typos.

-You're just saying that so you won't have to go look for them in your post, and you also won't have to worry about looking like a moron for the typos, as you have now said you hope they're in there.

stfu
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Thursday, November 30, 2006

The system is down.
Okay, so for the last four days, I haven't had a computer. Why? Well, my NIC decided to suddenly stop working, which meant no network, which meant no Internet, which meant my computer was all but useless. So I had to get a new one. As you can probably tell from the fact you are reading this, since I haven't recently developed magic powers (I'm still working on that though), I got a new NIC and my computer is restored.

Just as a side note, I think it's hilarious when people actually use the little verdict buttons in comments. Tol. I don't know why, just seems kinda funny.

And, just in case you thought by the subject this would have something to do with System of a Down, and are now very, very disappointed in me as a human being, I shall now alleviate that concern.

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SOLDIER SIDE 3:40
Dead man lying on the bottom of the grave
Wondering when Savior comes, is he gonna be saved?
Maybe you're a sinner into your alternate life
Maybe you're a joker, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope he's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find the truth he's never going home

Young men standing on the top of their own graves
Wondering when Jesus comes, are they gonna be saved?
Cruelty to the winner; bishop tells the king his lies
Maybe you're a mourner, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope he's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find no truth he's never going home

Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me

Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there's no one here but me
People on the soldier's side
There is no one here but me
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