Saturday, May 19, 2007

   i little a bout me ^^
well. i better write this stuff down b4 i forget my memories hehehe... where to begin... well. i gain and lost alot in the past year. i learned alot thru exp. the people that can never fail you will fail. the people you depend on you can't rely on. I learned that i can't rely on the kindness of people, cause in the end, well yea. I wont go in too much detail, but i did lose a friendship worth dying for. He was basically my blood brother. and i guess its true wat they say about when the s#it hits the fan, you really see people true colors. i saw mine. and when i looked around to see if any one was with me, i learned. lol. Good time thou. i wont trade anything to go back. but i understand that things happen for a reason. i still hate the idea that im not in control anymore. Its really funny to see the way i was. We all had it. when were 11-19 we claim to know everthing. but as soon as u hit that age, you begin to see things thru another eyes. You relize you dont know a dam thing. i was left alone. but something hit me. i knew that being alone is a choice. not becuz u screwed up, or have the right jeans, or even a introvert. thats the only choice we really control. to be alone. I hope i'm doing the right thing. It would be nice. to just live. (watch Gokusen ^_^ V ) right now i been alone for too long. i hate every second of it. not to have any one. hmmm... ACCEPTING GIRLFRIEND APPLICATIONS! >_O LOVE YOU ALL! (even the people i hate) kinda thinking of it, i just went on a no topic rant...IN GENIUS! BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!
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Sunday, May 6, 2007

   huh...
Hello world! I feel shitty! ^____^ <^> I won't reveal to much, i really dont know who's reading... 0_o.. anywho...i digress... I'm starting to feel unneeded. Disposable. etc... What do i do when people start to doubt me? Do i go on with the doubt and lose faith in myself? Did i do the right thing? Can i justify my actions with the outcome? If I had to lose so much, does it make up for what i won? What if helping one person made you a bad person? What if in doing so, you lost your world you lived in? Can you really feel good about yourself after losing it all and still helping that one person? Its just one person. But their world is now... normal. Im in a hell hole, but she's ok. So that means i did the right thing? i hate what if's...... 0_o V ( 8:27 )
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   Greetings!!! One and All!!
Sup! Fellow Otaku's! Lend me thy ears! Name wise? What do you call me? eh... I go by many names... EXAMPLE: "Hey You" "Hey Ugly" "Nipple Head" "Dumb@$$" and my fav.
"O MY GOD! HERE COMING TOWARD US!"... O.O not a good feeling... but i guess domo will do...hehehe...domo... but i digress. I am the mighty and undefeated (in halo/guitar hero/soul caliber/guilty gear/and of course anything your good at) DOMO! Fear me!! or Feed Me!! one or the other... not both. I been living in houston my whole life... those that know me can say i lived a shitty lif3. I guess it builds character.... right... anywho... ^o^ i did have a journal i had on my comp for years and years, but as do all things in life, it crapped out. i lost 4 years of my thoughts and 4 years of pics....
Solution: MYOTAKU.COM! and online journal that won't crap out on me!! I don't know what else to say... I can talk about my "I need a girlfriend" syndrome. but i dont want to bore ya T_T...seriously... its bad........ Bwhahahahah!!
What else to say.... how i look you ask? lol... not good... 5'10... 150 lbs... hispanic...aka coconut...i guess ill post a pic...someday... ill just wait to see how this whole Myotaku thing works out.... I love you all!!! remember! A sword is normally useless against magic! >.< Till next time!
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