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Saturday, May 19, 2007


   i little a bout me ^^
well. i better write this stuff down b4 i forget my memories hehehe... where to begin... well. i gain and lost alot in the past year. i learned alot thru exp. the people that can never fail you will fail. the people you depend on you can't rely on. I learned that i can't rely on the kindness of people, cause in the end, well yea. I wont go in too much detail, but i did lose a friendship worth dying for. He was basically my blood brother. and i guess its true wat they say about when the s#it hits the fan, you really see people true colors. i saw mine. and when i looked around to see if any one was with me, i learned. lol. Good time thou. i wont trade anything to go back. but i understand that things happen for a reason. i still hate the idea that im not in control anymore. Its really funny to see the way i was. We all had it. when were 11-19 we claim to know everthing. but as soon as u hit that age, you begin to see things thru another eyes. You relize you dont know a dam thing. i was left alone. but something hit me. i knew that being alone is a choice. not becuz u screwed up, or have the right jeans, or even a introvert. thats the only choice we really control. to be alone. I hope i'm doing the right thing. It would be nice. to just live. (watch Gokusen ^_^ V ) right now i been alone for too long. i hate every second of it. not to have any one. hmmm... ACCEPTING GIRLFRIEND APPLICATIONS! >_O LOVE YOU ALL! (even the people i hate) kinda thinking of it, i just went on a no topic rant...IN GENIUS! BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!
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